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 Posted: Mon Oct 29, 2007 10:17 am
I got pregnant over the summer and I lost it due to extensive drug and alcohol use. I tol my fiancee of over two years about it last night and she was like "I don't know what to do with you and you know what, don't ever call me again." And now I'm on the phone w/ my frioend and my friend is texting my ex, and my ex is being a total b***h.
I'm being put into rehab or a psycho ward. Afte the shock of finidng out that I had untentionaly killed my oen baby I went into shcok and I had to be put under heavy sedation. I just wanted my fiancee and now I don't know what to do.
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Posted: Wed Oct 31, 2007 10:24 pm
I really wish I had some encouraging words to put here, but I don't.
I just wanted to let you know that we care about you here, and if there's any way ANY of us can help you through this, please let us know. Especially me.
:V
-showers with radiant love beams-
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Posted: Wed Nov 28, 2007 9:27 am
Thanks. I'm happy knowing that people are here for me.
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Posted: Fri Nov 30, 2007 8:47 am
I am sad for your losses, and I hope that your tragedy will at least give you a silver lining by giving you the strength to get clear of the drugs and alcohol. It really is a great life out here without them, and you have so much to look forward to.
Just take care of healing yourself right now, you'll find your way and the day will come. Night never lasts forever, it just seems like it sometimes.
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Posted: Wed Dec 05, 2007 8:25 am
I know how to you feel to an extent. I've never been into drugs or lost a baby, but I lost a lot of people due to my stay in a mental hospital after I tried to kill myself, back when I was 16 or so. When people saw my scars they would ask questions and quickly back out of my life. After a time I decided that anyone who had a problem with my past they were not worth my time or effort. It might be a cold thing to say, but it is better to loss someone before they become too close to hurt then to let them in and have them leave when they learn of the past.
My wife and soulmate made a good suggestion. Try being honest online with people from the start and find supportive friends, like us. My wife and I met online after she read the novel I wrote about my days in the mental hospital so knew all about my past before getting involved with me. I started writing about my past to help myself cope with the madness and so others would understand me better before they tried to be my friend. Maybe you should take a break from dating and just look for a supportive community to help you through the times. I know we would not back away from anyone just because they had a dark past. Everyone has some sort of skeleton in the closet, some just happen to have a full graveyard...
Anyways, Sorry I can't give you better advise about your fiancee other then cutting the strings. Some people have deep rooted opinions about matters like this then others and it is hard to change their opinions.
Well, We are here if you need us.
jaa ne
Kat
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