Not a day had gone by where I had not thought of you.
Everyday since that fateful night, I had regretted what I had said. And yet, even so, I cannot take the harsh lying words back. For if he found out, it would be over. If he knew we were together then he would rip us apart. You know as well as I do, that that is true. And yet, I cannot stand to see you hurt.
Yet, of course, it would be on that night it would happen. Gazing upon the stars on a fine winter night. We were close together trying to keep warm, and yet to me, it didn’t all that cold out. What was it? Once before, from sympathy probably. Yet, it was you, and I thought I’d give it a try. Whether it was from my stupid reason or actually from the aching feeling in my heart, I didn’t even know what was true. I leaned over and kissed you only to fall back out of embarrassment later. I knew that you were the one, the one I wanted to be with. That small kiss just wasn’t enough for you though. You came back to me and this time it wasn’t just you, or just me, but the both of us.
I was scared; sure, I couldn’t find this more blissful, and yet I was confused. It all just seemed to happen to fast for me. I panicked, that was my first mistake. I left you with only a word of you going in to get warmed up.
I found myself sitting, talking, thinking; about what to do next, and what just happened. My second mistake. That’s when he came along.
He saw, he heard, he knew…
“She’s not there right girl for you. Never has been.”
Those words I had not forgotten, for it was I who had repeated the crule worlds to you, later that night. It was those words that I had not wished to say but had to, regretting them day after day.
I couldn’t bare to have us torn apart.
Week, months passed and we get along as well as seahorses and horses. We share a few things in common, but even with that, we never come in contact with each other. Every time I see you, it’s awkward. I want all my worry to just go away and we could be together. Yet, I know by now that there probably isn’t anyone in this world that hates me as much as you do now.
It may be stupid and very irrational, but when you find someone you love, I hope he’ll take care of you. I would like to be that man, but I had caused you too much pain already. Yet…
Not a day had gone by where I had not thought of you.
[[Holy Cheese! I posted something. Yay! Everyone please come and insult me! Insults are good for me, lets me know what I need to work on.
And for all of your information, I wrote this around midnight... Ug, I'm an rpest, not quite a novelist. Ha...]]
Everyday since that fateful night, I had regretted what I had said. And yet, even so, I cannot take the harsh lying words back. For if he found out, it would be over. If he knew we were together then he would rip us apart. You know as well as I do, that that is true. And yet, I cannot stand to see you hurt.
Yet, of course, it would be on that night it would happen. Gazing upon the stars on a fine winter night. We were close together trying to keep warm, and yet to me, it didn’t all that cold out. What was it? Once before, from sympathy probably. Yet, it was you, and I thought I’d give it a try. Whether it was from my stupid reason or actually from the aching feeling in my heart, I didn’t even know what was true. I leaned over and kissed you only to fall back out of embarrassment later. I knew that you were the one, the one I wanted to be with. That small kiss just wasn’t enough for you though. You came back to me and this time it wasn’t just you, or just me, but the both of us.
I was scared; sure, I couldn’t find this more blissful, and yet I was confused. It all just seemed to happen to fast for me. I panicked, that was my first mistake. I left you with only a word of you going in to get warmed up.
I found myself sitting, talking, thinking; about what to do next, and what just happened. My second mistake. That’s when he came along.
He saw, he heard, he knew…
“She’s not there right girl for you. Never has been.”
Those words I had not forgotten, for it was I who had repeated the crule worlds to you, later that night. It was those words that I had not wished to say but had to, regretting them day after day.
I couldn’t bare to have us torn apart.
Week, months passed and we get along as well as seahorses and horses. We share a few things in common, but even with that, we never come in contact with each other. Every time I see you, it’s awkward. I want all my worry to just go away and we could be together. Yet, I know by now that there probably isn’t anyone in this world that hates me as much as you do now.
It may be stupid and very irrational, but when you find someone you love, I hope he’ll take care of you. I would like to be that man, but I had caused you too much pain already. Yet…
Not a day had gone by where I had not thought of you.
[[Holy Cheese! I posted something. Yay! Everyone please come and insult me! Insults are good for me, lets me know what I need to work on.
And for all of your information, I wrote this around midnight... Ug, I'm an rpest, not quite a novelist. Ha...]]
