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Council of Nine Vice Captain
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Posted: Thu Jan 24, 2008 5:28 pm
Here, I'm posting a conversation I had with an applicant who had an interest in joining Siaion de Mahorela. She PMed me and asked me why she wasn't accepted. You will see why, momentarily. I'm going through the trouble of doing this to show you guys how pitiful some kids are on Gaia, and how hard they try to get their little fake asses known -- by making themselves look like BIGGER asses in front of those who know better. I just lost control. I've never encountered one with the likes of her before, so I dealt with her the best way possible -- by shoving everything she's trying to project, through her ridiculousness, down her throat. Jinx_Jacinta_Xindella Council of Nine Jinx_Jacinta_Xindella Council of Nine Jinx_Jacinta_Xindella Ahhhh, ok. ^^;; I had a feeling about that. I just kinda copy pasted the questions, then, because of the evil character limitation, I couldn't keep the questions so I had to delete them, and I couldn't restate either, so I just kinda went. "Uhh... @__@;;;" Guess I shoulda waited till tomorrow once my medication was still on me. ^^;;; Thanks for lettin me know sir. ^^ ninja *runs off back to gathering information about absolutely nothing* ninja Hm. Apparently, you haven't read our home page's introduction, clearly. We have made it very clear that applicants are not to restate the questions provided in the guild's home page. It is useless to restate the same questions which us moderators are quite aware of in your application. Not only is the redundancy unnerving, but the fact that ALMOST EVERY ******** APPLICANT lacks the brain matter to follow directions makes us moderators frustrated and displeased. Is it too much too ask? I mean, are we reaching for the stars here? I think not. I am sorry, but you are not fit for becoming a member of Siaion de Mahorela for said reasons. Learn how to follow instructions and put forth some common ground when asking to partake in a serious secular community for serious learners, such as this. If you've any complaints, please address them to our Captain: Miz Hellfire. Hail Satan. I've had those problems too, where people don't listen to request rules. I'm dreadfully sorry, I know it's a total pain.... Ahh, someone just shoot me.... -__-;;; Well, it's fine I don't get to be in the guild, I screwed up, therefore, I don't get to be in it. Happens so often, and makes me even more depressed when it happens because I didn't read correctly. -__-;;;; Well then, sorry for making you more annoying and taking up your time sir, if you'll excuse me, I have to go find something to do with my depression. {I doubt you'd want a depressed emo person like me in a goth guild anyway, especially when I'm perky.... >>;} Honestly. If that isn't the saddest, most repugnant thing I've ever read in my life. Do you think that's k00l? Do you feel totally "in" because you're just another depressed and "misunderstood" kid out there who ******** swears they have the worst lives out there, while bitching about it on their mommy and daddy's computer? You're mistaken. You are a pitiful waste to humanity and this world. Incompetent kids who swear they have the worst lives out there don't deserve s**t. Dressing like ******** crows do not make you little twerps "totally dark and mysterious and intriguing". It makes you look stupid and predictable in that it shows that all you're looking for is attention from others because you're too ******** pathetic to get off of your mindless asses and go make some friends, yourself. Kids who have cancer and have only months to live have a right to be depressed. They have a right to cry and loathe their unfortunate fate. Attention-seeking lameasses, such as yourself, don't deserve to draw a single tear. Put yourself in some homeless kid's shoes. Hell, you think "WTF? Weirdo. Gawd ur so mean. I AM misunderstood and everyone hates me. I need medication to keep my sanity.", but you know what? You're just another echo derived from an original sound. Low-lives like you make me sick in the stomach to even look at. You're all wasting your lives trying to impress everyone that comes into contact with you, rather than making your own decisions and living life for yourself, happily. Tsh. Go join the many others here on Gaia who like making themselves look all tough-s**t online, yet in real life they're useless masses of garbage who know nothing of life and its true values. This guild is far beyond your league. That goes for our sister guilds, as well. Don't even bother applying to those. *twich* Hehehe, alright nice person....Hehehe...Jinxy just wanted to know more about the thing people were calling her at school, so Jinxy could have good response to get them back, so she wouldn't have to feel bad....But no worries, Jinxy just guesses this is one of those things she has to figure out on her own...Hehehehe...*twich* Guess Jinxy should have listened to her own special words...She learn when I need to know...Hehehe...I already figured out htough lest one thing....hehehe *twich* Upside down pointed star ish form for darkness, not even that, that rude....*Twich* Jinxy must not be rude....Down pointed star ish for elements.....up pointed stars are fine....*twich* Jinxy's little vison star just a star with wings and a crown...hehehe....*twich* Hehehe....Nice person ish right, lots of people went through so much worse, they ones that people should care about....hehehe...Not little ol' Jinxy...Jinxy just wasted space....*twich* Fates must not like Jinxy now....hehehe......oh welll...hehehe, by the way, Jinxy no ment to tpye goth guild, that ish osoooo rude....That ish insult to both gothes and satanists....hehehe...Jinxy just bad person then....she punish herself later once link ish gone...But no, that not why Jinxy into satanism....it because she is darker then your average person, but, Jinxy chersihed that thought of unquieness to much, nice person ish correct, millions of other kids are more darker....and need help...and find sancuarty in the caring wisps of darkness that fills our mortal world today....*twich* Jinxy knows she is nothing....just a nobody in the halls no one ever cares about, or really pays any attetion to because of the fake smile...hehehe*twich* Jinxy wanted to to satanism because she does not like the Christain ways, nor does she like Buddism, but satanism ish for the real dark people...*twich* Jinxy just guesses she thought she was someone like that....guess not, hehehehe...*twich* Jinxy find something else though to pratice....find tarot deck and study on them.....*twich* yesh....even though she not very good at that....pratice make it better... as better as a human can do,...hehehe*twich* never get as good as Deathborn or other humans though, oh no no....*twich* Oh look at Jinxy ramble on......she shuts up now and leaves nice man alone now...Hehehe *twich* Bye bye nice person! She responded to that oh-so-very-smoothly. Pfft. Quote: Well then, sorry for making you more annoying and taking up your time sir Uh. She made me more annoying?
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Posted: Fri Jan 25, 2008 3:21 pm
I know jinxy well. She is a bit misunderstood and a bit loopy. She makes mistakes...Quite frequently. I told her to apply cause she was asking about my religion if you wanna call it that. Im not pleased that she called it a goth guild and she has already told me about all this. Really she is a sweet girl. The poor thing is highly disturbed though. She has real psychological issues. However she has been really good to me. I feel sometimes im the only thing keeping her from suicide. She will find a purpose eventually Im sure of it. Now she is in a phase and she needs guidance out of it. I usually ain't mean unless it calls for it. Nine, I would have done the same thing in your situation. Had I not known her.
I understand why you did what you did Nine and I am not disputing it. However I decided to give some context to the confused girl. Thanks for listening.
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Council of Nine Vice Captain
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Posted: Fri Jan 25, 2008 9:05 pm
Dazereth Kruzich I know jinxy well. She is a bit misunderstood and a bit loopy. She makes mistakes...Quite frequently. I told her to apply cause she was asking about my religion if you wanna call it that. Im not pleased that she called it a goth guild and she has already told me about all this. Really she is a sweet girl. The poor thing is highly disturbed though. She has real psychological issues. However she has been really good to me. I feel sometimes im the only thing keeping her from suicide. She will find a purpose eventually Im sure of it. Now she is in a phase and she needs guidance out of it. I usually ain't mean unless it calls for it. Nine, I would have done the same thing in your situation. Had I not known her. I understand why you did what you did Nine and I am not disputing it. However I decided to give some context to the confused girl. Thanks for listening. I go with my instincts. I speak my mind, be it in a negative connotation or a positive one. Some things just have to be expressed in order to satisfy one's need to harness closure, but to also make people realize things that no one seems to get -- integrity, respect, moral, et cetera. I'm no one to make a mockery out of her psychological dilemmas. Though, I'm driven by what I feel is best for our guild and its fellow members. Mentally eradicated individuals think not rationally, but with a twisted perceptive outlook of what they believe is realistic or unrealistic. The shear fact that there are just so many like her out there makes me want to throw something against a brick wall! Inhumane as it may sound, people like her are not to be used as an excuse for childishness and immaturity, but as a tool for exemplifying one who lives up to fecal matter's abstract standards.
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Posted: Sat Jan 26, 2008 6:39 am
I understand, respect, and hell partially agree. However, My job is to teach and deal with "Special People" I'd want them to have every opportunity as everyone else. Fact is, They can't. And It saddens me. Sometimes I find myself wishing they could have been born a little smarter...Or a little taller, or a little less messed up. Then they could actually get to know life and enjoy it. This girl, so severely damaged will never know the joys of life that we do.
My sorrow has it's limits, however and I will not let it affect my happiness. But, I try to do whatever I can.
And Council, She is 13.
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Council of Nine Vice Captain
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Posted: Mon Jan 28, 2008 1:55 pm
Dazereth Kruzich I understand, respect, and hell partially agree. However, My job is to teach and deal with "Special People" I'd want them to have every opportunity as everyone else. Fact is, They can't. And It saddens me. Sometimes I find myself wishing they could have been born a little smarter...Or a little taller, or a little less messed up. Then they could actually get to know life and enjoy it. This girl, so severely damaged will never know the joys of life that we do. My sorrow has it's limits, however and I will not let it affect my happiness. But, I try to do whatever I can. And Council, She is 13. Her age is of no matter to me, much less her supposed "condition". One who dwells in utter ignorance and unendowed genius deserves nothing. I've learned to accept the reality that there are millions out there with her unfortunate attributes. But, I will not, by any means necessary, adapt to such a critical state of mental underdevelopment. It's displeasing enough to have to put up with people like her almost every day of my life. Indeed, my compassion with her is null and I have no interest in caring why she is like that. I just used her words as a tool to get a point of mine across -- Social Darwinism = heart .
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Posted: Tue Jan 29, 2008 6:32 pm
domokun vs twisted
domokun
evil
domokun goes burning_eyes
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Council of Nine Vice Captain
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Posted: Wed Jan 30, 2008 12:57 pm
Chaos_Kinslayer domokun vs twisted domokun evil domokun goes burning_eyes Lawl. We're sharing views, not dueling. Though, I am interested in knowing which smiley I represent 3nodding .
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Posted: Wed Jan 30, 2008 6:26 pm
Nine, you are prolly twisted
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Posted: Fri Feb 01, 2008 12:12 am
lol i was reffering to the original post razz and yeah you are twisted
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Posted: Tue Feb 05, 2008 3:48 pm
One of my "friends" is like her. I wish I could say what you did to HIM, but he probably would go kill himself and I do NOT want that on my conscience. I say "friend" because I don't like to hang around people like that, but sometimes he's okay...and I actually found out that he had like Bipolar disorder or something.
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Council of Nine Vice Captain
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Posted: Wed Feb 06, 2008 1:27 pm
aqua_flame_spirit One of my "friends" is like her. I wish I could say what you did to HIM, but he probably would go kill himself and I do NOT want that on my conscience. I say "friend" because I don't like to hang around people like that, but sometimes he's okay...and I actually found out that he had like Bipolar disorder or something. What he does to his body is none of your concern. If there's something that troubles you about him, have no shame in saying it. If he goes and slits his wrists deep enough, this time, it's HIS fault. You shouldn't feel bad for something you didn't provoke. You might be thinking that you did, seeing as how you spoke your mind, but you really didn't. People like him and that girl in the convo NEED to hear that, in a sense. They WANT to be regarded as some predictable little fakeasses with a pacifier shoved up their arses. It's something psychological. When they're told exactly what they WANT to hear, they usually react to it and change, somewhat. Alas, that's they're everlasting teenage routine, until their mammary glands develop or their testicles drop and they get their first pube ever. But, I'm rambling, now. Go to him and let it all out. You won't regret it. Even if he does. Also: Bipolar? Bahaha. TRUTH.
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Posted: Sat Feb 09, 2008 10:21 am
Council of Nine What he does to his body is none of your concern. If there's something that troubles you about him, have no shame in saying it. If he goes and slits his wrists deep enough, this time, it's HIS fault. You shouldn't feel bad for something you didn't provoke. You might be thinking that you did, seeing as how you spoke your mind, but you really didn't. People like him and that girl in the convo NEED to hear that, in a sense. They WANT to be regarded as some predictable little fakeasses with a pacifier shoved up their arses. It's something psychological. When they're told exactly what they WANT to hear, they usually react to it and change, somewhat. Alas, that's they're everlasting teenage routine, until their mammary glands develop or their testicles drop and they get their first pube ever. But, I'm rambling, now. Go to him and let it all out. You won't regret it. Even if he does. Also: Bipolar? Bahaha. TRUTH.You know what? Your right. It shouldn't be anyone's fault that other people choose to live like that instead of Enjoying their lives. And I will NOT feel bad for telling him the truth. Thank you for that. Oh, and nice article by the way.
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Council of Nine Vice Captain
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Posted: Sat Feb 09, 2008 2:16 pm
aqua_flame_spirit Oh, and nice article by the way. Yeah. It made me lol.
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Posted: Sat Sep 27, 2008 10:55 pm
My boyfriend's younger brother has mental issues. But I don't acknowledge them at all.
When I used to, he thought it'd be funny to make a fake account on gaia & say to be my stalker. I believed him & made a complete fool out of me. I used to trust him & felt that it'd be right to give him another chance. I was scared out of my freakin mind.
Ever since then I've had next to no sympathy for him. I tell him like it is & I don't suger coat anything. He told me he was gonna kill himself one time & I asked, "when & where? I'll be there." He has claimed to want to do suicide countless times, but he's so afraid of death its alomst pathetic. Hence how I knew he'd never kill himself. Needless to say, I went straight to the councellor's office & I warned them ahead of time. He did make a big scene at school but he never did jump.
I'm ranting now. sweatdrop But boy does that feel good to get off my chest. 3nodding
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