Ack!!!! I feel so anxious right now.... I have recently started coming out to my friends en mass. Telling them all that I want to be a girl, mostly through the use of msn. The pressure has finally gotten to me and I decided to leave a note for my parents. The note expresses that I know they know but I want them to understand and accept that I feel I am a girl. With the note I left two resource packages full of information for trans gendered youth and their families. I asked that they read it all, or at least some of it, and take some time to think about it before they confront me with this... I just hope they actually do and don't like attack me with a bombardment of questions tomorrow morning.... God I need to sleep but I can't....