Well not sure where to start about this and that in life so i shall start going through the bigger parts of my life.
age 6: I start to see major differences in males and females. I saw the male side....and I hated to think I would be male.. I loved the female side and wished so badly to wear girls clothing and having long hair so I could do so much things with it. starts crossdressing in secret but it stops aournd the age of 8 because my mom caught me putting dresses on my sisters ken doll. I did not wish to make her sad or mad at me so I stopped it.
3rd grade- got expelled from school.
4th- got expelled again.
6th- yep a third time of being expelled. I got expelled from school every time for the same reason. I could not control my emotions. I would get picked on. I gained weight starting early in the 3rd grade and I ended up being fat from the depression.
age of 12(7th grade): After much thinking I decided to start crossdressing again in seccret.
8th- yep went to high school after this.
Freshman year: : I have began to lose weight. I try my best to crossdress as much as possible in secret but chances are rare.
That summer: I found my Boyfriend that I am still dating to this day. I just saw myself as pan sexual from that point.
Sophomore year: I told my mom what my sexuality stood and how I wished to be a girl. She automatically lashed out at me. She thinks its a phase. She said that it was just me trying to fool myself. She said I am not allowed to tell anyone. I didnt listen to her. Before I told her though I started telling friends though. One of my friends said he was proud of me for having the courage to tell my mom. I was still scared though to crossdress in public. A fear that effected me for a long time.
I also started bring a teddy bear to school this year every friday.
Junior year(I am currently living this out): I made so many new friends that fit into the rainbow we know as the LGBT. I decided to be brave and crossdress at school. My friend Christina helped me with it. She has been a symbol of hope for me in life.
Anyways, I wore a womens clothing in public for the first time that day. I was happy. My friends supported me when theyUnfortunaly for me at my school my stepmom works there. she saw me got mad and told my dad. He had no idea about me......autoamtically he lashed out against my mom for it. He complained to my mom about it and how we did not tell him. I did not tell him mainly because I knew he would do this kind of s**t. He said I was emotionally confused and that I was gonna commit suicide( I am heavily anti suicide. If I ever found one my friends cutting themselves I would beat the s**t out of them for it.) and blamed o na great school I am going to.
My mom got pissed off at me. She said I am not allowed to be dressed out in public. I didn't listen to her on that. I still without her knowledge.
