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When you're happy with your head in the clouds/
Why do people find it fun to tear you down?/
When you feel like nothing could go wrong/
Why do people hit you with words that make the pain so strong?/
{The words twist like a knife/…….. The anger builds up inside}
It seems so strange/

(Chorus)
It makes no sense to me/ I can't beleave that they would do such things/
It that's how it’s gonna be/ Then I'll take on the gossip and keep you here with me

I've gotten used to it/ It's the same old things over and over again/
They try to take us down/ right after they claim to be our friends
But I/ won't let it get to me/ I'll never let it bring me down/
Cause' I/ have tried too hard/ to make sure no one catches me with a frown/

(Chorus)
Oh, It makes no sense/ to me/ I can't beleave that they could be so mean/
If that's how it's gonna be/ I geuss all I can do is keep cool and sing/
Cause' I have spent my whole life getting over the pain and fear/
So I won't let them stop me here

I don't think I'll ever understand why/
My frustration is a game in their eyes/

It makes no sense/ to me/ I really didn't think they would be so mean/












































To the tune of: Rose, Rose.

Redemption. By Selene.

Rose in the castle of the dark abyss
Thy crimson blood has spilt
I swear not to bend thy will
my rose of the darkness

In the shadow of the divine and just
Wickedness is born from sprits forgot
The dagger of evil slides into thy heart
but no one can hear my death

Thy will was taken without consent
Thy body and sprit doomed eternally
Within the shadows I wait for thee
To resurrect thy lost soul


To the tune: Girls on the Run.

Selene's Serenade to Cain. By Selene

Oh you may think I'm strange when you look at me.
But your emerald-gold eyes tell a different story.
We only have but one life to live so we must make it very worthwhile
And find the light within the dark to keep us going and smile
The sun will burn the sorrow in your heart
And maybe someday
And maybe someday
You'll realize you're not alone

Lines:

Cokney.

"Caught me with me hand in the biscuit tin."
Nomal

"Warped brand of romantic atheism."

My mom on my chemical romance

"Aw, he's in pain. It makes me want to take him in my arms and shoot him."


Tick tock tick tock tick tock tick tock
I Don't know why
Tick tock tick tock tick tock tick tock
Why I must sigh
Tick tock tick tock tick tock tick tock
But you know how hard I tried
Tick tock tick tock tick tock tick tock
And you know how hard I cried
Tick tock tick tock tick tock tick tock
Tick tock tick tock tick tock tick tock
Ding dong the bell chimes midnight
I know it's time to go
Cause the pain made my heart stop
And I will die alone



there was a time/ when I was blind/ I couldn't see what was in front of me/ There was a time/ when I didn't know/ who I was or where to/ go/
But now those/ times are over/ And I won't rest til I set things right/ Now I'm all grown up and I can/ See the light/
I will fight!
Now I know what is right/ and I will fight/ so don't stop me
Now it's time to go/ And I'll show you/ what I can do/
I'll take flight!

There was a time when/ I couldn’t see what was/ right in fount/ of my nose



Desperately diving deeper into dark despair

Lack of love leaving you with longing and loss


And the rain falls on down/ and even though my heart's in the clouds/ I feel like/ I should cry/ It is strange/ 'Cuz I don't know why/ But the hot tears/ fill my eyes/ and the emotion builds inside/ Its like a hand around my heart/ the threatens to throw me to the dark/ But the rain continues to fall/ It makes me feel so small/ How I wish it would snow/ Like that night not to/ long ago/ I stayed with him/ under the sky/ and the snowflakes/ blew on by/ that sugar from the sky/ danced around us and asked: why? Why do we, do this to ourselves? Why stay together, if we have to sneak around?/ I turned to him and asked if I was worth it/ and he smiled and said: Of course it is./ And that look was enough for me./ To be happy



















I can't believe/ What you've said to me/ Imaginary/ Dreams of what I thought/ was meant to be/ No longer visit me/ sweet songs/ on guitar strings/ penetrate my ears/ erase my fears/ bring me to tears.
Endearing words that mean I mean something to someone in this world/ I want to cry from bliss/
As seasons change/ one thing remains/ It's amazing/ the enchantment/ in your kiss/



For the first time/ in my life/ I can honestly say/ I am proud/ of who I am/ Today/












It is time to reap what I’ve sown.
And dig up every buried bone.
























Do not look at me, don’t turn and stare
Do not act like you really care
If you look at me, my heart will melt
Why do you give me the strong feelings I’ve felt?
Do what you will, just leave me aside
My soul is so empty from all that connives
My heart has grown sick from my old life, which died
Everyday I push forward and try
It gets ever harder not to cry
From being so alone and ever so shy
Is it so hard for people to love one such as I?
For when I say hello, they say goodbye

They give excuses to retreat
When they can’t think of one, they just silently leave
I stay still for a moment and stare at my feet
While a breeze washes over the trees
Am I so gruesome? Do I look so bad?
Is my state really so sad?
I try, I try, I really do

I try so hard, I’ve been called a fool
Give me a chance, just one little ray
A beam of light
A chance to pray
I’ll show you I’m worth it
I won’t go astray
I’ll keep at at it until the day
Someone will look at me and say:
“You’ve done enough, stop trying so hard
You worked so much and got so far.
You made it through the days of tears and pain
You stood alone in the pouring rain.
Now rest your weary head, my dear.
You have nothing left to fear.
Come to me, I’ll hold you tight.
Kiss you lightly and wish you goodnight.
When you wake in the morning, you’ll see me again.
And I’ll repeat all I’ve said, from beginning to end.”







[No music]
{Hey, hey, hey a hymn to humanity/ Love is gone/ People are you worried?/ Hey, hey, hey a hymn to humanity/ Love is gone/ People are you worried?/}
[Music starts]
(Verse 1)
It seems that/ Time has slowed own to a halt/ I can see/ Souls falling to their death/ I don't know why this point in time is so red/ So full of bloodshed/

[Music picks up] (Chorus smile Hey, hey, hey a hymn to humanity/ Love is gone/ People are you worried?/ Hey, hey, hey a hymn to humanity/ Love is gone/ People are you worried?/ Hey, hey, hey a hymn to humanity/ Love is gone/ People are you worried?/ Hey, hey, hey a hymn to humanity/ Love is gone/ People are you worried?/

(Verse 2) What does the sky look like when love disappers from this world?/


Are you really too busy to see me?/ Are you really so over worked?/ Or are you just saying the things/ You think will get you off the hook?/ I spend so much time alone/ another day doesn’t matter to me/ But there’s one thing I need to know/ Do you still want me?
[Chorus]
Are you pushing me away?/ Do you not want me to stay?/ I will leave if you say/ Just be honest baby/ Are you pushing me away? Do you want me to go? If you don’t tell me now/ How can I know, my love?/



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I want to touch you, kiss you, be with you everyday/
No lights, no holds, treat me well in every way/
Hold me, love me, every single time I say:
“Baby, let’s play.”
















I used to be stone-cold set/ I used to be so independent/ I used to need nobody/ and that attitude worked fine for me/ I used to go for weeks on end/ Without a single person/ I used to be just fine/ Just me, myself, and I/
Then he, then he, came into my life/ And now I find…

(Chorus)
He melted the cadge of ice around my heart/
He unlocked the chains that held me down/
I feel like I can’t breath if he’s not around/
I feel/
Both lost and found/


































The minutes go by but it feels like days…
Every thought is of you…
I do my best not to waste away…
Oh, if you only knew….


The minutes go by, but it feels like days/ When I think of you my heart aches/ I feel so strange/ I don’t know when I’ll see you again/ Will I see you again?

[chorus]
Every moment I spend without you makes it harder to breath/
harder to think/ harder to speak/ life doesn’t make sense to me/
You took my heart away and I can’t seem to function properly/
I won‘t ask you to return it/
Just return to me/
[end chorus]

You smile at me and tell me things will be okay/ If they were, wouldn’t I feel okay?/ Do you have the same troubles I do?/ Are you sad you can’t see me too?/
I would give anything to be in your arms again/ Once again/
I would give anything to kiss you, without a care in the world/ Cuz you’re my world/



Every moment I spend without you makes it harder to breath/
harder to think/ harder to speak/ life doesn’t make sense to me/
You took my heart away and I can’t seem to function properly/
I won‘t ask you to return it/
Just return to me/


[music goes slower]
Why are there so many…
Complications?
Why are there so many trails…
And tribulations?