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 Posted: Thu Dec 27, 2007 8:58 am
I've always had depression and anxiety problems, so my doctor put me on Zoloft in April. It was working pretty well until about October, when I fell really behind in school because I just stopped caring about things. I still passed the classes, so I'm still not worried about it, but I've also started abusing myself again and I've become so paranoid that I can't sleep at night. I've had to learn how to calm myself down, but nothing's working anymore. I usually meditate, read or listen to music, but as soon as I stop, it all comes back. I know I'm needed here, deep down, but I just can't go on like this; and I won't be able to go back to a doctor or counselor because I go to the health professionals at school and the school is closed for winter break. sad
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Posted: Sat Dec 29, 2007 9:52 pm
I'm fighting a similar battle...it isn't easy is it? I just keep hoping these thoughts of negativity will pass...they almost always do without self-harm...but I never can tell...so maybe we can support each other until you can get to your Dr's help...just know you're not alone and I understand! Try not to hurt yourself! I'll try not to either *pinky swear*
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Posted: Tue Jan 01, 2008 12:48 am
*hugs, pinky swears, and tries not to cry*
Thank you, you have no idea what it's like for me since my parents almost blatantly ignore all of this. sad They refuse to believe that there could be anything wrong.
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Posted: Tue Jan 01, 2008 4:57 pm
i know what its like to feel totally hopeless and like nothing could ever go right again. right now i feel like...well nothing. my anti-depressants arent working again and neither are my sleeping pills now. as dark as it looks, there will be a light at the end of the tunnel (it'll be me with a flashlight and cookies). after you get through these hard times, you will be so much stronger, and then if you do have more really tough times, cause i know that it just doesnt go away, you will be able to hang on, and know that you can make it!
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Posted: Tue Jan 29, 2008 6:36 pm
A flashlight and cookies would sound good right about now, since my church's leader died Sunday. On top of that, my grandmother's coming up to the hospital here where I live for surgery and the guy I was dating broke up with me and everyone says he's mad at me and I haven't done anything. gonk
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Posted: Sat Feb 02, 2008 1:27 pm
Sorry to hear all the things going wrong right now...it always happens in clumps! I wish only one thing would happen at a time, that would make it easier...it never seems to work that way though. Keep hanging in there though...you'll surprise yourself at how strong you can be! *here's a big bag of hugs - use as needed*
All this talk of cookies makes me want to bake now...maybe my kids would like to help me...if not I KNOW they'll help me eat them LOL!
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Posted: Sun Feb 03, 2008 6:07 pm
Yeah the eggs hit the fan all at the same time, it seems. Baking sounds nice to me right now too.
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Posted: Thu Mar 06, 2008 3:36 pm
I know you you feel. The only thing is I refuse to see a doctor, and I don't think my parents actually know what goes through my head. My mom thinks I'm just retarded, she's actually said this to me, and I just avoid her. I have a weird fear of disapointing people, so I just try to keep away from everyone. I hate being so alone, but for right now it's just the best thing.
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