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I know that there is something changing inside of me and I cant stand it. My heart is causing me to be insecure and I cant take this feeling. I long to tell someone how much I feel for her everyday but we seem to have distant and that is my fault. I want to believe that she still loves me I want to believe that its still true, but I just dont know right now. Everything around me seems to be different, my family my friends....why is this. Is it all in my mind or is what I see happening true? I wish I knew the answer to all my questions. So opposed to my last entry, my sadness is creeping back in