It is time for my story to be told. And indeed it is being told, to me. My dear friend, Mendele is acting as the messenger and telling me my beginnings from my father. No, I will not start from my past lives. I will start from when I was little - when I was two.

For when I was two I almost died. I lived out in the country and had two dogs. My parents were away so there was a babysitter. The back door was open and I crawled out. One of the dogs, Shondo, attacked me. He was tearing me apart - litterally - when the babysitter finally realized what was going on. She came out and sprayed windex in the dog's eyes. When the dog refused to drop me from it's clutching jaws, my other dog, Sadi, attacked. She made Shondo let go of me. She saved my life. So the babysitter took me to her mother's. Then I proceeded to go to the hospital. After immeditate surgery, the doctors said it was a miracle that I even survived. I stayed in intensive care for a week. All I remember is some doctor's all around me and a big bright light shining.

This experience told me later in life that there was something watching over me. Now I do not know if it was my spirit guardian or my goddess, Aphrodite.

I was always the odd one out, the ugly duckling. No one wanted to be my friend; almost everyone made fun of me. I always read and read and read even when I was walking. My reading level had far surpassed those aound me; I was reading Shakespeare at third grade.

With my lack of a social life it was fortune that I found Amber in middle school. By that time I had been interested in the magic(k)al world around me and sought it out. Amber had the ability to read minds. Or at least that is what she told me. I believed her then and I believe her now. She was also a witch. She was my friend; I wish I had stayed friends with her now.

From then on I began to research all I could about magic. I searched and searched online and in the local library. Unfortuantly, I never found much that satisfied my thirst.

Then I came across Gaiaonline. I signed up and found all these guilds about what I wanted to know. When I started posting about having phantom fangs ( which still occur to this day) a person by the name of Sengem aproached me saying he believed I was an elf. I went along with it - He and I had many adventures. The full account is long enough to be a story in of itself.

When I relized nothing he said was true another one found me. His name at the time I forget, but he is known by many things. Mendele, Gutairhero, Killerpingu are some of them. He and I got to talking and we figured out a lot about me.

I am a child of Aphrodite. She is my goddess and my mother. I am also an elf. In fact, my heritage lies in royalty. My elfen mother was a queen and my elfen father was a king. During that life I eventually died in a fire when I was in my teens. I was talking with my friend, a stag, in the forest. We were walking along when suddenly she was stabbed and the forest became a vast inferno. I was trapped and died. To this day I hate fire - I in fact despise it. I am also terrified of bonfires.

Another life, that I figured out from a past life tarot reading by Psychelapis, informed me that I was killed by the bomb on Nagasaki in WW2. I had a twin brother at the time that I loved very dearly. We were best friends.

Another life I think I killed myself by pulling the trigger on a gun. It was not an accident. Now I have a strange fascination with suicide and death. Also, I hate guns with a passion.

And in another life, another elfen life, I murderd tons. I bathed in their blood and laughed. I still love blood to this day and love the thought of killing.

In this life I have some "powers" that I appreciate. I can communicate with Mother Earth and Her creatures. I can also sometimes commune with Aphrodite. I can sense spirits and other entities that are around me. I can also pick up on energy. All my senses are heightend which can get pretty annoying.

That's pretty much it. Questions and comments are loved. <3