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 Posted: Mon Nov 05, 2007 6:32 pm
Okay. So, I'm confused as to what my sexuality is. Sure, I find a couple boys attractive, but I feel more attracted to girls. It's confusing.
Like in sixth grade I really started noticing that I was looking at girls' breats and all that, and not because I'm jealous (even though I am of some), but because I just can't help but look there.
Plus, another thing is that, when I'm in the mood ('cause I'm a teenager ((16)) and I have raging hormones) I always picture a girl with me, never a guy. and if I do picture a guy, that whole 'in the mood' thing starts to go away. But with a girl, I end up masturbating and all that.
And, just to make it even more confusing, I've only ever kissed girls (my first kiss was with a girl), and I've been groped by one and licked by a couple...not that I'm complaining or anything, 'cause I'm not, but still...
And I really do love Sokina. I even told her she can live with me when she comes back to the states.
And I've never dated or anything, 'cause no one's ever liked me (that I know of), but I can just picture myself kissing a girl and holding her and all that (mainly Siko). I can do that with guys, too, so...I dunno...where I was going with that..
Boys just don't do much justice for me, but I do still really like a couple, but I also really like girls, too. I'm so confused.
Can someone help me? @.@
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Posted: Mon Nov 05, 2007 9:57 pm
Well, to put it very bluntly and briefly, it sounds to me that you're a lesbian! You basically sound like me
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Posted: Mon Nov 12, 2007 3:45 pm
Oh my. x.x
Well, another thing, too, is that I want to experience sex and relationships with guys as well as girls. (Real life, obviously.) Maybe I am more of a lesbian than a bi...I dunno. I'm still so confused.
And I've been hurt more in the past by guys than any girls. ....I guess I'll just try girl dating for now...online, seeing as I'm too afraid in real life. ^^; At the moment, anyway. >>;;;
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Posted: Tue Nov 13, 2007 6:54 pm
My heart stops beating only for you, baby...
I think you need to stop trying so hard to label yourself. Though this will sound probably hypocritical coming from an uber-lesbian like me, sexuality's a very fluid thing. As long as you do know what makes you comfortable, happy, etc., and what doesn't, don't worry so much about whether that makes you bisexual, lesbian, or anything else.
Just sit back and relax. Let everything come to you naturally.For your loving...
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Posted: Wed Nov 14, 2007 8:42 am
I agree with Messenger. Although I'm as dyke as they can get not everyone is set in stone and yes I did date a few boys to find that I did not like it one bit before declaring that I'm truly a dyke 100%, a boi dyke to be exact and I did not figure out that I was a boi dyke until I was 28 to tell you how long it took to figure that one out. I've been kissing girls since I was 9 and it took that long to soul search who I truly was and the like.
Take your time.
jaa ne
Kat
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Posted: Fri Nov 16, 2007 6:19 pm
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Posted: Sun Nov 18, 2007 10:28 am
My heart stops beating only for you, baby...
You're very welcome. 3nodding heart For your loving...
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