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OK, here's a fun one... I kidnapped DJ, and I strapped him down to a table, then I took out a saw and cut his head open... I took out his (very tiny) brain, and put in a bunch of computer wires and old circut boards, then programmed him to be kind and careing and sweet, a good father, and a good worker. I then put his head back together, and he went out, and when he came home he had a high paying job, and we were rich and everything was good. rofl

I guess that's my subcouncious telling me that his outside is good, but the inside needs a total overhaul LOL.

I had a dream that I woke up (gotta love thoes) and I was faceing away from the wall. I turned over and Caspyan was crawling around on the bed and chewing on the little wodden block baby toys (the ones with numbers and letters and such) He was so big! I remember that he sat up, put one of the blocks in his mouth, smiled at me and offered me the slobery block. blaugh
Wonder If I'm ganna have Dejavu in a few months... LOL

I had a very weird dream last night...
I helping my grandmother clean her house (not that weird, I'm planning a trip there next month) and she went to dust the leaves off a big tree in her living room (where did that come from?) and as she was, I saw a squirl in the tree, I pointed it out to her and she caught it with the dust rag and put it outside. I went to put something on the table next to the tree, and I saw a nest next to the tree. I picked it up, and there were about thirty baby squirls (they have litters of like, fourish... that's a LOT of squirls) We couldn't find the mother squirl, so we got a cage and decided i was going ot raise these thirty squirls eek (I had raised gerbils, not too different right?) I went into the kitchen and got an empty butter dish and a wash cloth and put them in it.
Then I woke up. It was weird.

Scarry dreams the last few nights... I know it's this house though... it seriously needs some negitivity cleansing... (plans to sneak to a store and buy insence and crystals and such and cleanse the house while I'm alone one day...)
WARNING, RATED R FOR VIOLENCE, BLOOD, AND SCARY ISH-NESS.
One night's dream in particular stuck out at me... I wasn't the one killing the people, but more like I was a spirit that could see what was going on... it was disturbing... not sure if it was because I died before and didn't remember that part of the dream or what, but I was floating above everything, and I could see all the blood everywhere, I felt dirty and wanted to clean it all off of me (not sure how that worked because I was a spirit, but whaterver) I opened the washer, which was on and spinning, and blood sprayed everywhere, and arms and feet sprang up lifeless out of the washer. There was blood everywhere, and there were at least four people shoved into the washer... It was hot, dead people everywhere, and it was awful. There were people hanging from the walls, mounted like deer, and spining on the celing fans... Blood driping down the walls, and some of the people were not even all the way dead... they were cut open and obviously going to die soon, but it was horable..
I really need to cleanse this house... *sigh*

a few nights ago I dreamt that I went into the doctor, and she's all "Oh, We forgot one, your son was a twin... Were ganna have to go in to get the other one now... Lay down!" and I'm like "Dont' I have to be numbed first?" and she says "Nope, you'll be fine, just lay back!" and she pulls out a knife and cuts me open and is humming, then she pulls out a baby that's only like, two inches long... >.> she hands it to me and I've got it craddled in the palm of my hand. I ask "How do I get her home? The carseat weight starts at five pounds...?" Then I wake up. It was weird.

Scarry... I had a C-Section though... so they would have seen the other baby... there is no other baby... and in the dream it was alive and well other than it was TINY.

Had an interesting dream last night... bordered on astral travel, not sure compleatly if it was a dream or not... anyway

I was laying in bed, trying to fall asleep and my spirit kinda tugged free of my body (As it does anymore... I don't have to work at all to go astrial project, I feel like my spirit is too small for my body sometimes and it just doesn't quite match) and floated above for a moment. I turned and grabbed Cas's hand, and pulled his spirit up with me, and we flew off, me holding his little hand. As we were flying, he turned into a young dragon, and looked up at me, I smiled and turned into a dragon myself. Then we flew to the sea, and he turned into a dolphin and dived into the water. I turned into a dolphin and followed him. We jumped and lept through the water, then on one big leap he turned into a hawk and flew off, I jumped up high and turned into a hawk and caught up to him. Then we dove into a forest, where he transformed into a wolf. I followed in a moment and we ran through the trees together. He transformed into himsefl again, and I smiled and held him close as my human form once more. I don't remember anything after that...

It was *nods* My dreams tend to be either really pretty or really icky and disturbing... not much inbetween... but I'm a bit like that myeslf, I'm eather happy with the world or the sky is falling and we are all doomed to die LOL...