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hello. :3
i'm sitting here in my room on my computer listening to loud children while holding a half empty pillow case filled with candy.
i haven't actually gotten on a sugar rush but i want to. xD

life is good so far.

except for the fact that my friend blablbla is a big b***h because she judges me on what i wear. ._.

"blablbla chandler why dont you ever wear normal clothes?"

stfu, all-i-wear-is-capris. talk2hand

yeahh.

i went candy hunting with a lot of my cousin's friends and my little sister.

it was really fun and i brought my black and white pillowcase to carry all my candy.

i went as a pirate. my costume wasn't amazing, though. it was just leggings, a red shirt with writing on it and then a longsleeved white shirt underneath.

i wore a bandana. i was going to wear an eye patch but it snapped because the string was that stretchy string that snaps easily.

i am worrying a lot lately about getting food poisoning and getting the flu.

i do worry a lot about nothing, but it's like a bad habit.

i'm actually starting to get a bunch of new friends--it's cool.

i love my teachers and all of that jazz.

i haven't really been fighting with my family..but i have been fighting more with my friends.

like i get angry at people for no reason.

i know i have anger issues and they are really bad.

i may seem really really nice [because i am], but i take out all my anger and issues out on my family.

i feel so bad and even when i apologize it's not enough.

one time, i got so mad i was practically dying in a corner. i was shaking and crying out of anger.

sometimes i think i need to die for a few days to sort out all my crappy feelings.

anyway, kudos to all who actually read this journal entry.

loves,
channy