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A Lost Souls Travels: An Angel's Journal
Hello, perhaps you have opened this book in search of mystery, intrigue personal thoughts, action, adventure, passion, hope, dreams, or any number of things. Well then read on, for you just may fidn what you are looking for in these pages.
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Hey everyone. Now once again, I'm not really feeling that philosophical and i just thought, for anyone on the planet who bothers to read my journal, i'd let you know that currently I am bored.
Very bored.
Almost all the rp's i'm in have stopped >.< and not only that, but i'm at a loss for new one's because of stress over school and being bored so often. So if anyone knows of a good rp that i might be interested in...
or even a good webcomic, i'd appreciate a link to it.
I hate doing this, truly I do... but I'm sort of desperate for something to do.
-Tyr Hawk
Tyr Hawk · Fri Dec 02, 2005 @ 03:16am · 0 Comments |
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Since it is My Journal... |
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for anyone who knows anything about Final Fantasy and would like to join a semi-lit to lit rp, i've created a new one that could be fun.
i'd appreciate it if you'd at least check it out or tell someone else about it if possible. sorry for my many 'demands,' but it's just something i'd like
Final Fantasy: Shadow of Apocalypse
thanks for your time
i'm no good at being formal sweatdrop
Tyr Hawk · Thu Jun 23, 2005 @ 10:05pm · 0 Comments |
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Since I havne't reeally written in here, much less written in here for a while. I figure i'd eneter back in with a new something that i'm going to make up off the top of my read. Right as you read it (or approximately so)
Several lonely feelings All crammed into my head. A hundred and one unwelcomed thoughts That keep me awake in bed.
Soon i'll make them go away I'll sleep it off then wake. And when I wake then I'll forget All of it for goodness sake.
and that's it i guess. i don't know... just something from the top of my head.
tell me what you think
((yes, i realize this entry isn't like my others. it's virtual reality people, deal... i'm bored, and stressed...... so yeah))
Tyr Hawk · Sun May 29, 2005 @ 03:22am · 2 Comments |
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Hello, this morning bright Well I'm just fine in my own way. The sun has rose and shone light On another insufferable day.
And yet though this is true You'll never find me sad Not even the lightest shade of blue In fact i often rarely get mad
Instead I just stick to myself Let others on with their lives So that on my solemn shelf I don't carry any of their lies.
But no matter how dark That my life may seem I still have left my mark Though it remains unseen.
Tomorrow brings another day To try to men what's broken Trying to wash my pain away And to say what I have spoken.
But do not fret over me, For in the darkest night you see I know a perfect angel bright To chase away my fright.
(just another of my poems. I'm in a bad mood -_- so dont ask...))
Tyr Hawk · Thu May 05, 2005 @ 03:28am · 1 Comments |
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Who's Going to Ask When It's All Said and Done? |
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When it's all said and done, who will ask the questions? Wil lthere actually be any questions to ask is what I'm really saying. Because after everything is said and done, there will be nothing left to say or do. And therefore... would everything simply become non existant? Does it really even matter to someone like me? Well if it didn't I would ask. Or maybe I'm simply asking for the sake of asking to bring us closer to that goal which I hope humanity and the universe never attains.
Who knows, and who's going to ask it of me? Will anyone care to ponder on the thoughts of a strnager or a friend if it was not required of them? Who in the world would know what to do if the entire world suddenly stopped spinning? Why would someone care...?
Thought can be dangerous, but how do we tell which ones aren't? If everything is possible, then what is holding us from attaining all that is? Will it ever end? The ever flowing and ever wondering minds of the generations of now and the past? Or will there simply never be a time when everyhting that has been said is all that can be said? Is it even possible to tell that everythign has been said? Will it ever be? If something is just worth nothing in the end, why strive to attain it when it has some value? If money cannot buy happiness, what do you buy happiness with?
I guess... in the end it all boils down in the end to what we need to know, and what we can know do to our limits. But why leave it at that you ask? Maybe you don't ask... but we'll asume you may. Because... to ask anymore of only a fraction of the thoughts that run through my mind would mean getting more than you would bargain for.
-Tyr
Tyr Hawk · Thu Apr 21, 2005 @ 03:33am · 0 Comments |
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How exactly do people do it? They beleive in things they cannot see, touch, feel yet they hold strong to beliefs. Even through ridicule and bombardment of other's beliefs and views they can hold strong. What in the world drives people to this? Is it stubborness? Because it very well could be in my eyes. Yet when faced with this the beleivers always have a way around it.
I find it amazing... my resolve I'm afraid just isn't that strong to beleive in something I can't know is real. Though I do beleive in things, they are evidential things. Actually... I'm not sure how to word it just right... but it's still amazing to me that humans will do this. I too may be human... but honestly, I just don't get how or why.
Tyr Hawk · Sat Apr 02, 2005 @ 06:34am · 2 Comments |
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I thought it was the last time That maybe this could end Don't know why I thought that Guess I was dazed back then
I thought it was the last time But I should have known That i couldn't control it My problem was now full blown.
I thought it was the last time How truly foolish I am Wanting something that I know I'll never be able to have
I thought it was the last time Now I know it was a dream Yet I wish that dream could be The last thing that i had seen
Now it is the last time This sadness has to end And don't you say you're sorry For my heart needs to mend.
-Tyr Hawk
((Not all my poems are like this, but just giving my readers some experience with my poems I guess.))
Tyr Hawk · Mon Mar 21, 2005 @ 01:55am · 1 Comments |
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Questions Asked Through Time |
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Why are we here?
Possibly the most fundamental and contraversial question that man has ever asked. The answers are many, and all different. From 'To follow god's example...' all the way to a simple 'have fun.' But shall the real answer ever be known? Who is to say truely that they know the purpose of every man, woman, child and creature on this planet? That man is in my opinion a fool. But only for the reason that knowledge is only true when it is accepted to and by everyone as knowledge. So therefore, knowledge cannot exist but yet in the simplest of things. Yet maybe that is just me.
Who am I?
Yet another interesting question. I beleive the only answer to this question can be found in the depths of a place where most people on this planet have yet to venture. Deep in the eternal depths of their hearts. However finding the answer is up to you.
Why?
This question has both annoyed and been the driving instinct in man since the beginning of their creation. Why this, or why that questions have stimulated our curiosity and pushed us to new limits. Then at those limits we still ask why, and the process repeats itself seemingly to infinity.
and finally...
What if...?
What if questions are the etrnal paradox which drives man the to why questions. What if pigs could fly? Why would they? Why can't they? Why don't we invent one that can? You see? Even the most basic of any what if questions can spawn into hundreds, thousands, maybe even millions of why questions for humanity and everyone else to further themselves on.
So ponder if you will on these questions of man and creature alike... maybe you'll find your own answers.
Tyr Hawk · Mon Mar 14, 2005 @ 02:26am · 0 Comments |
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Some people wouldn't understand exactly how or why the things that happen do. Things always happen for a reason and can last anywhere from the slightest glance of a second, to an eternity. Reasons however can range from anything to nothing. Reasons for things happening shall be an eternal conflict sought out to logicized by reason and thought through which humanity shall assume they can do.
Because of this infernal paradox humanity can never know, nor can any other being in existence for that fact, ever attain a state of purity of absolute perfection. Also though because of this, we are given challenges to overcome and by overcoming them therefore tranverse the veil and step into a new light. Thoguh not all can make it through the veil, we must beleive in them and help them so that they may by able to find answers to their problems.
The main problem with the theory above though, about the veil, is that there are an infinite number of veils, millions or billions that we must either pass through, or find an alternate path every day. So how, you may ask can we finally defeat this sytem of veils that constantly block us from acheving things that are technically impossible by any standards? The simplicity of it is that we can only through attaining a state of purity and simplicity in mind and body which cannot be done as far as anyone has experienced or is known to have experienced.
As a final note on this subject, don't take the world as it is. Doing that will only make things worse for you and you shall never be who you dream to be. (unless of course you simply wish to be noone, which in that case be my guest.) 'Take the bull by the horns,' as some have said and shape your destiny how you want it to be. Only be influenced by that which you beleive to follow. Otherwise make your own decisions and thank you for your time, if you so chose to stay for the entirety of this entry.
Until next time,
-Tyr
Tyr Hawk · Sat Mar 05, 2005 @ 11:02pm · 0 Comments |
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