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 Posted: Mon Sep 03, 2007 2:40 pm
Okay... How to start this off?
Me:
Well, my name's Jamethial, or Jameth for short. No, it's not my real name, but I like it better. XP Anyways, I'm a 17 year old girl who lives in a kind of small, yet getting-bigger-all-the-time city. If you watch the news, you will have seen my school. (Ask about it if you're interested.) I was raised as a Christian and I'm Methodist/Protostant.
My Family
My family's somewhat skeptical about the things I talk about. I think my dad believes most of what I say, but my mom... She thinks that when the Bible says that we go into a deep sleep when we die until Jesus comes, that means that we really go into a deep sleep. But I think that's somewhat wrong... I'm not sure what happens, but there can't be ghosts if we're "asleep". *shrugs* My grandparent's definately believe though, because their house is haunted. >> Anyways, my mom's really religious, Methodist/Protestant like me, but slightly more into it. I try, but I'm only human.... >< My dad's... not as religious as he should be... We try to teach him though. And that's my family life!
Abilities and Encounters
Recently I have started "growing" into my abilities. I'm what most people call a "late bloomer", so I've grown into everything that a normal person would go through at either a later or earlier date than my peers. But anyway, in the past couple of months I've started being able to sense things better than before. I've always been able to predict things to a certain extent, and I can see ghosts or spirits. But lately I've become very in tune with myself and as I said before, new abilities are starting to surface.
I now experience all sorts of things that include clairvoyance, clairsentience (smelling things), and clairaudience. I'm an Attracter (I just use that word) to spirits, and I am an Indigo child that is just discovering her ablities and also making the transition into Crystal child at the same time. I've also had a few Angelic encouters. All of this is extremely over whelming to me, and I'm kind of scared...
EDIT: Okay, so now there's a ghost in my house. I can sense her in my room and on my side of the house... I think she watches me when I sleep. It's kind of creepy. I changed my room around and she got mad and started knocking over pictures... And the other day, she threw a bottle of gel bleach at me! crying
If you have any tips to give me, please do! Also, please feel free to leave comments.
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Posted: Mon Sep 03, 2007 3:37 pm
Hiya, and welcome to the guild! heart
First and foremost, don't be put off if you don't get many responses in your blog. The guild's been moving slow lately, I think due to the fact that the season is changing and many are returning to school and trying to balance out their schedules. I'm hoping in a few weeks to get the ball rolling more!
Second, I'm curious to hear more about your encounters with angels. I've got a little sneaking suspicion here that I'd like to try and play around with, if that's alright. I've had several encounters with angels myself, so if you have any questions or just want to ramble on to someone, feel free to PM me!
I'm a late bloomer as well. I am always either way earlier or way later on things with my peers. Big time. Emotionally and intellecutally, I'm ahead...but socially and identity-forming wise, I'm at about the stage of a 13 year old (I'm 21). So no worries! You're not alone in this. heart
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Posted: Mon Sep 03, 2007 4:09 pm
Wings of Aegis Hiya, and welcome to the guild! heart First and foremost, don't be put off if you don't get many responses in your blog. The guild's been moving slow lately, I think due to the fact that the season is changing and many are returning to school and trying to balance out their schedules. I'm hoping in a few weeks to get the ball rolling more! Second, I'm curious to hear more about your encounters with angels. I've got a little sneaking suspicion here that I'd like to try and play around with, if that's alright. I've had several encounters with angels myself, so if you have any questions or just want to ramble on to someone, feel free to PM me! I'm a late bloomer as well. I am always either way earlier or way later on things with my peers. Big time. Emotionally and intellecutally, I'm ahead...but socially and identity-forming wise, I'm at about the stage of a 13 year old (I'm 21). So no worries! You're not alone in this. heart Thanks. I didn't think it would get many responses. But that's okay. My encouters with angels actually range from dreams to the incident with my school. And I don't mind answering whatever questions you have. I trust you, so I guess that's why I like you. Oh, and why are the archives locked?
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Posted: Mon Sep 03, 2007 6:25 pm
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Posted: Mon Sep 03, 2007 7:20 pm
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Posted: Mon Sep 03, 2007 7:51 pm
The archives are locked? As in you can't get in to view them, or as in the topics themselves are locked?
If the whole thing is locked and you can't get in, that's my mistake; I'll open it right up for ye! heart
However, all the topics are locked because those topics are back from when this guild had a whole different set of members; I inherited this guild, so to speak, because the former captain couldn't take all the harassment she was receiving. It goes into a little more detail on the thread on the front entitled 'Gulid Blessing and History'. If there's a topic in there you want to discuss, though, feel free to start a new topic over it! Or if you want me to start it, I will. You can quote from the archived thread as well, if you want. I just figured since none of those members are here any longer, there's no point continuing them in their original state. whee
I might just take you up on that question thing! I'll do it in PMs, though, cause I don't want you to feel uncomfortable or rushed with what you post in the guild; and you can always ignore what I say and not answer, too. I won't be offended. heart
EDIT: Jeez I can't say anything to the point and short, can I... sweatdrop
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Posted: Mon Sep 03, 2007 10:45 pm
Wings of Aegis The archives are locked? As in you can't get in to view them, or as in the topics themselves are locked? If the whole thing is locked and you can't get in, that's my mistake; I'll open it right up for ye! heart However, all the topics are locked because those topics are back from when this guild had a whole different set of members; I inherited this guild, so to speak, because the former captain couldn't take all the harassment she was receiving. It goes into a little more detail on the thread on the front entitled 'Gulid Blessing and History'. If there's a topic in there you want to discuss, though, feel free to start a new topic over it! Or if you want me to start it, I will. You can quote from the archived thread as well, if you want. I just figured since none of those members are here any longer, there's no point continuing them in their original state. whee I might just take you up on that question thing! I'll do it in PMs, though, cause I don't want you to feel uncomfortable or rushed with what you post in the guild; and you can always ignore what I say and not answer, too. I won't be offended. heart EDIT: Jeez I can't say anything to the point and short, can I... sweatdrop Well, I meant that the topics were locked, but I figured it had something to do with that. I just wanted to be sure. I was practically living in the archives right after I joined. lol But as for PM's, I don't mind where you ask me. I'm not offended or made to feel uncomfortable easily.
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Posted: Fri Sep 07, 2007 5:46 pm
Dream Entry #1
So this is a kind of old dream, but I still feel the need to post it in here. I think it might have something to do with a former spirit gaurdian... This and some of the others to come are actually out of my dream journal, so that's why they're written the way they are.
November 7, 2006
--- I was in trouble, but I really don't remember what was going on. All I know was that I was cornered on the window seal of a high building. I was so sure that I would fall... And then I saw him out of the corner of my eye;
He had messy/curly blond hair and beautiful blue eyes... (The only reason that I remember what he was wearing was because his clothes were kind of emo-like.) But he was so sweet to me. And though really didn't have wings, I could see small white protrusions coming from his back (like when Gabriel got his wings taken away/blown off in Constantine), which made me sure that he was an angel. He was also younger than me; probably about 14 years old...
I felt like I had known him for years, but I knew I had never met him before... And I defiantely didn't know his name...
But the boy/angel grabbed me in an embrace that felt almost like a hug and he flew/floated(?) me to a safe place in the building that we had been standing on.
Somehow I fell asleep (though I feel it was coming from his powers), and I dreamt about hugging him (which was a lot more like nuzzling him...lol)... And when I woke up I was holding this strange looking fox/cat/ferret-like creature that had furry wings. It wasn't him, but more like a gift from him. Needless to say, I freaked when I figured out that he wasn't by my side.
So I went looking for him in the hallway, and found him with his duffel bag, on his way out of the building. I couldn't help but to start crying... It felt like my friend had died again and he was leaving me all alone. I begged him and begged him to stay, but in my heart I knew he wouldn't... no, couldn't stay. And he didn't. He left me there with the furry animal thing, sobbing.
I felt as if the only person that had ever loved me had left for good... And then I woke up... ---
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Posted: Fri Sep 07, 2007 6:28 pm
Dream Entry #2
Okay, another that I think might have something to do with my spirit guides. lol I'm really interested in getting a hold of them. XD As I mentioned before, this is from my journal, and as you can tell by the date, it's old. ;]
February 11, 2007
--- Last night I had a really strange dream. Not strange like the usual Shinigami dreams I have, but very other-worldly. This time, as many other times before, someone was trying to kill me. But unlike most of my dreams, where the enemy is unknown and I'm just running, in this dream the enemy was very clear to me. The details are already fading, but the end... I couldn't forget it. I had finally defeated the one who was trying to kill me and my comrades, and there was one person I had overlooked.
I remember running through the dark halls of what seemed to be a... palace? And then I found him. Long white hair, light blue eyes... he was beautiful.
And I know that long before that moment in my dreams I had seen him before; I recognized the ring on his middle finger. It was a blue-ish green, yet pearly circle of light. He had a little note and another ring that matched his own in one hand. But when he saw me, he snatched up the note and the ring and turned to me with such a sad look on his face. And for some reason I immediately knew what and who the ring was for; me. And I knelt beside him and took his hand in mine and offered him my left. "Are you sure?" Those were the first words he had spoken since I had found him. "Why wouldn't I be?" That was my reply. For some reason I wanted so much to be with him forever. He placed the ring on my finger and gave me sucha look of adoration, I couldn't help but take him in my arms and hold onto him as tightly as possible... I never wanted to let go... ever. And then... my sister woke me up. XP ---
But I don't understand. It wasn't like the "Let's get married right now!" kind of love... And it was on the middle finger; not the ring finger. I'm just wondering if I might have bound him to me...?
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Posted: Sat Sep 08, 2007 9:02 am
It sounds like you've been attracting in your dreams XD since humans are more in tune with spirits when they sleep, and you're a very strong attractor anyway, spirits may be gravitating toward you in your dreams.
Since you're female and have many dreams where you're in danger, I think that male spirits are falling into protector roles and are trying to make that apparent to you. I'll send you some dream exercises that might help you 'take control' of them and ask some questions.
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Posted: Sat Sep 08, 2007 9:10 am
Kaxel the Burninator It sounds like you've been attracting in your dreams XD since humans are more in tune with spirits when they sleep, and you're a very strong attractor anyway, spirits may be gravitating toward you in your dreams. Since you're female and have many dreams where you're in danger, I think that male spirits are falling into protector roles and are trying to make that apparent to you. I'll send you some dream exercises that might help you 'take control' of them and ask some questions. Cool! That's why I said that it was kind of strange that the voice I heard the other day was a girl's voice. I always feel like I'm around males. XP
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Posted: Sat Sep 08, 2007 9:33 am
Aha! Do you think that your guides might also be male?
Sorry for the slowness about getting those exercises up; I'm having a little trouble finding the will to get off of the couch ^^;
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Posted: Sat Sep 08, 2007 9:38 am
Dream Entry #3
*sigh* And yet another older dream... Seems that's all I've been posting, huh? Not that you guys read them anyways... lol But I swear I'm working my way up to now! D: Okay, here goes:
I wrote this in November, but it was already almost a month old when I'd had the dream...
November 12, 2006
I don't remember what month it was now, but it was another death dream... I seems like all I dream are death dreams. Looking at all these Shinigami dreams I have, I have to wonder about myself... about my destiny...
--- I was a child again... I had the same frame of mind as I do now, but my bosy was that of a 6 or 7 year old. We were living in something like those town houses you see in LA, but in the middle of pretty much no-where.
The dream's color was in reds and golds.
And out in the front yard was this huge Christmas tree.
I had five red ornaments, each with a skull on it. And everyday I would put one of the death's head ornaments on the tree and then run back into my house calling my mother.
I guess I found her every time up until I had three ornaments left. (Though I never actually saw her...) And then I couldn't find her. I called and called but I couldn't find her. And then I woke up. ---
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