I write this incase I die in my sleep, I think it should be known what my symptoms are so that when they find my body then they have some idea of what did me out.
This morning (at 7:30) I woke up like any other morning, wanting to go back to sleep. But I forced myself to crawl out and embrace a shower before heading off to school. When I stood up I noticed a faint throb in my head
....throb..........throb........throb.....
I shrugged it up and got ready for the day like normal. The headache never went away, but I ignored it as though it wern't there. Nothing big, I've had worse.
After class I go back home to get ready for work, throwing my uniform into the dryer and taking a nap before I leave for work. I wake up and the throbbing in my head has gotten more persistent.
...Throb...Throb...Throb...Throb...
For a second I ask myself if I should take anything but shake my head and dismiss the idea almost immediately. I don't like taking drugs. I leave for work, the vein in my head still throbbing.
At work, things are going okay. Im making sandwhiches, its a bit hot but its always a bit hot. Im angry at my hat for making me hotter but what ever. During my coworker's lunch break (at 6:45pm) my nose starts to bleed. I can't deal with customers with a bloody nose, I try to take care of the situation but the blood continues and I try to keep it in (yay sniffing up blood xP ). At about 7:30 its not a problem anymore.
I come home, I get ready for bed, my head is still hurting and I exhale through my nose and I start to bleed yet again but this time onto the bed sheets (yay) (at about 1-ish am). The pounding my my head increased.
ThrobThrobThrobThrob/StabStabStabStab
I go through a half a box of tissues in a matter of minutes. I give up on the tissues and sit on the edge of the tub, nose over the toilet and let it drip for about 45 minutes. The pounding through my skull throbbing almost to the rhythm of the blood drips.
I am afraid to say that I have a slight fear of dying in my sleep and no one knowing so Im telling you now. If I die tonight, you'll know why. I have finally taken something for the pain in my skull. The movement of my eyeballs made the throbbing worse. Everytime I heard one of the cats in the hall prod my door was another stab to my brain. Every drip of blood seemed to echo louder in my head.
She goes insane just before the blood clot has its way with her.
I'll post if I live or not when I wake up.
Oh, but the bleeding has stopped for now. It was interesting watching it drop into the toilet water. At the bottom it seemed to collect itself and as it floated down through the water, it was really pretty to look at. Sitting there for 45 minutes beside the toilet, watching my blood fall in would seem like a boring thing, but I was interested in each drop of blood and how it mixed itself with the water below. it was like a dance between fire and ice, if one could make fire and ice dance. How each element embraced one another but in the end the water was on top.
Like I said, she goes insane right before she dies.
G'night.
This morning (at 7:30) I woke up like any other morning, wanting to go back to sleep. But I forced myself to crawl out and embrace a shower before heading off to school. When I stood up I noticed a faint throb in my head
....throb..........throb........throb.....
I shrugged it up and got ready for the day like normal. The headache never went away, but I ignored it as though it wern't there. Nothing big, I've had worse.
After class I go back home to get ready for work, throwing my uniform into the dryer and taking a nap before I leave for work. I wake up and the throbbing in my head has gotten more persistent.
...Throb...Throb...Throb...Throb...
For a second I ask myself if I should take anything but shake my head and dismiss the idea almost immediately. I don't like taking drugs. I leave for work, the vein in my head still throbbing.
At work, things are going okay. Im making sandwhiches, its a bit hot but its always a bit hot. Im angry at my hat for making me hotter but what ever. During my coworker's lunch break (at 6:45pm) my nose starts to bleed. I can't deal with customers with a bloody nose, I try to take care of the situation but the blood continues and I try to keep it in (yay sniffing up blood xP ). At about 7:30 its not a problem anymore.
I come home, I get ready for bed, my head is still hurting and I exhale through my nose and I start to bleed yet again but this time onto the bed sheets (yay) (at about 1-ish am). The pounding my my head increased.
ThrobThrobThrobThrob/StabStabStabStab
I go through a half a box of tissues in a matter of minutes. I give up on the tissues and sit on the edge of the tub, nose over the toilet and let it drip for about 45 minutes. The pounding through my skull throbbing almost to the rhythm of the blood drips.
I am afraid to say that I have a slight fear of dying in my sleep and no one knowing so Im telling you now. If I die tonight, you'll know why. I have finally taken something for the pain in my skull. The movement of my eyeballs made the throbbing worse. Everytime I heard one of the cats in the hall prod my door was another stab to my brain. Every drip of blood seemed to echo louder in my head.
She goes insane just before the blood clot has its way with her.
I'll post if I live or not when I wake up.
Oh, but the bleeding has stopped for now. It was interesting watching it drop into the toilet water. At the bottom it seemed to collect itself and as it floated down through the water, it was really pretty to look at. Sitting there for 45 minutes beside the toilet, watching my blood fall in would seem like a boring thing, but I was interested in each drop of blood and how it mixed itself with the water below. it was like a dance between fire and ice, if one could make fire and ice dance. How each element embraced one another but in the end the water was on top.
Like I said, she goes insane right before she dies.
G'night.
