|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
 Posted: Sat Oct 13, 2007 7:36 am
The Story of My Life... Is a good song by Social Distortion.
I Hate Myself and I Want to Die... Is a good song by Nirvana.
Very Annoying... Is how you find me making random misleading titles. confused
- Edited as of Feb - 02 - 2008
|
 |
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Sat Oct 13, 2007 7:37 am
Psychic phenominomnonomonmonomononahQ
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Sat Oct 13, 2007 7:48 am
Dreams:
I don't dream often, but if I have any interesting ones I guess I'll post it...
Most influential dream I've ever had:
I know like a year and a half ago my friend pissed me off to all hell and said she was going to sell her body as a sex slave for no reason other than depression. So I was like "wtftacos?!?!" and I couldn't convince her not to. I already liked her as a friend, and felt mostly positive ties with her, but that night I went to sleep with a hint of resentment in my feelings toward her.
I dreamt that we were married, it was paradise, we lived in a big house, we had horses, a big land. Everything was perfect. EVERTHING. I woke up and had a feeling on the inside of me. I felt guilty as hell because I already had a girlfriend at the time...
So within three days I finally convinced myself to not get depressed over all the guild I had, and admit to my friend the dream. So I finally did. So, she admitted she loved me and secretly did since two months after meeting me. So I was confused as shizzle...
My then-girlfriend was a bit controlling, had nothing in common with me, was uber-christian, and... I had many other reasons to break up with her. So I did... So... so... so... Then went by like six months of happiness and lies with Brittney Nichole Bushta... Until my therapists finally convinced me she was making me very depressed with her constant "If you leave me I'll kill myself" discussions... stare happy times sweatdrop
The indirect result of that dream is; I learned Hatred is a mix of all emotions when resentment reins top. Love is a mix of emotion when affinity, admiration, or another positive emotion reins top.
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Sat Oct 13, 2007 7:49 am
Revalations or philosophies: I'm just going to put all my beleifs here, no background story or anything. If I quote something and it doesn't have an origin or source, I came up with it. Quote: "Reason is behind drive, which is behind power, and power is in front of your will, and your will is behind logic, and reason is in front of (being driven by) logic. " Quote: Give not that which is holy unto the dogs, neither cast ye your pearls before swine, lest they trample them, turn and rend you - Matthew 7:6 (THE ONLY THING IN THE BIBLE I BELIEVE IN) Emotions are the only thing that let us know reality exists. Reality is objective, but our perception of it is subjective. There is no "true" difference between good and evil. Self interest is the primary driving force of humanity. Angels are f****ing awesome. Wolves are f****ing awesome. Quote: "Only an educated mind can entertain a thought without fully accepting it" - Socrates And the wizard's rules by Terry Goodkind:
Wizard's First Rule:
"People will believe anything they want to believe, or fear to believe."
Wizard's Second Rule:
"The greatest harm can result from the best intentions."
Wizard's Third Rule:
"Passion rules reason, for better or for worse."
Wizard's Fourth Rule:
"There is magic in sincere forgiveness, the magic to heal. In forgiveness you grant, but more so, in forgiveness you receive."
Wizard's Fifth Rule:
"Mind what people do, not only what they say, for deeds will betray a lie."
Wizard's Sixth Rule:
"The only sovereign you can allow to rule you is reason."
Wizard's Seventh Rule:
"Life is the future, not the past."
Wizard's Eighth Rule:
"Deserve victory." (Translated from Talga Vassternich in High D'Haran)
Wizard's Ninth Rule:
"A contradiction cannot exist in reality. Not in part, nor in whole ."
Wizard's Tenth Rule:
"Willfully turning aside from the truth is treason to one's self."
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Sat Oct 13, 2007 7:51 am
Personal thoughts/feelings and theories.
I think the Torah intentionally mis-put the letters YHVH so as to not interfere with the creation of the SNES. Super Nintendo is the true god, but dare not ye say it mortals, or ye shall be refused time to play. surprised
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Sat Oct 13, 2007 8:02 am
Oh yay! I'm not the new kid on the block anymore! XD
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Sat Oct 13, 2007 8:40 am
Jameth Oh yay! I'm not the new kid on the block anymore! XD oh yeah cool Time for a high five. 3nodding
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Sat Oct 13, 2007 8:47 am
lol So why did you join the guild?
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Sat Oct 13, 2007 8:50 am
Jameth lol So why did you join the guild? Started talkin' to Kizzy because... I forget why exactly I started AIMing her, I think it was her wanting to learn energy manip. Then she started talking about "her" guild, an I was like "ftw!? youz gotz a guildz surprised , link meh" So I joined. Kizzy's koo' mrgreen
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Sat Oct 13, 2007 2:19 pm
lol You can manipulate energy?
Yeah, Kizzeh is teh coolest. XD
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Sat Oct 13, 2007 2:53 pm
Jameth lol You can manipulate energy? Yeah, Kizzeh is teh coolest. XD First I ask you; can you move your arm? Can you move any part of your body? Can you think? See the letter keys infront of you? Can you press them down in a series pattern to lay out a series of words? Well, obviously; yes, you can. By technicality that is manipulation of physical energy and matter. Non-physical energy is all the more easier. Go to www.mprilc.frih.net it has all my lessons. Don't worry if anything confuses you. It took me over four months to udnerstand the quotes I wrote. mrgreen
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Sat Oct 13, 2007 3:27 pm
Coolies! Thanks. The music on there is pretty cool, btw.
Oh, and check out my journal please. I'd like to see what you think about some of the stuff in there.
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Sat Oct 13, 2007 5:01 pm
Jameth Coolies! Thanks. The music on there is pretty cool, btw. Oh, and check out my journal please. I'd like to see what you think about some of the stuff in there. Thank you very much, I wrote that music 3nodding It's interesting, but there's only two things sweatdrop From what I read it sounds similar to the song "Broken English" by Rise Against in a way.
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Sun Oct 14, 2007 11:39 am
Wow! That's pretty awesome.
And... What is that? I've never heard of it.
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Sun Oct 14, 2007 3:47 pm
Jameth Wow! That's pretty awesome. And... What is that? I've never heard of it. I live for music, literally. The journal entry was kind of similar to a mix between Broken English and Survive, both by Rise Against. Survive is my life. The lyrics to broken english are; Quote: Our building have fallen, our walls all caved in, and we cant comprehend this sad state that we're in so we sift through the ashes of what we've become and surrender here one by one, so push us down And we get right back up again, the things youre telling me aren't making any sense, (right back up again,) Im sick of wishing for someone else to come Let the blind lead the blind, 'cause its eye for an eye in your so called life, are you out there? are you listening? is there something we're still missing? Let the blind lead the blind, cause its eye for an eye, we all fall down And we get right back up again, the things you're telling me aren't making any sense, (right back up again,) Im sick of wishing for someone else to come We're spinning out of control We're trying to find somewhere to land And I dont want you to know The things that keep me down 'Cause we get right back up again the things you're telling me aren't making any sense, (right back up again,) Im sick of wishing for someone else to come
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Reply
