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I broke up with Grayson.(Vezon)
i said hi to him tonight, but he only yelled at me.
i wanted to at least be friends with him.
i think i was scared.thats why i broke up with him.
he was older.
and well he wasnt i christian(i havet a priceable to date christians and guys my own age but i guess i broke them)
im pathetic.
I think i suffer from a mild depession.
poor grayson.....i think i hurt him.....
i wish it could be like in movies.
he gos and says he wants to be with her,like they used to. be in love.
Im so naive.
if only........
i guess ill go work on my rpc......
WHY DID HE YELL AT ME!?!?!
cry
i mean i know!IM A JERK!
but I CRIED LAST NIGHT HOLDING MY PILLOW BECAUSE I COULDNT BELIVE I DID THAT!
I SAW HE WAS ON THIS AFTERNOON BUT DIDNT TLK CAUSE I WAS AFIAD!
WHY?!?! WHY?!?!?! DO I DO THIS TO MYSELF!?
crying cry <a href="http://s173.photobucket.com/albums/w48/sasukebgirl/?action=view&current=SunsetSadness.jpg" target="_blank"><img src="http://i173.photobucket.com/albums/w48/sasukebgirl/SunsetSadness.jpg" border="0" alt="Sunset Sadness(i Made it)"></a>
WHY!!!!
i going to work now.
:sigh: