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 Posted: Thu Nov 01, 2007 10:38 am
I have started to cut on my left wrist again. For awhile I had been cutting on my upper thighs, on the inside where basically anyone but my boyfriend couldn't see them. But then I thought about how at the moment I don't have a job and it's starting to get cold out, so I can get away with wearing long sleeves, which would successfully hide my cuts. The only problem with this is that when I cut on my wrist, I tend to do it way deeper and way more. I have no idea. But besides that, it's a big deal for me to go back to cutting on my wrist after not cutting on my wrist for almost a year. I can't explain why. I don't actually care either. Actually I really don't care about too much anymore. My whole being feels numb. I hardly feel pain, I don't feel the cold, I don't feel any type of emotion. Nothing. My boyfriend said he wanted to break up with me the other night, and I couldn't even really cry. I was more upset about losing sleep than what he was saying. Which is so unlike me. I'm usually extremely sensitive and cry at the slightest thing (ok, maybe i'm just really emotional). I pretty much don't know what's going on inside me anymore.
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Posted: Sat Dec 29, 2007 10:08 pm
Hi there,
You posted this a while ago...may I ask how things are going now?
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Posted: Tue Jan 01, 2008 5:00 pm
i have stopped cutting for the moment...maybe cause im just too down to do anything. thanx smile
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Posted: Fri Jan 11, 2008 7:32 pm
I'm glad you're not cutting for now...I hope you start to feel better soon!
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