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 Posted: Tue Jan 22, 2008 9:49 pm
Hellos everyone. I haven't posted in the thread for a long time. I mean I posted about my pills which I have been taking for about a year now and happy with them. My Transgendered feelings have been trampled on for quite some time. If those that have read this are confused I am a Male-to-Female transexual. I am pre-op and I have been taken herbal medication. The whole thing hasn't been easy..even the first steps had been hard.
My family is treating this rather harshly...they aren't giving respect I would like to have since of course I was given a family that was ingorant. Well, along with this I got a special gift...my girlfriend of 1 year and like 7 months moved in. Then the bad news: She has problems with anxiety and has tons of panic attacks. She is on gaia: Angel_Of_Harmony. Anyway, she moved in and now is having trouble with things with that and her mental health. Not crazy or anything just how weak it is and whatnot and how the anxeity is gaining the upper hand.
I care for my girlfriend and I wish I could take the anxiety away. Since she gets frenquent anxiety attacks. But that is rather impossible to do anyways. Well, I have seen changes in my figure: Development is slow though due to the fact these are organic...and not man made. But those tend to bring more risk factors then the organic ones. However even with the Organic I have seen breats or little ones poke out and my Hips and sides are getting more and more curved. My butt is getting curvy as much as it can get for 6 foot 1 inches and like 160-70 pounds. I also have super long hair...however I got sheding problems and my mom's shower was plugged from it lol. Well, not much to post besides that I need my GED still ...I feel so ashamed that I haven't gotten it yet...but frankly it has been due to my love's moving in and the whole matter with my sister that she claimed that my step father sexually offended her.
That whole thing is bullshit of course. Mind my swearing I don't like to do it...though I do often catch myself swearing quite a lot when angry. But yeah she lied to the police and now he moved out due to the fact of the accusion. So now she is currently trying to move back in which could fail at anytime if any of the 'guidelines' are broken. I think it is overrated and so stupid. The social serviaces really got owned this time. Sorry for using gaming terms...comes from my history with games. Well, that is all for my entry ..bye byes ^^;
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Posted: Tue Jan 22, 2008 10:19 pm
Angel needs to do more things that keeps her relaxed, maybe long baths or self controlled breathing i dunno. Im not doc!
I say your family has done better lately though, or just nothing major has exploded about you to them. After all, they are letting your gf move in.
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