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I don't remember exactly how old I was, but I had stumbled across several web pages including Drink Deeply and Dream



I've been feeding since I was 14, although most of the time (and all of the time back then) it was completely unintentional. The people around me in my classes would fall asleep, even the most studious people, there wouldn't be much conversation during lunch or on the bus because everyone became completely lethargic, as if they had no energy (gee... funny how that works), although sometimes I had passed by them in the halls only a few minutes before and they were talking animatedly to their other friends. That's how old I was when the people who I was close to started to abandon me. I still feed like that, and 99% of the time it's unintentional. Sometimes As and I are sitting around talking and he'll just fall asleep in the middle of the afternoon.



When I'm not around people I tend to get extremely sick. The 'symptoms' include, but are not limited to massive migraines (which have been diagnosed as such by a doctor, no self diagnosis for me), nausea, vomiting, fever, and hunger that is only made worse by the consumption of food. My doctors haven't been able to explain any of it and it's confused them a lot (along with the fact that it takes them 10+ tries to get my blood pressure and or find my pulse every time I go in). I start to feel better as soon as I'm around a group of people who aren't ill, in under an hour everything will be gone exept usualy for the migraine which takes a while to go away.



Vampire is just a title, I could call myself asparagus and it wouldn't make any difference. I just lack the energy I need to stay healthy and I can't seem to get it through food or vitamins. I eat healthy and exercise regularly (I go to the gym 3 times a week jujitsu), but it doesn't do jack s**t to keep my body healthy.



I tend to dress in black and dull/dark/pale colors because anything else tends to hurt my eyes. I can't wear colors like orange, yellow, and most reds because they give me a bad headache. Other than that I dress like a "normal" person, in t-shirts (Gots to love my Gaia shirt ^_^; ) and jeans. I do have a thing for leather boots though...



I'll listen to pretty much anything that isn't country or rap (Korean rap being the only exeption). I listen to a lot of trance and techno, video game music too. I enjoy classical and metal and "old" rock. I believe if you looked in my CD case right now you'd find Bare Naked Ladies, The Pogues, Cradle of Filth, Guns N Roses, Do as Infinity, several movie soundtracks, and loads of burned CDs of DDR and Final Fantasy music.



Not really. I believe that all the "gods" from every religion exist, but they didn't do any creating or anything, they're just more evolved life forms than anything else. I don't pray, I don't cast circles, I don't buy holy books with the intention of burning them because I don't believe in the god they represent. I'm an herbalist, I create herbal mixtures to help my family and friends with sleep, luck, etc. Occasionally I will request a god for their help, but not through praying, I'll ask them like you'd ask your best friend for a favor "Hey Joe, if you're going to the store could you pick me up a gallon of milk? I'll pay you back" (not saying your best friend is Joe), something like that.



It depends on the friend really. Of course As knows, but we're engaged so thats understandable. I tend to not tell people who aren't vampires though cause I had an... incident... That was peachy -_-. Oh well. Getting back to the point. The people extremely close to me know about what I am.



A fair few. *counts off on her fingers* Lets see here... Four spring to my mind immediately, but I know there are others. I've lost contact with most of them due to moving and stuff like that.



I don't collect weapons, but I horde anime pictures on my computer. As collects swords and I'm holding them for him until he gets out of his dorm (they really don't like swords hanging on the walls of a dorm room). My dad collects guns, but hey, my dad isn't me.



No, violence makes me ill most of the time. When I was in 10th grade I got into a fight with a girl at my school (she dumped her lunch tray on my head) and afterwards I felt horrible because I had hurt someone (I bit her). If you hit me I'll hit you back, but I don't go out of my way to cause trouble or fights because they make me feel like crap.



My brother is a vampire and he is 10 years older than me. As is a vampire, and so is his mother and his younger brother.



I won't go out of my way too, but if it's there I'll read/watch it. I've read Anne Rice's books, but I didn't care for them all that much. I tend to read science fiction and humorous/satirical books.

1. I've always been subtly aware of what I needed and how to get it since I was about 6, but I didn't know that it was vampyrism until around last year.

2. I've been an unintentional psi feeder since I was about 6 or so. It was just automatic. I was aware of it happening, though. I didn't start to learn to control it until last year.

3. I get really lethargic and sleepy, and I get sick easily.

4. I just feel it. It's hard to explain, but it's just this subtle awareness of what I need, and how I need to get it.

5. Not to reflect my vampyrism, but I do dress... gods I hate this term... "goth" I guess. xp I wear it because I want to, not to reflect a style or fit in to a stereotype. sweatdrop

6. Erm, I like Nine Inck Nails, Nirvana, and Korn, mostly. I'm also a drama geek, though, so I'll either be listening to metal or show tunes. sweatdrop

7. I'm athiest. I don't believe in gods or perfect beings, but I do believe in souls, spirits, auras, etc.

8. Yes.

9. Only one of my friends IRL knows.

10. No.

11. Not really.

12. Nope.

13. Yes.

1. When did you first realise you were a vampire, whatever form you are? I.e What age? I was probably fully aware of what I was at 10. I had always "fed"(I hate the word) but I never knew what I was doing until I asked my mom and then looked it up.

2. When did you first feed, psi, blood, or otherwise? I always have. I really dont remember my "first time" because I've always been.

3. What happens to you if you do not feed? (It may effect other people differently) I get dizzy, lethargic, apathathetic, sharp hunger pains and I sleep for days. I also get nasty headaches. It rarley happens, though, because half the time I feed unconciously.

4. How can you be so sure you are a vampire? Like Satsukiame said, it's really just a title.

5. Do you dress a certain way to reflect what you are? Pfft. No. I dress how I like, and it's usually comfortable clothes I can move around it.

6. Could you please give me some examples of the bands you listen to? (I am aware these last two questions do not reflect vampirism, but it is still part of my research) Uhm, Train, Coldplay, Queen, The Who, Sting, Jack off Jill, Blink 182(the old stuff, not this new crap), Sugar Cult, movie soundtracks, broadway show music like The Phantom of the Opera, Cats, Evita, Chicago, and classical music because I'm a band geek.

7. Do you believe in any form of religion? Uh.. I'm agnostic. I can't prove or disprove anything.

8. Do you talk about what you are with friends off the internet? Select few. I have.. I dont know how to say it, sort of skeptical strict friends. These are the friends I can trust with anything but my sexuality, religion and this. About three people IRL know.

9. Do you have other vampire friends off the internet? I do, actually. Two. One doesn't know what I am, but she'll find out in time.

10. Do you collect weapons? This includes guns, blades, clubs etc. Not really. Occasionally when I go to a Scottish Games kind of thing, I'll buy old celtic style weapons, or just weapons that look like they'll do some serious damage. I recently bought a double balled flail.

11. Are you, would you say, a naturally violent person? Nah. I have a raging temper-- yes, i'm violent. I try to curb it, though.

12. Are any other of your family members vampires? No. I think my sister might be an otherkin type, but i'm not sure. I dont understand that exactly. My mother is very perceptive, though. I think she can feel them.

13. Finally, do you read a lot of vampire related literature and watch vampire related films? Not really. I read Anne Rice's Vampire Chronicles because I loved the Mayfair Witches books, and a few of her other books like Belinda. I just love her style, and i'm a sucker for sap and fluff sex.

1. When did you first realise you were a vampire, whatever form you are?

It took a long time for me to realize what I was. I'd been kinda frail in my childhood, I burned easily and got sunstroke more than once, and it seems that I've always preferred playing outside at night and was drawn to stories of the occult, particularly vampires. But I didn't really know anything until I fed for the first time.

2. When did you first feed, psi, blood, or otherwise?

It was an accident, actually. I was hanging out with some friends, one of whom happens to be a dhampir (son of a sanguine vampire), and I was feeling particualrly tired. I did this astral projection thing, and I "bit" him. Next thing I knew, he was glaring at me and saying "you bit me!" My other friends were all "WTF?" because they'd seen me sleeping a good 5 feet away from him the whole time.

3. What happens to you if you do not feed? (It may effect other people differently)

Sun sensitivity, tiredness, headaches, constant cravings for anything red (I REALLY don't know why this is-I'm a psi-vamp), weird dreams, falling asleep a lot.

4. How can you be so sure you are a vampire?

Years of being sick if I don't feed, lots of research, a number of spiritually sensitive people that could tell what I was.

5. Do you dress a certain way to reflect what you are?

I wear a lot of black, but mostly because its slimming and warm. I also wear red, but again, its just because it looks good on me.

6. Could you please give me some examples of the bands you listen to? (I am aware these last two questions do not reflect vampirism, but it is still part of my research)

Savage Garden, Utada Hikaru, Linkin Park, and Metallica

7. Do you believe in any form of religion?

I am a Christian.

8. Do you talk about what you are with friends off the internet?

Not often. My mentor/guardian is really the only one I talk to about it. Two or three others know about it, but we don't talk about it.

9. Do you have other vampire friends off the internet?

Why do you think I hang out on forums like this one?

10. Do you collect weapons? This includes guns, blades, clubs etc.

I collect decorative knives, and I used to be on the air rifle team in High School.

11. Are you, would you say, a naturally violent person?

No. Although my younger sister would beg to differ.

12. Are any other of your family members vampires?

Not that I know of.

13. Finally, do you read a lot of vampire related literature and watch vampire related films?

Used to read Chris Pike's Last Vampire series, read Silver Kiss, and the Anita Blake: Vampire Hunter series. I don't have much time for that anymore though. College takes up too much time.

as much as it would delight you for me to give you the answers you seek. O must regretfully declien to do so. As I dont see the point as you have so openly said youwould be quick to doubt the answers given therein. So I see no reason to give you the joy to put dow the answers I give. But I will say this. I know what I am and I am porud of it, that is all youever need know of me...

It all depends on when she awoke and how long did it take too fully awake and such. And just because you don’t remember when you awoke doesn’t mean you can be sure of what you are. Its like being reborn in a way you don’t remember the details that day etc. (some might but that would be odd.) but does it mean its not true? (I might have proved my point or I might not have I really am to weak from lack of feeding to care.)