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its easier to run
replacing this pain with something more
its so much easier to go
then face all this pain alone

something has been takin from deep inside of me
the secret ive kept locked away no one can ever see
wounds so deep they never show, they never go away
like moving pictures in my head for years and years, they've played

if i would change i would take back the pain i would
retrace every wrong move that i made i would
if i could stand up and take the blame i would
if i could take all the shame to the grave i would

sometimes i remember the darkness of my past
bringing back these memories, i wish i didnt have
sometimes i think of letting go and never looking back
and never moving foreward so thered never be a path

just watching in the sun
all of my helplessness inside
pretending, i must not feel misplaced
its so much easier to change

when i pretend, everything is what i want it to be
i look exactly what you always wanted to see
when i pretend, i cant forget about the criminal i am
stealing second after second just cause i know i can but
i cant pretend, this is the way it'll stay
im just bending the truth
i cant pretend, im who you want me to be
so im lying my way from