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I wrote this a LONG time ago when a guy I was with put a huge guilt trip on me. But I loved how it turned out.


I'm Sorry

I'm sorry for the hurt I've caused,
I'm sorry for the pain.

I'm sorry for the lies I've told,
I'm sorry for shame.

I'm sorry for all the things I've said
and all the things I've done.

But trust me when I say these words,
There is so much I wish that I could have done.


I'm sorry that you still love me,
I'm sorry that you still hurt.

I'm sorry I cant trust you now,
I'm sorry that I cannot shoulder your pain and all of this hurt.


I apologize that you have problems
even if they are not my fault.

I am sorry that you are incapable of moving on.
Because I know that is truly what you want.


I'm sorry that you think me cruel,
I'm sorry that you see me wicked.

Maybe I am a sadist and maybe I am tainted.
But please accept my apology when I say that at least I know where my heart is located.


I'm sorry that you feel that I'm not worthy of the person I do love,
when I wish for romantic happiness for you.

I hate that you find everything that there is something lacking
in everything that I say or do.

I apologize for everything,
Its all my bloody fault.

Now that I've admitted every last one of my unreasonable faults,
Maybe you should look at yourself and realize
That with this whole thing,

I never once said that anything was ever your fault.


So now my lines are closing, I'm drawing to the end.
And I'm sure you sill wonder why I cannot be your ever loving friend?

Lets just say "Its not you its me," and go on our merry way.
Because there is just no satisfying some people.


And its all my fault anyway.