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Report | 05/16/2012 11:05 am

SnowWhite91

Report | 05/16/2012 10:40 am

Shiro-Jin

Pretty much. I know I don't really value legal marriages, but even if I did... Fact of the matter is, we didn't legally marry because we didn't and don't have the right to do so.
That doesn't matter to me so much, especially now that it fell apart, but not even having the right if it did matter to me and I wanted to kinda hurts. >_>;

I like House because he's such an arrogant p***k like I am. I used to work with this doctor that was so much like him too, we actually got along really well. Even looked like him!
Also Hugh Laurie is quite a spicy elder gentleman. <3 And Alan Rickman... <3 And Mark Harmon... <3 Shutting up. >_>
I kinda like regular show... But I don't watch much TV at all and when I do it's mostly HGTV and DIYNetwork. xD

Report | 05/16/2012 10:18 am

Shiro-Jin

It might not be the hentai either though... I've been in love, but I've never been attracted to anyone enough to consider doing that with them.
I don't like the idea of doing that stuff really... But then again, I generally don't like being touched at all so I guess it isn't all that unbelievable. xD
I was married, not legally though, for a long time. It didn't have to be legal to be real for me though; I still wear my wedding band, even now.
Now that I think about that... I guess it's a little pathetic. Whoops! :3

The Internet is a wonderland! If I wanna watch or play something, I can do it online.
And for my favourite TV series that are ending or have ended, like HouseMD, I can read fanfictions and keep my fandom alive!
The internet will never let my fandoms die. <3

Report | 05/16/2012 7:50 am

Shiro-Jin

Well... Kinda, yeah. xD I'm not really a fan of, like, porno videos. Like... Real-life porn, I guess...
Because i'm Asexual... Which I think is actually hentai's fault because I got started on it at a young age, and it gave me really unrealistic expectations of real-life sex.
Like... It's always pretty, and feels amazing, and you're always head-over-heels in love, and STDs don't really exist, and condoms are for pussies... That sorta stuff. Bahahahaha!
Realistically I know that pretty much none of that is true, at all, ever, in any circumstance. But that doesn't mean I don't still have that expectation!
Show and tell! Did I ever mention that i'm 22 years old, was married for four years, and i'm still a virgin? Awww yeah, that's how ********' awesome I am. <3

Not that you needed or wanted to know any of that. :3
Anyway... Usually I don't really get too much time to be online until about 10:00am, where it's usually pretty spotty until the afternoon...
Then i'm on until around 5:00-6:30pm, then i'm off for about an hour or so to get home and have food, and then I can be on all evening after that.
I'm one of those people who doesn't really care for TV/video games and doesn't have much of a social life, many responsibilities, or much of a hobby besides drawing, so i'm perfectly content with spending my downtime online. :3
RolePlay is usually the main source of inspiration for my drawing anyways!

Report | 05/15/2012 10:04 pm

Shiro-Jin

Well done! I'll probably be better to roleplay tomorrow as well, once I've had a bit of sleep. :3
It's just hit 1am for me, so i'll probably hit up some sleep for a bit if I can, and then hit up work. I can roleplay at work though~
I'm sure my co-workers would rather see me roleplaying than the usual porn I have on my screen. Teehee!
...I can't help it my friends like to drawn porn and I like to look at their art... >_>;

Report | 05/15/2012 9:52 pm

Shiro-Jin

Have fun with all of that! I'm not sure how to go about having Hattori interact with characters that aren't mine yet. xD
It'll take me some time before I start making things interesting with him. >_>;

Report | 05/15/2012 9:40 pm

Shiro-Jin

It's adorable! :3
But I have a feeling it'll go nowhere fast, haha. xD

Report | 05/15/2012 9:32 pm

Shiro-Jin

That should make things pretty fun. xD
We'll see how it goes. :3

Report | 05/15/2012 9:24 pm

Shiro-Jin

Hattori's kind of... A man of few words, usually.
He tries to stick to what's necessary to be said and leave it at that. xD
Which is ironic considering his hobby. >_>

Report | 05/15/2012 9:01 pm

Shiro-Jin

Oh, it could get interesting alright, hahaha!
Hattori is one of my more complicated characters, despite him being relatively new to my little RPC family. :3

Report | 05/15/2012 8:48 pm

Shiro-Jin

Hahaha, okai. I've chosen Hattochan for the time being. :3
I'm making a post now, it's just taking a long time because i'm feeling detail-oriented~ <3

Report | 05/15/2012 8:28 pm

Shiro-Jin

That I can do, I don't mind waiting around for a bit for posts and picking up where I've left off. :3
I know some people pick up a new day every day they come in, but I think that's redundant if you've only made a couple posts...
I was gonna RP as myself or whatever, but... Since TinyPic is being a cockrider, i'm gonna go with someone else for now. :3

Report | 05/15/2012 8:17 pm

Shiro-Jin

Awww, it's alright! I can always wait until tomorrow. :3
Generally, it seems when I have the time to get online, you guys have been on for a while and are either about to get offline or get offline almost as soon as I get on.
I guess our schedules just kinda clash that way, heh. I spent some time drawing a halfway decent picture of RPC me, so i'll be ready. :3
If TinyPic lets me put the damn thing online... e__e;

Report | 05/15/2012 2:03 pm

Shiro-Jin

Bahahaha, that makes me snicker!

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I'll try to come in this evening when I get home. :3 Prolly won't be for another hour or two though, in which case you'll probably be sleeping or something! But that's okay. :3

Report | 05/14/2012 4:34 pm

Shiro-Jin

I hope that you can get it removed anyways, because you're really important! Accept it or not, you're still important!

Yeah... I dunno how I could roleplay, really. I felt like if I waltzed in, I'd be interrupting and becoming a third wheel or something... Awkward. >_>;;
I can bring Hatto-chan in and start some drama since he doesn't know about Haru being gone yet, since he's been away on... 'Business'. LoL.
I like starting drama in my thread... xD

Report | 05/14/2012 12:28 pm

Shiro-Jin

Yeah, I'd like to model myself after the Wolf anyway, haha.

Ooo, that must be pretty shitty... But you never know, with the advances in technology we have... Some kinda special surgery might be available for it. :3
Dying is... All I've ever wanted. I can't say I've never tried to kill myself or anything, but I can't logically find a way to kill myself that would look like an accident without it legitimately being an accident... And you can't really just will an accident to happen.
So the doctor was pretty weirded out when I didn't bust out crying or anything. I was relieved to find out I have cancer, hahaha! I just wish I had a more aggressive form or something. I have a 33 percent mortality rate, because it's very treatable.
I just don't want treated. I have no reason to be, anyways. :3

I could post, maybe. I was keeping up with reading everything, but honestly it kinda just got... Really boring to read... So I kinda quit it after a bit. >_>;; I just never got back to reading it... And now i'm too lazy to do it so I can just pretend I know what's going on. :3
I'd considered bringing in new characters, but there's some I haven't used in a while. I might bring Deo and Hattori back around... I kinda wanna make a new picture for Hattori already. I can never seem to draw him quite right... e__e

Report | 05/14/2012 11:18 am

Shiro-Jin

I never make my bed only because it's a mattress on the floor in the corner, and it takes like a half an hour to make it... Too much damn work!
I'm in a predicament where I need to build or buy a platform bed, because I can't get the boxspring up the steps...
I tried all kinds of ways and even asked a professional for help, but nothing! So until I scrape up some money to buy one, I get the floor. Which isn't that bad really, makes it nice to plop on the bed when I get home. :3

There are several species of birds that have one mate. Ducks, Swans, Penguins, Swallows, Red-winged Blackbirds... Lots of others I can't think of at the moment. Then almost all species of monkey have one mate.
And... Wolves. It's where the term "Lone Wolf" came from. A lone wolf is one whose lost his mate. --nodnod--
I guess it's just a matter of choice for me, but I don't want to subject anyone to what they might have to go through in the future anyways. I won't make it past thirty, most likely not even to thirty, because I happen to... Be sick.

Heh, you should probably get some sleep then sir. :3

Report | 05/14/2012 10:46 am

Shiro-Jin

I could go on and on about some of my cool stories, haha! But I think everyone has a few cool stories like that. :3

The whole awake for days sleep for days thing was good for my last job, because my hours usually reflected my sleep patterns pretty closely. I've been able to balance it so far, but we'll see how it goes.
If you have any type of documentation for insomnia, showing it to your boss would probably help a little bit... But if you need documentation, having some sleep studies done would probably benefit you!
If you use your bedroom for more than just sleeping, and/or don't make your bed, or keep your room brightly lit... All of those things have been proven to hinder one's sleeping.
Not that I can say anything. I mean, my bedroom doubles as a well-lit art studio thing, and my bed is hardly ever made...
But studies show that the darkness promotes the production of melatonin in the brain, which of course is one of the 'make-you-sleep' chemicals. And those who make their bed every day, on average, sleep 20 percent better than those who don't. Also, devoting your bedroom specifically to sleep puts you into the mindset for sleep... Like reverse-psychology for sleep, kinda. :3

I spent six years on Soul, a little over a quarter of my entire life. And here it's been two years and i'm still creepy-stalker and stuff.
I'm a firm believer in the "one-or-none" policy, so as far as i'm concerned i'm done.
But i'm not even gonna live past thirty anyways so I don't have that long to go. That'll be the best blessing I could ever receive. :3

Report | 05/14/2012 8:21 am

Shiro-Jin

I've had a lot of interesting opportunities in my life, haha. My local Zoo does these outreach educational programs, so we hired them at my old job back in the day and got to participate in holding the animals for the kids and such.
I got to hold snow leopard cubs, and pet cheetahs and all sorts of fun stuff. Marty the Flamingo still loves me, he always comes up to me when I visit him at the Zoo, haha. He either thinks he's a human or that we're all flamingos...

Yeah, I think my insomnia is definitely a blessing in disguise. It sucks because it makes me tired all the time, but I would prefer that to what I deal with when I do sleep!
I'm in a cycle where I sleep for a day and then i'm up for three or four days. It's terrible, but I prefer it. I'll probably end up losing my job one day for it, but that's alright. :3

Yeah, I should try to not talk about it just because I don't know if he stalks me like I do him. Awkward, I know, but then again i'm not exactly normal. Seeing him again probably wasn't a good idea, but I never said I was smart either!
I'm generally stupid and undeserving of attention anyway, honestly. I'm one of those people that does the same thing over and over and somehow expects to have different results. -__-"

Report | 05/14/2012 7:44 am

Shiro-Jin

I'll keep that in mind. :3 I've got to handle snow leopard cubs before, but their tails are quite different because they're still so small! They're as soft as you'd think they'd be though! <3

The only meds i'm on are sedatives, which don't work of course. xD Hell, my allergy meds work as better sedatives then the actual sedatives themselves.
I just wonder if I don't have it from Soul too; that's not even his name but I don't feel like giving him the respect of a name. The respect of assigning a gender is more than he deserves most of the time.
I finally figured out that he left me and I just totally lost it. I quit my job, moved two hours away, and quit talking to anyone for any reason for about a year.
Once I finally regained a little bit of my sanity, I slowly started talking again and trying to be normal, and then all these PTSD symptoms started showing up.
I hate sleeping because of that dream I have, so I guess insomnia is a blessing in disguise anyways!

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