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..............? I dont get it......

i have found by reading jthm and whb, my life is a total insignificant waste.

im not taking it serously.
its just that way that he says all this makes me feel.... depressed.
he based it off what happens in the world.
meaning, there are people like that, the world is just a bunch of ignorent jackasses, and are too stupid to know any better than knowing their own social status, and trying to maintain it no matter if it degrads someone else.
and i say this about my self.
im an ingorant stubborn jackass, who knows only how to feed off the emotions of other filth.

we still have our stupid animalistic brain. we are not so far evolved that we cannot see how pityful we are? theres soemthing watching all of us, like a tv show, and hes laughing his a** off.

im not saying suicide is good, but its not bad. it helps that that particular knowing being out of its horrible missery.

the people who commite suicide, know that everyone is just a gosspy little s**t. who cares only about itself.
the ones who have suicidle thoughts, have them because the found that life is nothing short of s**t. not because thjey have some mental disability.
"he has suicidle thoughts, lets stuff pills in him and see how long it takes for his heart, lungs, and liver to give out." thats what the pills do!! they dont help, they kill you!

this portion of depression has been brought to you by [+teh bunneh+]

Do you even hear youself when you talk? Number one, leeching off other's emotions is not the way to go. Can you not stand on your own two feet and go through your day without being dragged by one of your friends?

Second, the world is NOT just a bunch of ignorant jackasses. I'm not claiming it's full of sunshine and rainbows either, but it's not the dark, dank, mean world that Mr. Jhonen, sir, portrays it to be. If you didn't hear me earlier, he was venting. That means that he remembered all the bad things that happened that day and put that horrible amount of anger into his comic book. It's just one part of what happened that day. Everything else could have gone great that day, and then someone bumped into him and made him drop something, I don't know.

Third, what psycho dimension do you live in?! We are not constantly being watched by someone on their TV set 24/7. Unless we were the people who actually agreed to be on some ridiculous reality show.

Fourth, commiting suicide is not a good idea. Period. Try fixing the problem before you deem yourself unworthy to live. And not all pills are bad! Some pills, like my allergy medication, keep me from sneezing.

Lastly, I'm sorry for yelling at you earlier. I'm just trying to make you understand that you should not base your view of the world off a comic book such as JTHM. Try and find your own view of the world.

The only part of JTHM that I take seriously is in the first issue when he says "Any pile of stunted growth unaware that entertainment is just that and nothing more, deserves to doom themselves to some dank cell, somewhere, for having been so stupid!! Movies, BOOKS, tv, music-They're all just entertainment, not guidebooks for damning yourself!" That line is practically screaming "Hey idiot, DON'T TAKE THIS BOOK SERIOUSLY!" But the majority of people don't listen to that and end up killing themselves after reading Wobbly Headed Bob and realizing that "life isn't worth living"

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Okay... I'm going to try this again.

Those people you just described to me? Only thinking with the brains in their pants and selfish beyond all reason? Those are people called "Preps" or "Popular kids" at my school. They wear clothes that are too revealing and too small, and think of nothing other than pleasuring themselves in different ways. Whether it be which boyfriend/girlfriend they want to go out with that weekend or if they should check their 80,000 lbs. of make-up on a "trip to the nurse," that's all they'll think about. They are to be ignored. And, hopefully, they'll will grow up, grow out of it and turn into mature, working adults.

Second, I have the same problem. It's called "thinking too much." What you gotta do is just think about some of the things that make you happy. Maybe it's playing soccor with your friends or a day at the beach with a fresh lemonade at your side, think about something that brings you away from the things that make you sad or angry. Try eating something you love for one of your meals or snacks for the day (Chocolate makes the world go 'round biggrin ) or maybe invite some good friends over to your house sometime during the week and just enjoy yourselves. You said you like being in the woods? Try going into a part of the woods you haven't been into before. You're not just seeing firewood, your brain is just saying, "Seen that. Seen that. Seen THAT." It's bored. Give it something new to look at!

It's not a bad thing to be able to see through someone into the turmoil they hold in! It's a gift. You can see it, and you can try and help them work through it. It just means your very in tune with the inner emotions of others around you, whether they show it or not. Also, it's not a bad thing that you feel emotion. Emotion makes a rollar coaster fun to ride, a scary movie frightening, and a good joke laughable! If you don't want to feel a certain feeling, make an effort to feel the feelings you want to feel. Playing a game you like or talking to a friend you can really confide in can really help you hit those target feelings. All people are linked to you in a way even if they just say hi to you as you pass by you in the hall. It's not your fault that the people around you are sad or angry, unless you did something directly to them to make them feel that way.

A dark, dank little box? I think that might be bad for your back. sweatdrop What you might want to try instead of a straight jacket is find a spot in your house (Or the library. The library works wonders biggrin ) that you can call "your spot." My spot, for example, is the guest room that we hardly ever put guests in. It's got a nice little desk where I can write and draw all I want. An extra bonus would be if you can get a lock or a sign that says your in your spot and you want to be by yourself. While being with friends can make you happy, being alone with your own imagination and some music can help too. I know your imagination may be telling you of all these bad things, but how about trying to power those dark thoughts into something creative? Try dreaming up a story propelled by the power of your thoughts. Or a poem maybe. These dark thoughts keep bugging you because you can't seem to let them out. Power into something creative and maybe they'll leave you alone.

I know that was a little long winded, but what I'm trying to say is maybe you should try and fix the problem before you deem killing yourself to be the best answer. You are not unfit to live! If that were true, you would have gone up to Heaven a long time ago. Don't worry, if you can be this stubborn with me, the ultimate stubborn person, I'm sure you can put that intention to prove yourself right into into kicking some psychological a**.