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Hi. I just feel like typing. Actually, I think I'll type a poem that I wrote about the guy I like. It doesn't have a title.

What will happen? How will it end?
I think I love him, but he's already my friend.
What should I do? Is there anything I should say?
I try to be myself, but something gets in the way.
I tell myself I am, but I'm really not okay.
How does he feel? Does he like someone else?
Does he like no one, and think I'm insane? Or does he like me? Does he feel the same?
I don't know if I can bare it, and still remain sane.
It falls just short of causing me pain.
What's wrong with me? This hasn't happened before.
Not quite like this. This is something more.
I've liked him for a while now. Longer than I have anyone else.
Yet sometimes I think that I like another, but I tell me it cannot be true.
But I don't know for sure about the first one, so I don't know what to do.
Should I give up? Or should I keep trying?
Sounds simple, I know, and trivial.
But I often can't think of much else.
The reason is simple enough, I guess, but that's part of where the problem lies.
See, when I think I should give up, he acts like he likes me.
But then when I think that he likes me, the opposite tends to occur.
When we're together it seems, all time wants to pass in a blur.
But when we're apart, time slows to a crawl and the waiting is hard to endure.
What's going on? How does he feel? What should I do? How will it end?