Looking back at these journal entries, I feel like I knew so little back then. I was so inexperienced and naive. I was immature, while still believing that I knew what I was getting into in most any situation. Knowing what I know now, I would have made a lot of different decisions... Would have made less mistakes... Would have found out sooner what I should have known from the get-go.
But really, what can anyone expect when you're 19? Now that I'm 25, I feel like it's harder to say I feel wise. I've lived more, but I've also made more mistakes.
It's hard to say what's better: The innocence and optimism I had at that age, or the understanding and hope I have for my life getting better that I've managed to develop over the past few years.
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Constrained Maladjusted Dysfunction.
Well, it's Stuff. About me. Mostly ranting and bitching, but read if you like that kind of thing.
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