Goodbye My Love
All you did was hurt me, I don't need you. I never wanted you.
How could I be so stupid? You could never love me, there was
always someone else you loved more. It didn't matter how many
times they hurt you, all you cared about was being with them.
Even if it was a lie. You didn't care that all I ever did was love
you and care for you. Always being that shoulder to cry on when
you needed it. But what about me? Where is my shoulder to cry on?
Where is the love I have always wanted...? Please tell me. All I've
done is love you, I've never hurt you. But none of this seems to
matter to you, I never meant anything to you. You never cared,
and I hate to say it but you never will...All those late night talks,
you always telling me you loved me. It was all lies, lies. Just lie
after lie. You didn't want to hurt my feelings by telling me that
you didn't love me back. But you did hurt me. Everytime you
told me you loved me....everytime it was a lie. All you loved was
the comfort I gave you. The comfort that I never ceased to give.
You took it all for granted. And never gave anything back to me.
But I didn't care, all I cared about was being with you and you
loving me. How could I be so damn stupid? All you ever did
was use me...Saying you loved me but never really meaning it...
Well I'm tired of it. No longer will I stand and wait in the shadows,
No longer will I be there for you. No longer will I wait for him to
hurt you just so I can get that five minute conversation with you.
No longer will I stand by and watch him hurt you and want to be
there for you. I'm tired of waiting...I'm tired of pretending...I'm
tired of wishing to be with you. Just wanting to see you once
more...I'm done. And it pains me to say this, it really does...
but I have to say Goodbye My Love...I hope you finally find
your knight in shining armour...I wish you to be happy forevermore.
Farewell..
