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GoNnA bReAk:

How much more can i take
The rose peteals already strewn
Across my cold dead heart
Beating and breaking still in steady rythem
With each day that passes
Pulling me down twords the shore

What do you think I'm made of
Not to faulter or crack
Under this presistant heart ache
Watching the world shrink and disapear
Before my tear stained eyes

Who said I was strong
I don't believe those words came from my mouth
Frozen in a happy girnn
As i pull to my side every able boy
Ready to become a man
Just in the vain attempts to be loved

My LiTtLe MiSs SuNsHiNe LiFe:

I'm not sure I'm right
Or how true the words i speak can be
But Daddy, he didnt love me
I wasn't daddy's little girl
That went to their first born
I was in her shadows unable to be seen
I am in her shadows nothing but a go between

My daddy doesn't love me
The way i feel i ought to be loved
I wanted to be daddy's little girl
To be perfect and get his love
But i'm nothing more then unseen

Mommy and daddy are ending now
I feel its and awful shame
That i must pick one or the other
But my answer must seem strange
Mommy and i never got along
Mommy's often times made me cry
But i choose to be at mommy's side
Becuase she'll always hold me tight

Now what can be said of a mother
Who never was really there
Watching from her own world of depression
As her babbies have struggled and fought to stay up right
Oh she tried oh she tried so hard
Not to loose her little angels

What can be said of a mother
Who never had a mother of her own
Though she had been there watching her the whole time
Wishing she had never been born
Whishing not to know her

How can i blame my mommy
When that is what she knew
How can i blame my mommy
She watched me grow too

She knows thats daddy doesn't love
The way i ought to be loved
She has watched and tried
To get daddy to love me
But never really succedded

Oh mommy and daddy are ending now
They never really speak
Some how i seem to be caught up in it all
In the middle lthe little go between