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Yulika16

PostPosted: Thu May 17, 2007 5:20 pm


Rei ojou-sama
Running away


I’m running
Running
Whenever it gets tough
I’m running

Life is hard
Others
They fight through
I always run
Why

I’m the weak one
I’m falling apart
Splitting
Dissolving
Dieing

It’s hard for us all
Why can’t I be strong
What’s wrong with me
Everyone knows its something
Nobody knows what

Is it just me
Am I alone
Can no one know
Is there something to know

So I’m just running
Know where in particular
Just away from here
Where I am
Now I’m not

Running
Will I run out of land to trot across
Will I run out of pills to pop
Am I running down
Down a downhill slope

Is it all for not
So I run
I will never stop
I might never stop


~Rei ojou-sama~


Your a lovely songwriter! I write songs myself too xD I struggle with getting writers block constantly but I break through it after awhile and usually come up with something good. One of the songs I wrote is named Elizabeth but its actully about someone, only they're not named elizabeth. Her name is Nell Marley and her story was featured on a show called Celebrity Paranormal Project.


Nell Marley - Patient of Norwich State Hospital
Norwich, Connecticut
August of 1945

The Story: In 1945 Nell Marley was said to be the murderer of her younger brother,during her trial she had said that she was taken over by a ghost by the name of Pearl and blamed all that had happened on her possession. She was found guilty of the crime and brought to Norwich State Hospital, an asylum from the criminally insane. On the days she got out of control she was put in a straitjacket and taken to a padded cell numbered 202 on the second floor. When she woke up and came out of the cell shewould have scratch marks all over her arms, once again she said it was Pearl. They decided to do a lobotomy on Nell hoping to cure her. Afterthe procedure she was asked how it felt to be free from Pearl. "I'm not free of Pearl, Pearl is now free from me." she replied. A week later she was found dead in the padded cell 202, she had bitten through her tounge and bled to death.

i am doing my own investigation of her case (or atleast trying). there are so many reasons why i believe she didn't kill her brother. im still writing my theory on what happened..i actully,look up to her in some way.
anyway heres the song(it took me 2 months to actully finish):

just another one of those
i hear them tell eachother
shes frayed at the seams
its the worst case
they're ever seen

as days pass by
she becomes more weak
they don't believe
what they cannot see

the notes now useless
years have made them grow old
but keep looking for the secrets
each word still holds

did they hear her screams
did they feel her pain
her tear drops leave the deepest stain
on every restraint

..and right as i paste that, ambulance sirens go by...-goosebumps- ROFL!!!
some people thought it might need re-writing but i really like it the way it is ^__^

sorry for such a long post,
--Luna
PostPosted: Wed May 23, 2007 4:18 pm


Thats really good. Thank you for posting it. whee

Rei ojou-sama

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