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Report | 02/02/2011 6:39 pm

Hi, Emily, this is just in case you didn't get my email. it said it was sent, but i also got an email saying it didn't :/
so i was checking an old email address and ended up re-reading our emails. i've been meaning to write because it's been a while since i heard from you. i really miss you.
i understand you probably have a lot going on, like college or something, but i just wrote to say i still think of you, and i hope you're doing all right :]
i'll talk to you later... hopefully :]
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Report | 04/16/2010 12:15 pm

Nommine

ahhhh i c lol

Report | 04/12/2010 11:52 pm

pockypocky93

don't worry, i'm fine now :]

the bond-fire was okay. my best friend didn't come, but i sat and watched mark and my friend bryant dig a 6 1/2 foot hole in the sand xD [bryant is 6'3" so that's how we knew how deep it was xD] so i was able to talk to mark and calvin, not too much, but it was nice. my cheeks got a little sunburned, but it's actually gone now. plain yogurt is apparently a really good remedy for sunburn o_o

yeah, since i'm single, i can pretend to flirt with my friends and stuff xD
but the thing is, i met this guy yesterday, and we've been chatting and texting, and he's really sweet, and i think we might be a couple now xD but i'm not sure... so it's kinda weird O_o

i'll totes post a picture ^-^ i'm trying to see who'll go with me, because couples tickets are cheaper than two individual ones xD the theme is wonderland, so i'm hella excited x3

Report | 04/05/2010 12:32 pm

Nommine

oh tats good and look ur a cat XD

Report | 04/05/2010 12:17 pm

pockypocky93

lol p'wned.
i had another nervous breakdown the other night. but the next day was kinda weird. out of nowhere, Mark came up and talked to me in english class. it was nice :] but he's got another girlfriend now [and she's a fat skank], so i'm going to have to wait about another month until i can try to snag him again. he can be a huge jerk at times, but he can also be super sweet and he makes me happy.

my class is going to Santa Cruz on wednesday and we're going to have this whole day of bonding and a bonfire at night :] i'm going to try to use it as an opportunity to straighten out some things with mark and also to try to talk to calvin ;]

i am careful with my electronics :< but i was kneeling and my phone wriggled out of my pocket :/

i got my prom dress on saturday :3 i got it from Black Peace Now, and it's soooo pretty, i can't even believe it's mine... it's very goth loli :3 the theme is wonderland. hopefully, i'll get a date, but i doubt it. i'll probably just dance with my friends. it sucks being single :/

Report | 03/29/2010 8:42 am

Nommine

oh soooo how r u?

Report | 03/24/2010 12:11 pm

Nommine

oh which is ur fave biggrin

Report | 03/24/2010 12:23 am

pockypocky93

my sister can be kind of a b***h, but so can my brother. although, i guess i can be too xD

damn, that's kinda messed up that it took that long to find out. but, even if you didn't patch things up, i'm sure all is forgiven :]

mark kind of pissed me off the other day ad mentioned right in front of me that he was going to prom with someone. i just wish things could be the way they were before. we used to talk and he'd text me it just really hurts because i really want to be someone special and important to him, but i feel like i'm not 3: sometimes i feel like just to make him feel shitty, i'll pretend to get a girlfriend for a few weeks, and when i mention it to him, i'd be like "yeah, the last guy i slept with was just soooo bad and i dunno if i really want to do it again" although, that's only my last-resort plan >.>

fortunately, my school is holding Battle of the Classes this friday, and i'm going to be in it biggrin i'm so excited. really sore, but excited xD also, there's a boy there named calvin, and he's super cute :3 i'mma try and talk to him and maybe even see if he wants to go out or something xD

wahh @^@ i feel like i'm being left behind :0 i just took a high school exit exam last week, if i pass, i'll be able to stop going to school as soon as i want and still have the equivalent of a high school diploma biggrin although, i still haven't decided what college to go to >A< my mom keeps taking my computer, ipod, and cell phone >:I she says i'm pretty rough with my things, too. for example, i dropped my cell phone at battle practice today xD if one of the class officers hadn't picked it up, it probably would've gotten stepped on. although, if i end up scratching my stuff or something, i call them 'battle scars' so they sound more epic ;D

Report | 03/23/2010 9:02 am

Nommine

oh i never watched it before since t.v broke
so was it good or not?

Report | 03/19/2010 1:03 pm

Nommine

yea me too
cant wait 2 watch it on March 27th

Report | 03/18/2010 12:04 am

pockypocky93

it actually wasn't that bad. it was a group home and there were other teens with problems. we were really close by the end of the week. i didn't really want to leave :[

yeah, that's why i want to go into childcare. i love kids, but these days, i see what a hard time my mom is having with me, my brother and sister, and it kinda makes me want babies and not teenagers.

i was wondering about your dad. last time we talked, he was going to have heart surgery, i think... i'm really sorry for your loss [i know it's lame, but still :p] i hope he at least went peacefully. i know you didn't really have the best relationship, but hopefully, you were at least able to patch a few things up. there are really times when i say i hate my dad, since he treats my mom so badly, and he's flaky, and stuff, but i don't think i'd want to lose him. my mom lost her mother and two sisters all in the same year, and the only death that's really affected me was MJ's. i've been lucky enough not to lose any close relatives. so i feel really bad when friends tell me they have :<

i really hope Mark and i straighten out some things. not many people really like him, but he can be the sweetest guy. i really want to talk to him about what happened, but i don't want to sound dramatic, or confrontational.... also, Tin called about a week ago, and said that he wants to try to get over me, and to do that, he needs to completely forget about us [which is kinda impossible, i think] so he's completely shutting me out of his life... that sounds bad... but given the circumstances, it's definitely a good thing :3 i just hope he doesn't start bothering my friends again >:I

Renge says thank you for wishing him a happy birthday :3 everyone around me is growing up! >^< my OC's are 17/18, my sister just turned 20 last month, and all my friends are driving around like grownups!! D:

Report | 03/16/2010 12:51 pm

Nommine

yea me too
u get so excited when there is an award show

Report | 03/11/2010 12:21 pm

Nommine

oh tats too bad

Report | 03/09/2010 12:00 am

pockypocky93

aah @^@
sorry for being gone so long... they institutionalized meh D:

i want a little dog, too :3 since my cousin was born, [she's like, unbelievably cute] i keep wanting a baby xD but obviously, that's soo not in the cards for me at my age. i figure a puppy is the most appropriate alternative biggrin

good news, though, Tin is going to stay with his uncle and won't be back until May, meaning he won't be bothering me by calling every 10 minutes and coming to my house without telling me :] things aren't really going well with the other guy, though. we kinda made a huge mistake a few weeks ago, and i'm afraid to talk to him. but i think he's also afraid to talk to me about it, too. i hate being so lonely :< my therapist says maybe because my dad left when i was 2 or 3, i probably just want male attention... she may be right, but that makes me sound like some sort of slutty attention whore xD

thank you :3 i'm actually pretty happy because last month [feb. 19] was one of my oc's birthdays, and i actually remembered :3 [last year i forgot, and he was really upset. he's one of those kinds of oc's that kinda lingers in my subconscious and takes on a mind of his own O.o but i love him heart

Report | 03/08/2010 12:43 pm

Nommine

oh thats sad
cry

Report | 03/07/2010 2:41 pm

Nommine

but im srry for that so many of ur pets died
crying
it reminds me of when mi pets died

Report | 03/07/2010 2:40 pm

Nommine

A chicken for a pet?! thats odd

Report | 03/07/2010 2:19 pm

Nommine

used to have 2 parakeets but flew away
used to have a lot of fish but all of them died
so basically i have no pets now

Report | 03/06/2010 10:36 am

Nommine

oh wel thats good

Report | 03/05/2010 2:06 pm

Nommine

i feel bad for u

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