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Report | 06/08/2011 12:34 pm

Ruby!

Why do you have such a busy real life?

It's a good thing we're friends on Facebook. Miss you. <3

Report | 11/12/2010 5:51 am

Ruuuby! Oh, Ruuuuuby!? Where are you?

Report | 11/09/2010 10:06 am

Mad Migy 9

Hey love, how've you been? It's been far, far too long since we've talked last. How has everything been going for you? You're on summer holiday now yeah?

Report | 07/25/2010 10:06 pm

Couture Debonair

^.^ Weeeeeelll happy birthday celebrations and such! C:

It's alright, we're allowed to become lazy bears in winter time... except it is summer here right now and we are melty popsicles of doom. q.q

It's good to hear from you and know that you're doing alright. Things here are the same old same old- with a few changes here and there. Does that even make sense? lol

Report | 07/20/2010 7:56 am

Couture Debonair

Ruuuuby.

Where are you Ruby?

You've not logged in since the 10th!

Report | 04/23/2010 6:31 pm

Couture Debonair

What the heck- Gaia doesn't even tell me I have comments anymore!

Ah, sorry that this is late!

Err... now I forgot what you posted. Shoot...

Oh- something about the song on my profile and life! Song is awesome, thanks! Life is well life-like! I'm sure I could go into detail... buuuut meh!

How about you? How are you doing?

Report | 04/14/2010 1:18 am

Anolinde

BUMP

Report | 04/12/2010 1:16 pm

Silent Knowledge

I just got freakin ninja'd sad

Report | 02/27/2010 8:18 am

Silent Knowledge

lol yeah. i was bored when i made this avi

Report | 01/27/2010 2:50 pm

XXbabygirl123

hello how are you smile

Report | 01/27/2010 7:40 am

Couture Debonair

It's alright to be callous towards things, as long as you're understanding.

I know there would have been nothing different to be done, the outcome would have been the same. It's just the guilt of not being able to do anything more. My pets are like my children since I am not able to have children of my own. Think of it as a mother losing her child, and the guilt they feel because they could not protect them from an unseen force.

I'm sure eventually Dirty will come around, and yeah- they do have a process of mourning just like us. It just makes it difficult for me to watch and not know what he is thinking. As many times as I hear "he is in a better place" ... it just bothers me when people say it now. It is really cliche- but saddly- I don't know what else to say. I mean, I could say he isn't in a better place because there is no place like home and what kind of place is death... but it is just easier and better to keep it at a better place.

This morning we went to pick up Pepsi's ashes, and I realized that even though I miss him- I'm past crying because I know it won't do much anymore. Like I said before, there is more of a guilt and a lot of anger. I know that Chris is still hurting because he broke down this morning- I didn't know what to tell him. I am just trying to be the strong one right now and take care of everyone. Perhaps that is feeding my anger, or maybe it is making it so that I don't blow up. I'm not sure, but at this point I'm just trying to stay focused and remember the good times with Pepsi, like you said.

... hum. That reminds me- I'm not even sure if I replied back to all the comments left on my profile. I don't even know if I read them all. oops.

Report | 01/25/2010 3:52 am

Couture Debonair

Trying to work on eatting much better, kind of went into an "I'm so upset I am just going to eat right now" thing. Chris keeps telling me to keep food away from him, but I don't know how to do that when he ninjas a whole bag of doritos in ten minutes. Sleep, yes- well- suppose I should be doing that right now... but I don't know how at this point. I keep waking up at the same time everyday and just toss and turn thinking about what we should have done better. Sigh, at this point I am just looking out for Chris and Dirty though.

Yesterday night Dirty kept going to the spot where Pepsi was in the bathroom and he kept just crying and crying out. I had to go in there many times and pick him up, bring him back to my room and tell him that it was just him and I now. That nobody was coming back home, and his brother is in a better place. It was really hard, and Dirty is the hardest part right now because he doesn't speak to us in words- he speaks to us in his own way. So, I do not know if he truly understands that his brother is gone and not coming back. At this point, I think he knows Pepsi isn't coming back- he just is in mourning now. Sigh- it's hard to see and makes me cry.

Report | 01/23/2010 3:40 pm

Couture Debonair

I'm a giant rollercoaster of emotions.

Report | 01/22/2010 3:18 am

Couture Debonair

-Hugs back.-

Report | 01/15/2010 8:51 pm

Couture Debonair

eek

I- I am going to just um- sit here and be quiet while you rage on with venting. Sometimes, that actually helps to be able to scream into a pillow and what not.
You let me know when you are okay dear... I hope you're okay... ):

I'm sorry that things are making you mad right now.

Report | 01/13/2010 12:14 pm

Couture Debonair

Suppose I could just tell you, but it is the same old same old. I never learn my lesson... ever. I'm dumb. (: It's okay.

Lol, I miss going to the library! I keep forgetting they put up this brand spanking new huge library right in town! It's massive, with two floors and an elevator- books golore! Little places to read, pretty awesome. Use to go there a lot when it first opened. (: Chinese lesson? What is this?

XD Yes, black ribbon. Once I actually get one filled out- I will take a picture and post it up for you. Then you'll know what I am talking about. Haha- until then you're just kinda in the dark. ^.^; Yeah, I am one of those that change for awhile, and go back out of habbit. I'd like to think I can change... or just become a little bit better, but that is such a life style change that for some dang reason I always go back. Maybe I am just lazy.

Oh, I totally agree! I hate when you've been on the phone so long that your ear is like, 'oh lord this phone is so hot and it hurts to hold close!' Been there, I'm glad other people do it as well. Sometimes it is a lot more fun when it is just two friends anyways. Otherwise, there are too many people and I end up just sitting and listening to everyone else talk.

Report | 01/12/2010 1:49 am

Couture Debonair

A wonderful break time I am sure. It ended up just being you guys? Bummer and fun all at the same time though I am sure.

Eh, I firmly believe people can not change unless they truly want it. Most do not- so they will "change" for a little bit but go back to how things were before because that is where they are comfortable. It is hard work changing, and a life style change most of the time. That is just me though. -shrug.- Um, the supplies were more invites, ribbon, thank you notes- I have to get some more printer ink sweatdrop somehow I am out. We got our marriage licence in the mail on Monday. (: I took a picture. XD

As for everything else, things are alright. I am doing pretty good, and things are moving along pretty smoothly. This is a total lie. (:

Have any fun plans for this weekend?

Report | 01/10/2010 6:36 pm

Couture Debonair

Things are going pretty well right now. Somethings I wish were better, but you can't change people- so they will always remain the same. As for Chris and I- we're wonderful. We actually just picked up a bunch of wedding supplies. biggrin

How are you doing? Is school on a break right now, or are you back at it?

Report | 01/09/2010 8:07 am

xSweetLushesx

Hey Good Morning how are you this morning my friend. User Image

Report | 01/07/2010 6:16 pm

Mad Migy 9

On and off, on and off? Sounds pretty crazy. This year has been, and will continue to be rather crazy. My brother is getting married at the end of the month if all goes well. It was originally supposed to be April, but it had to be moved up because of his deployment. Something crazy like that. I'm no longer really sure what's going on with any of that anymore either. Talk about crazy.

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