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You're nutters, lady. 0 0.0% [ 0 ]
You can do it! Just...umm...after a while! 0.2 20.0% [ 1 ]
You'll definately get there! =D 0.4 40.0% [ 2 ]
I'm here for the poll, dudes. 0.4 40.0% [ 2 ]
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Let's start from the beggining...

But before we begin, here are a few things that I want to say regarding this quest.

To those of you who has no clue what a Fa'e is, please visit the Fa'e HQ.
For one thing, I'm no good at explaining things, and the HQ will probably explain alot more than a quick summary ever will anyways.

To those of you who told me I shouldn't give up on a dream, even though chances are it'll forever stay a dream, thank you. Many times, I have decided to abandon this quest, but somehow I always came back to it; maybe it's the dream that I've always had, the one that developed into the concept of this quest. Maybe it's the friends that I've made, that I never want to be alone again. Maybe it's the long-ago hopes that fantasies will some somehow, someday, come true. It could be that I just want a purpose in a drift without a destination.
Or maybe I just want to go back to that much simpler past.

Somehow I can say here what I will never say in person. The reasons I've named here...I'm not sure anyone will understand them all. But the point is, I've finally said what I've wanted to say for a very long time.

Probably the reason I really want to keep going doesn't have much to do with getting a RP "pet" so I can show off or RP or something; it's simply a way to keep an old dream alive through a new one.

"[dreams are] A preview of wonders to come."
--a song named "Dreamer"


Help me make this dream real!

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"Well, then, why does almost every culture have a tale of a goddess trapped in the moon, her broken heard made cruel by loneliness?"
--------- Moonwind (can't remember by who, and the quote's not word for word...I read it a long time ago.)


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Past Name: Chang Eh

Name to be Given upon Rebirth: Lian

Meaning of Name: depends on how its pronounced, it could mean love, connections, beauty and safety, purity of heart, and coldness in Chinese, all of which has MUCH to do with what I'm planning for her. Now who still wants to learn Chinese? biggrin

Gender: Female

Personality: cold, independent, and appears uncaring. She doesn't have much self-esteem; although compliments might bring her ego up sky high sometimes, it will most likely come crashing down due to the smallest things. She feels very deeply for the things she takes pride in, rare as they are. Apart from the few breakdowns once in a while, she simply takes in everything indiferrently. She hates being in a crowd, especially the center of attention, but still dislikes being left absolutely alone. She is a rather meek and pathetic character, and only rarely stands up for herself, or in fact anything else.
note: this is only a general outline.

Appearance: heck, I don't mind very much what she'll look like. Appearance is no too important, as long as it's something along the lines of that ref up there.

Powers: A certain connection with water and a connection with all things Yin. No details yet.


the legend
((Modified for REASONS))

Chang E (will be known as Chang since its easier and sounds better) was the wife of a warrior god named Hou Yi (will be known as Yi for same reasons). One day, the Ten Suns decided to come out all at once, instead of taking turns like the used to; those living in the mortal realms suffered greatly as the forests and grasslands burned, the ground cracks open with lack of moisture, and humans and animals alike burned to death, cooked by the intense heat of the Suns. Yi was outraged when he heard of this; he imediately made ten magical arrows, intending to shoot down the Ten Suns to end the disaster. He went down to the mortal realms, stook on the peak closest to the sky, strung his mighty bow, and shot down the Suns, one by one. As the Suns fell, they turned into three-legged crows, encircled by a ball of flame, and dissolved into ashes as they hit the ground. One human, however, thought of something: if Yi shot down all the suns, what will light the lands afterwards? So he stole one arrow from Yi's quiver, and the sun that was spared shines to this very day.

The Sun God, father of the Ten Suns, is not so pleased with this; He banished Yi and Chang to the mortal realms, their status reduced to that of ordinary mortals.

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A few years passed. The pair lived as mortals, not at all happy with this new position. It was a quiet life, one overshadowed by its previous glories. The Sun God had made sure no one would know of their true identity, and simply told the other gods that Chang and Yi had vanished during the fight with his sons.

They were well respected as human beings, but it wasn't the same.

One day Yi decided to seek help from the Quenn of the Heavens, for he has heard that she possesses a Potion of Immortality. Drink half the bottle, you become an immortal. Drink the whole thing, and you can become a god.

So he went on a quest to seek out the Queen at her home atop the Kuen Luen Mountain. After overcoming all the difficulties thrown at him ((can't find info on details; but details are unimportant)) he finally managed to convince the Queen to give him a bottle of the potion.

When he got back home, he only had time to tell Chang of his success before he was called away to help someone. While he was away, Chang drank the entire potion herself. She began to feel light-headed, then suddenly found herself flying towards the Heavens. However, she could not bring herself to face the other gods, so she turned around and flew to the moon instead.

There, she spent centuries in the bleak and abrrenmoon, all this time gazing down at the other worlds longingly, until when barely anyone believes in her existance anymore.

They say Gods arrise and fall as their believers come and go. Only a memory of her exists now, tied down by those who still know of her, and the rare few who still believed in her. Maybe that's why she no longer answered the poets' praises.

But some say that she had chosen to fade herself, an empty soul drive by loneliness and cravings. And that, some day, when the right time comes, she will return, to repay for what she had done in a moment of sheer desperation and hopelessness.

Will she ever get that chance?

((note: I have a full explanation for why she took the potion and why she couldn't face the other gods; it was alot more complicated than greed and pride alone. However, I found it difficult to fit it into this description; I just can't seem to do it justice by putting it down in words.))


The Jade Rabbit
Other Records

A Wikipedia article on A VERSION of the tale. It is quite different from the modified version of this quest. Note that there are at least 3 different explanations JUST for the reason that she took the entire potion; imagine how many there must be for the entire story.
Also, the part about the emperor is not included in this concept.
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Chang%27e_%28mythology%29

A version that better explains why I chose her personality as it is. I'm pretty sure the name translations is in Cantonese. Also note in my version, her husband never was the sun god.
I don't know what the toad is about. I've only been told of a jade rabit and that's what I'm sticking with.
http://www.pantheon.org/areas/mythology/asia/chinese/articles.html
Arts & gifts

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not exactly a gift, but I guess it counts as a fun image xd .
Assembled by Brina_Knight

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Things I bought for luck
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Hehe. ^^

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This is just too pretty to resist...

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Donno why I bought this...might come in handy some day. *shrugs* And its a pwetty white color! domokun
Current: Quest for a Rose

Red Rose Corsage
TEH Value: 60,000,000 - 70,000,000

Current Funds (valued at mid-TEH):

Pandy Pack x2 ~ 18k
Staff of the Angels ~ 94k
Kiki Kitty Plushie ~ 97.5k
Solar Cloack ~ 16k
Solar Headdress x2 ~ 27k
Butterfly Mantilla x2 ~ 23.4k
Lunar Cloak ~ 23k
Winged Anklets ~ 242.5k
Sun Staff ~ 3.5k
Dark Halo ~ 19.75k
G Blade ~ 11.5k
Pheonix Circlet ~ 11.25k
Angelic Microphone ~ 7.5k
Gwee the Dragon ~ 7.65k
Angelic Bracelet ~ 55.5k
Coco Kitty Plushie ~ 40.5k
Security Blanket ~ 29k
Whip of Ice ~ 13.25k
Elegant Veil ~ 9.5k
Ice Tiara ~ 4.2k

Striped Stockings x2 ~ 53k
Emperor's Beard ~ 5.1k
Bouncy Antenna ~ 7.75k

Various other stuff not really worth mentioning xD;;

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97k Pure

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Grand Total: 917.35k

Holy, I had WAAYYY more than I thought. eek But it's still a LONG way to go. Oh well, I can dream. rofl
Tributes & Memories

Arrien, for bunches of things.
Brina_Knight, for another whole bunch of things.
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Please visit this B/C shop, ran by me and lia-w ^^

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My other B/C shop. Please visit as well.


Link to me please?
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*murders code: 1*
The Autograph Book

This used to belong to Arrien, but since she's no longer questing, its now in my hands. *stares at the thing*

Anyways...this is an autograph book, where Arrien, and now me, collects autographs from Fa'e, Fa'e guardians, and Fa'e stalkers/questers/lurkers. If you fit any of those description and you're reading this, please sign!
All you need to do in post in this thread with your name, maybe indicate you signed, and any message you might want to add.

But here's the catch (that I adopted from Arrien xd *not very imaginative*) :
I cannot directly ask anyone to sign this, or ask anyone to ask someone to sign this, or ask someone to ask a person to ask...you get the idea. They must either be showed here by someone, without me meddling, or find their way here by themselves.

So, shall we? biggrin

Fa'e Stalkers and Lurkers
evermore_crystal

*autographs* cuz i can XD



Lucifer Force

*autographs too*



The Infamous Jack-of-all-Trades, Arrien

~.^ *signs*


olympias the great

*Signs autograph book*

Hope you get your fa'e ^_^


Satin Regret

I demand to sign the autograph book of sexyness! xd *Bricks herself with potatoes* rofl


Fa'e and Fa'e Guardians
Seeno Evil

-signs- g'luck me'dear


note: the underlined signatures came from when Arrien had the autograph book

THANK YOU ARRIEN!! heart
I hope you can post... anyway, I updated the link to your quest, and you're welcome to link me back. *hopeful*

sweatdrop Good luck!
BUMPEH. .____.; *luffs on evermore* heart Putting your link on my quest thread. Not asking, telling. biggrin
thanks, all! biggrin

and Saede wins first post, with Arrien a close second! I offer you each a trophy of...er... sweatdrop
*runs to think of something*

Mega Noob

13,375 Points
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*feeds off of ice cream & adds link*
*gnaws on evermore's head*

Stubborn Strategist

Got you linked, Evermore 3nodding Good luck XD

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