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HOKAAAAY!! I'm back and I'm going to use Mysticus as meh mule account. What's cool about this one? This one?! It's going to look EXACTLY LIKE MEEEE! scream Oh by the way.. ..Alex, if you ever read this.. Please say something. Write. Email. Something. PLEASE. I miss you so much.. I found some of my old things that I tried to hide from myself.. Your address and some drawings and other stuff.. Please don't give up on me. I'm still going to find you, no matter what.. I even have a map of your neighborhood.. (Are there a lot of trees in your area?) I'm serious about this. I don't want this to happen again.. I need you. Please don't leave me.
Mysticus · Sun Apr 02, 2006 @ 04:04am · 0 Comments |
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<center>And now.. I don't. I don't think. ;>>.
Mysticus · Fri Jun 10, 2005 @ 12:32am · 0 Comments |
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<center> I think.... I think I like someone I shouldn't. Oo... Yeah.... That's about it. :dissapears down a hole:
Mysticus · Thu May 26, 2005 @ 09:19pm · 0 Comments |
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<center>Over.. It's over now. Family issues, a few misunderstandings, guilt, but it's over. I realized what I had done, and I still feel bad and hope he's okay. It's hard because I have so many things that remind me, but I'm getting better.
I wonder how Al and Tai are.. I lost their messages because of the Feb. 22nd. I wonder what they said..? Maybe something about ebil muffins. |3 Hopefully cheese muffins. Them 'er some GEEEWD muffins. heart
HELLO TAI AND AL! SORRY. xp
Mysticus · Sun Apr 10, 2005 @ 12:33am · 1 Comments |
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<center>:closes eyes: :stays quiet for a few moments, then breathes a deep, long sigh: :looks up, and the silence is shattered: YAAAAAY!!!! Okee.. Last night was speeecial. Yape. :bounces on tiptoes with arms out, staring at the ground, a huge smile on her face: I finally got together with someone.. I've been wanting to for months on end, but there were lots of things in between us and issues and uncles and peoples--- But enough of problems.. Cause it's over now.
I'm soooo happy right now... I feel like I've just been married or something.. It's weird.. The thing is, I haven't had a boyfriend or someone to be with in like..... Almost seven months... I think... I know that doesn't seem like a long time, but I'm just used to being with someone at leats twice a year... GAAH!! I feel terrible about saying that. I feel twittered. Don't wanna be be "twittered". oO... Yeah... That's what he said... He doesn't like "twittered".. Neither do I.. xp But I have a feeling I'm not going to be with anyone else for a reeeeeally reeeeeally reeeeally REEEEEALLY long time... And I'm happy about it.. which is good.. for the both of us... Because he's more than I deserve.. He's really all I could've ever wanted in someone.. And then some..and then... some more.... ^^;.. And I love him more than anything in the world.. I'd do anything for him.. Because I know he'd do anything for me.
~ heart ~
Mysticus · Sun Jan 30, 2005 @ 06:09pm · 1 Comments |
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<center>This is quite a wittle pwedicament. oO Alex: I'm very sorry I have been gone, but I can assure you this. I LOVE YOU!!! So keep this is mind.
~Taylor heart
Mysticus · Sun Jan 16, 2005 @ 05:41pm · 2 Comments |
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I can't believe I'm doing this. |
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<center>Her eyes then rested themselves on the chains. The chains. The words almost started to ring in her ears. The thoughts of how much she didn't want to relive him dying. Like the first time. When she had only watched as he dissapeared in front of that little girl. And her knees hurt on the marble floor from falling to them. That time, it wasn't even as close to what she felt at this moment. Last time, it wasn't her that caused him to fade from her. This time, it was. This time, she was going to have to do it. She would have to kill Mae. As much as she tried to drone it out, the words continued to ring aloud in her mind. Singing. No..Screaming. *** Strings seemed to be holding her body up, moving the hands reaching towards the chains held in his hands. She could've sworn it wasn't her. Could've sworn that she wasn't doing this, she had to be dreaming. She didn't want this. She couldn't do it then, right? No. A few fingers slid around the ends, then wrapped a little slack around her wrists. She could feel the warm blood on them, covering her hands now, and she looked up at her friend's face. "Mae...Before I pull these things the slightest bit, you have to promise me something..Something I need you to tell me.."
Well, yeah. It happened again. It feels great to kill someone you love more dearly than Peace on Earth. Just wonderful. ...Not.
<center>Over. It was over. Even as tears began to well up in her soft grey eyes, she couldn't feel it. She couldn't really feel much, actually. Emptiness. And the chains. The bloody chains she held in her hands, a fallen burden. They slid from her hands and onto the floor with a quiet jingle. "..I won't be broken." Kneeling down, although it seemed more like a fall from the limpness of her body, she looked at the dust. She had done this. She had made herself feel this way. No one else. And as she kneeled there, she hoped. She hoped that maybe, just maybe, she'd feel better when he came back. Her hands reached over to the pile of dust, and the tips of her fingers, made a litte trail in it as she ran them over it. She thought to get up, but she wanted to do one more thing. Wanted to make sure he knew. With a delicate edge of her finger, she made a small, simple picture. It had two curves at the top, and at the bottom was a point. A small symetrical shape. "..I'm leaving it with you Mae.. Make sure you bring it back to me." ***
This is how it feels to be alone.
Mysticus · Sat Nov 20, 2004 @ 03:30am · 1 Comments |
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Hmm.....Hmmy hmmy hmm......o.O. |
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<center>Oh my Lord... I have nothing to say.. This is a first.... ..In a while anyway.. Ha! I have no time anyway. So! HELLO! I HOPE LOTS OF PEOPLE POST STRANGE AND ODD COMMENTS! xd heart Goodbye for now. heart
Mysticus · Sat Nov 13, 2004 @ 10:29pm · 1 Comments |
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<center>Hoooly sweet mother of fish stick-flavored toothpaste!! I was dancing around and banging my head all over the place to SoaD, and all of a SUDDEN-- I felt cute!! It was soooo weird! And I STILL feel cute! I feel all "adorable" and "cuddly" and "lovable"!! And i think it's Victim's fault!! VICTIM'S, I SAY! heart And Victim, you're cute, whether you wanna admit it or not!! You can't deny it! You know you're cute! ~_^ heart Resting his curse upon my wee wittle shoulders...TT. Terrible. But it's odd!! Really! How many times have YOU ever seen ME act CUTE?! Victim, this is all your fault!! But you know, it's FUN!! It feels great! I can't imagine how you feel! ..Cuteness. Yup...Tis you. -To Victim, Meh brother!
Mysticus · Sun Nov 07, 2004 @ 09:03pm · 2 Comments |
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