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Report | 11/25/2008 7:10 pm

I'm sur Chris told you about my "bomb threat" in school. I was serious when I said that because as soon as Chris and I take over the world Nick Piazza is the first person I kill.

Report | 11/25/2008 7:07 pm

Azrael Arcania

I've done a good job so far. Depending on the situation it's harder to overcome the urge to kill. Most of the time it's easy but there are times when I do what to rip someone's head off and watch them die. It's much harder then...

Report | 11/25/2008 7:02 pm

Azrael Arcania

I hope that no one ever has too. It's scary to think of what I might do.

Report | 11/25/2008 6:57 pm

Azrael Arcania

Hmm, I didn't think so. Mabye I can help you picture it. You see my avatar right? Imagine me wearing the same black clothes, black hair, and blood-red eyes. Imagine my nails sharpened to claws and my canines extended to fangs. Imagine an expression of pure hatred and rage. That is basically who Nexus is. Hmm, think you can picture my half-dark form?

Report | 11/25/2008 6:52 pm

Azrael Arcania

Nothing at all. That's what scares me about it. Can you imagine me this way? Honestly.

Report | 11/25/2008 6:46 pm

Azrael Arcania

Ok

Report | 11/25/2008 6:43 pm

Azrael Arcania

Exactly. Nexus doesn't discriminate. He's cruel to everyone. He won't just kill you, but do it slowly. He is a true monster. My darkness is focused on destruction, chaos, and pain. I hope you never see my dark side because I would kill some one in front of everyone. Nexus only came out once so far a long time ago. I don't remember what the kid did to bring him out, but I do remember seeing white for a split second and then the kid was on the ground with blood coming from his mouth. My dark side is my will of absolute destruction, my insatiable thirst for blood, and the cruel pleasure I get out of seeing some one in agony while they beg at my feet to kill them quickly. I would never oblige to the request. every now and then I become half-dark, in which I don't have all the cruelty but I still retain half the personality and the desire for blood. The most dangerous part of my dark side is if it's invocted out of rage. I would rip someone apart if that happened, and then kill anyone around me. Though that's only if Nexus comes out for more than a few seconds.

Report | 11/25/2008 6:31 pm

Azrael Arcania

I'll tell you on here that way Chris can see if he wants. My dark side... where to begin. You need to get an idea of what the dark half of my mind is like in order to understand the rest. Imagine being bound to a wall and unable to move while someone slowly thrusts a sword into your gut. close your eyes and open them again, the wound is gone but the same person stabs you again. he says that it will continue for 72 hours. after the three days have passed there is a clock on the wall. the clock indicates that only one second has passed since you started. the pain continues. this type of mental torture is what passes through my mind often but never on me. My dark side is ruthless and cruel. I'll give you more detail in just a minute but first try to grasp what I just told you. Try to imagine bieng trapped in that world. No hope an no light.

Report | 11/25/2008 6:21 pm

Azrael Arcania

Yeah, I didn't want to leave. Oh! I promised you I'd tell you about my dark side today. Still interested in learning?

Report | 11/25/2008 6:16 pm

Azrael Arcania

You're going to enjoy yourself, trust me. The joust is awesome and everything else is really cool too. It was heaven for me ^_^ see why I need to go after Sunday? It's the one thing guranteed to make me happy again.

Report | 11/25/2008 6:12 pm

Azrael Arcania

Me neither. I am determined not to leave that festival without another sword (preferabely a katana) have you been to the festival before?

Report | 11/25/2008 6:09 pm

Azrael Arcania

I was totally clue less =P Just wait until you guys see the canal. That's my favorite place to go down here (Besides the marsh User Image

) I'm lookig forward to seeing the lake. And the festival of course

Report | 11/25/2008 6:04 pm

Azrael Arcania

You guys are going to love it out here. Gerarve got lost and complained before he even got close. (He said he was in the middle of now where) I have a forest on my back yard for crying out loud =P.

Report | 11/25/2008 6:00 pm

Azrael Arcania

Yeah so we can watch one of the Naruto DVD's I have and play brawl and Clash of Ninja 2. I can bring the rest of my DVD's to the lake this weekend.

Report | 11/25/2008 5:56 pm

Azrael Arcania

Works for me. I'm going to pick up Chris first and then we'll come get you. We need to leave my house for 1:30 so Chris can be home in time though. That ok with you?

Report | 11/25/2008 3:33 pm

harmonyt

okay, you signed off right as i was sending the message... User Image

anywho, i'll give you a story to read when you get back on.

I was sitting in the chair at the orthodontist and the head ortho dude (dr. clotworthy) was adjusting the wire before he attached it to my braces, and i decided to ask if he knew when i would get my braces off. He said, "Well, it looks like you're doing pretty good so far. Probably early next year, maybe february." I said Okay and thought about how long it is from now to early next year. Of course my early next year would mean early next year while im a senior. i go by the school year instead of january. so i sat in the chair getting more and more depressed about the fact that i had over a year left to wear my braces. I thought about the pictures i would have braces in like junior prom and senior class pictures. I wanted a picture of me in high school with good teeth!! i also thought of ways to speed up the time left on my braces. maybe coming every week or wearing rubber bands 24/7? i was freaking out!!! then it hit me. early next year means right after this christmas break!! it's only like 3 months!!! not 15!!! ahhhh, the relief and stupidity i felt.

great story, huh?

Report | 11/25/2008 3:16 pm

harmonyt

HOLA!!! i didn't see you afta skool today!! i missed you!!! anywho. guess who's a smarty!!! yep, me!!! you wanna know why!?!?!?!?!?!?!?

Report | 11/24/2008 7:32 pm

Azrael Arcania

But light is only half remember? The demon is the other half; the dark half. I need sleep but I promise I'll tell you about my dark half tomorrow ok? And let me know what your dad says. I hope you two can come over.

Report | 11/24/2008 7:27 pm

Azrael Arcania

Which gothic-to-be friend would that be? I'm not a goth I'm a demon. My light would probably be easier to explain than my dark. Mabye I should start with that... Oh, if Chris is interested in this then tell me so I can tell him too. My light; it's like my will to protect that which is precious to me, my desire to see my friends and family happy, my drive to train hard with being a samurai/ninja, and the way I wield my blade. The night of the ring mass I swore that I would protect my friends with my life and my sword and I meant it. My light half is that of a someone who fights for his friends. i would be nothing without you guys. Yall made me something. Made me realize that I was important to other people. I don't want to lose that so that's where my light comes from. Simply my light is my will to protect what I love and to live by my sword.

Report | 11/24/2008 7:17 pm

Azrael Arcania

Everyone has their own form of darkness in them. But everyone ha light as well. It just depends on how you balace the two. Yes my other half is light, but it's my own type of light. Not sunshine and angel wings, but my way of being happy, it's hard to explain. It's sort of like my samurai/ninja blood that keeps my light. with the help of karate i developed my light. my darkness is another matter entirely. remind me to tell you an chris about it sometime. Nexus has too many problems for me to deal with all at once.

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