Okay, so some of you might remember me from my old account Dorian`. Over the past few months I've sort of had a lapse in Gaia-time. :/
Anyway, I came out to my mom a year ago as a FTM, but she still ignores that part of me, however prevalent it's become in my personality. Before, in 7th grade, I actually tried to act girly because I wanted to fit in and all that. (That was before I realized that I was a guy.) So maybe that's why she doesn't really believe me and --
Crap, I'm rambling again. xD
Long story short, I'm still a FTM, and I want to see maybe a psychiatrist or something about it? There's the unquestionable gender dysphoria (among other problems I'd like solved) that I have, but my mom isn't willing to recognize it, much less pay a majillion dollars for me to see someone who apparently can't do anything for my problem because my problem isn't real.
>______>;
-hopes that made sense-
Another problem is that I don't think I'm capable of being an even semi-good looking guy. I'm just not built right. Even though I've gained 15ish lb, bringing me to a whopping (LOL, YEAH RIGHT.) 110 at 5'4", I'm skinnier and more femininely built than, ah. Pretty much any guy ever. >:/
And my face is really girly, too, even without any makeup on.
(Beware, this picture's giant.)
I don't even know for sure if people can make a true-to-life, fully-functioning p***s for a FTM.
AND IT MAKES ME REALLY JEALOUS OF GUYS BECAUSE THEY WERE BORN GUYS AND THEY DON'T HAVE TO GO THROUGH ALL OF THIS. ]:
Anyway, I came out to my mom a year ago as a FTM, but she still ignores that part of me, however prevalent it's become in my personality. Before, in 7th grade, I actually tried to act girly because I wanted to fit in and all that. (That was before I realized that I was a guy.) So maybe that's why she doesn't really believe me and --
Crap, I'm rambling again. xD
Long story short, I'm still a FTM, and I want to see maybe a psychiatrist or something about it? There's the unquestionable gender dysphoria (among other problems I'd like solved) that I have, but my mom isn't willing to recognize it, much less pay a majillion dollars for me to see someone who apparently can't do anything for my problem because my problem isn't real.
>______>;
-hopes that made sense-
Another problem is that I don't think I'm capable of being an even semi-good looking guy. I'm just not built right. Even though I've gained 15ish lb, bringing me to a whopping (LOL, YEAH RIGHT.) 110 at 5'4", I'm skinnier and more femininely built than, ah. Pretty much any guy ever. >:/
And my face is really girly, too, even without any makeup on.
(Beware, this picture's giant.)
I don't even know for sure if people can make a true-to-life, fully-functioning p***s for a FTM.
AND IT MAKES ME REALLY JEALOUS OF GUYS BECAUSE THEY WERE BORN GUYS AND THEY DON'T HAVE TO GO THROUGH ALL OF THIS. ]:
