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Report | 07/01/2008 10:57 pm

np..

Report | 07/01/2008 5:19 pm

I get what you mean. Sometimes it's so hard to though. There's always someone who wants to boost their self esteem by lowering yours.

Hehe, I went out today, again. And although it's pretty annoying go out for business so much I'm having an okay time. Don't tell my dad I said that though. User Image

Yeah, it also helps with emotions and stuff. So you don't wind up going insane or something.

*grins* It's good she's doing fine. Pat and I don't really talk as in depth as you and I do, ya know? ^^;

It's really bad for me 'cause she and someone else are like the only two friends I can actually find and touch when I need a hug or something, ya know. I'm feeling worthless around her; it's very annoying. I find it a chore to talk to her sometimes. >.<

Thanks for the hope. I would love things to start working out for me, but it's gonna take some time. User Image

Yep I'm on summer break. I started this account 'cause I was acting a bit bold on my other two accounts, and started attracting douchebags who just loved following me around just to bother me. So annoying. >.<

Report | 07/01/2008 2:03 pm

Insane Neko Freak

nothing much...my computer died for good, so im using my friends computer for now...damn it

Report | 06/30/2008 7:23 pm

Andromeda Phoenix

It's alright. More mental and emotional encouragement. If you ever need anything, you know who to call. *grins*

Report | 06/30/2008 7:20 pm

Andromeda Phoenix

My oldest sister told me that way, when I wouldn't stop crying. We couldn't let my older sister know mom had passed 'cause she wanted to kill herself when my mom did, so she told me that to stop me from crying. Realized she was right, and that's waht I've been thinking since. I certainly don't feel strong and independent.

There are just some things that could never have an appropriate reason for occuring. Though someone used to tell me, "That's just how life is sometimes." I wonder if he's alright...

Thanks. I don't feel very proud. I shoulda started doing all this long before. I'm not even sure why I'm doing it.

Yeah, easier said than done though. My family isn't exactly supportive material. But I let it out through my writing. Sometimes I write mini rants or letters to people I know and trust on Gaia. I've yet to write a letter to my mom though. That's what family says I should do, but you know, it's a bit hard to such a thing.

I'll put a genuine smile on my face one day. Just not for now, but one day. That's my vow to myself.

Look, you don't forget awesome people. *grins* THe mind and heart don't work like that. I'm a bit surprised I didn't remember Pat as quickly as I remembered you 'cause I talked to Pat a bit more than you. Guess that says something, eh?

Oh, it's really hard. My friend off of Gaia has a tendency of saying that I'm the closest friend that she has, but she certainly doesn't show it. It's very depressing.

Thanks a bunch. I really appreciate that. You're the 4th, yep, Jealel/Ansel Thevian, Kuro Hikarii Shizuka, and Sai (another friend I have off of Gaia) have all told me the same and actually meant it too. I won't forget you either. Thank you so much. I feel a bit better too.

Report | 06/30/2008 12:04 am

Andromeda Phoenix

Please don't feel bad. You didn't know. And she was in so in much pain from the cancer. A week before she died, her caseworker took her to the hospital because she could not get up out of bed. And she looked at me on the gurney with this look, and I knew that she was just sick of it all and she was sad being this way, a shell of who she was. So, I may be sad now, but it's a selfish sadness in my book. To want her back wouldn't do her justice.

I try to be happy, but it's so hard. I'm just so angry at everyone and everything. My mom loved so much, just to go through so much hardship and pain. It's always those with the purest of hearts, who go through the most pain. That makes me so angry...

Thank you so much for the words of encouragement. There's many things I've not done since before my mother passed, and I've started to do them little by little. I'll try not to. I'll keep living to the best of my ability, but for now, I think I'll do a bit of hiding from life. Not to the point where I can't bring myself to leave the house or anything, but just a bit. I'm too angry/sad right now. I don't wanna hurt anyone Janelle, ya know?

Thank you so much for your words. So far, one friend I know of has been openly there for me, sadly, it's not even my friend off of Gaia, so your words, they mean a lot to me. Thank you. And yes, you spelled my name right. I would have replied a bit sooner, but I feel asleep at the computer. Sorry for the delay.

Report | 06/29/2008 9:47 pm

Andromeda Phoenix

It's good that you're having fun and enjoying your summer.

The only good thing about Gaia left is the items unfortunately. I've not run into many people I want to talk to anyway.

A number of things, main thing being a month and three days ago, I lost my mother. That and a few other secrets my parents have been hiding from me and my siblings, but they mainly affect me. I promised not to say anything about them, but keeping this all inside feels like a burden. I'm not sure how to let it out, the one person in my family I confided in is gone now. But I'm rambling, and I'm quite sure you didn't come back to Gaia to hear little ol' emo me rant. User Image

Report | 06/29/2008 9:25 pm

Andromeda Phoenix

^_^

Purdy depressing and uneventful (good events I mean). I sure hope there's a good change coming along soon. *pouts* And how about your summer?

Report | 06/29/2008 9:21 pm

Andromeda Phoenix

Nothing much. Just bored. A bit tired too. It's nice to see ya again! How are you? User Image

Report | 06/24/2008 8:29 pm

Andromeda Phoenix

*plays a little tune* User Image

*skips off* User Image

Report | 05/04/2008 1:02 pm

Pat-the-penguin

HOLA! COMO ESTA?

weee. awww cabana was cute when it was drinkin in the water bowl. reminds me of hammy eating like an old man in the food bowl. =3

Report | 04/25/2008 5:31 am

Gouge_fang

sry, last night i was sorta... well i dont know maby a little sugar hi or something

Report | 04/25/2008 4:44 am

Quarantine Corentine

I think all of it would make this comment a tl;dr.

That little bit of profile isn't on my page layout, but if you click the little question mark up in the top right corner next to my name, you'll get the same options. I'm sorry for the inconvenience.

Report | 04/24/2008 8:21 pm

Gouge_fang

omg you have the best face in the world on your profile O.o I LOVE THAT!!!

Report | 04/19/2008 10:44 am

Quarantine Corentine

Hello. It's nice to see you again. Yes, you should come back to Gaia. Tis fun fun. Somewhat. User Image

I wish I could say that I'm happy-go-lucky, well, I could but that would be lying. You get the idea. User Image

How are you?

Report | 04/06/2008 10:30 pm

Hynda

ok I will stop commenting I promise, from now I won't say anything ramdom unless you ask me to get naked.

Report | 04/06/2008 4:40 pm

Roflmywaffle1993

ur avatar confuses me... where are you?

Report | 04/05/2008 9:42 am

azn_chik_efc

Girl: Slow down, I'm scared. Guy: No, this is fun. Girl: No it's not. Please it's too scary! Guy: Then tell me you love me. Girl: Fine I love you. Slow down! Guy: Now give me a BIG hug. Girl hugs him Guy: Can you take my helmet off and put it on yourself? It's bugging me. (in the paper the next day): A motorcycle had crashed into a building because of brake failure. Two people were on it, but only 1 had survived. The truth was that halfway down the road, the guy realized that his brakes broke, but he didn't want to let the girl know. Instead, he had her say she loved him and felt her hug one last time, then he had her wear his helmet so that she would live even though it meant that he would die. If u love any one this much...let them know...before its too late... I love you as a friend..... Send this to 10 ppl in the next 5 min....and....u will get kissed on friday by the love of your life.... DONT BREAK THIS . 2morow will be the best day of your life. However, if u don t send this 2 @ least 10 ppl by at least 12:00 2nite u will have bad luck in your love life 4 the rest of your life. Just copy & paste

Report | 04/04/2008 10:01 pm

Hynda

I thought you liked ramdom comments, but I guess that comment was just too ramdom User Image

Report | 04/04/2008 9:02 pm

Quarantine Corentine

Well, with comments like that, the ignore user setting is your fwend.

It's like *cricket* *cricket* *cricket* BOOOM!!!! Lol, silly billy date.

I'm pretty good at the moment and today overall. User Image

=3

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