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 Posted: Mon Feb 04, 2008 2:27 am
When you look around?
To see who cares about you?
When you look around to know they smile down on you?
When you look around ?
You have a fresh set of eyes?
This world that seems so simple?
Its so difficult in someone else's eyes?
These things you call bad?
That I tried to help you with?
To someone else they may not seem as bad?
This world is full of surprizes?
I don't want suicide to be one of them?
When I look around?
To see you no longer there?
To know you once existed?
And to know you no longer do?
Wonders sometimes what things could have been done?
Could have been said?
Could have been prevented?
Or even if I could have been there?
When you decided to do the deed?
Pull the trigger?
Feed the poison?
Whatever torture you decide?
Decisions are that much harder?
To make when thinking of yourself?
Is this decision for me or is it for everybody else?
To wonder how these decisions I make effect others?
Knowing that I could possibly be putting you through?
And knowing you care about me the way that you do?
And thinking of myself?
How selfish I must be ?
How selfish I must feel?
Does my life coming to an end ?
Is this the thing called death?
So many are afraid to face?
Help me or those around?
Wondering what it would be like to see?
To see when I have gone?
The looks on the faces?
The eyes that cry ?
The sorrow in the hearts?
The love still burns?
The aching of those who cared?
The people that will miss me when I die?
The people that go to my funeral?
Will I have a funeral?
Where will it be?
Will you do as I wish with my remains?
Or do as to those that feel is best?
Will you show ?
Or even know?
What will my obituary say?
Who will write it?
All these questions in my head but yet for some reason I feel I have no answers?
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Posted: Mon Feb 04, 2008 2:15 pm
omg i luv poems...
Last breath of the sorrow
by Meh
the thought is gone
the words are lost
i would go on
but at such a cost
i try so hard
to make a sound
to play my card
but i am now bound
your faith in me
now is no more
how can this be
i fall to the floor
dead i lay
wound in my heart like that of a knife
nuthing you can say
will ever bring me back to life
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Posted: Tue Feb 05, 2008 5:18 pm
Oath of the Rose Wielder
by meh
In my hand,
this rose I wield.
A beautiful rosy world,
I wish to build.
Faith and devotion,
power and will.
I shall continue forever,
even though I fall ill.
With this rose comes power,
yet an unfair deal.
To repress my desires,
and forget how I feel.
This dark shadow,
with which I am wrought.
Ivy the demonic presense,
the one I once fought.
Friends become,
so very irrelevant.
As i struggle to become,
not so damn malevolent.
This regrettable path,
of my own choosing.
A soul stealing wrath,
against this I am losing.
But this is how,
how I must be.
For my eternal judgment,
I present myself to the.
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Posted: Wed Feb 06, 2008 10:29 am
How Easily It Comes
by Bohemian Dreamer (Erin K.S.)
How easily it comes
And goes
Ebb and flow
Passion and sudden death
Its power to comsume
Then leave desolate
Burnt to the core
Leaving it unrevivable
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Posted: Wed Feb 06, 2008 10:30 am
Suddenly by Bohemian Dreamer (Erin K.S.) Suddenly An empty space Inside this place Missing link My knees sink Brush with death Heart beat out of chest: Marooned, Beat out of tune Simply felt I attest I'm a mess Warm carress What dream, Can I esteem? To wander Barely saunder Living out days Getting paid! **************** Suddenly Find you there Meet your stare Wide-eyed wonder Caught like rollin' thunder Wild to behold I am already sold! ******** Suddenly Lookin' back on years Wildest joys and tears Forged ahead Inspite of what was said Love in flight Born to ascend the heights The way up Was a bitter cup Spun out of control I found my soul Caught up in you Not a moment too soon
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Posted: Wed Feb 06, 2008 10:33 am
I like this! I really love this. "nuthin you can say, will ever bring me back to life" I have experienced this feeling recently. I almost let someone destroy me, i almost gave up, but i didn't. Sometimes we get hurt and the person cannot do anything to heal that...i love your work Guardian_of_the_Rose omg i luv poems... Last breath of the sorrow by Meh the thought is gone the words are lost i would go on but at such a cost i try so hard to make a sound to play my card but i am now bound your faith in me now is no more how can this be i fall to the floor dead i lay wound in my heart like that of a knife nuthing you can say will ever bring me back to life
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Posted: Wed Feb 06, 2008 10:35 am
Let 'em Fall
by Bohemian Dreamer (Erin K.S.)
Let 'em fall
like leaves from the trees
like shadows behind my back
Let 'em fall
like memories on a page
like things I forgot to do
Let 'em fall
like Rome
like an astroid to the Earth
Let 'em fall
like time gone by
like rain drops on the ground
Let 'em fall
like colors on a canvus
like a melody on a page
Let 'em fall
like nothing in the darkness
like the setting sun
Let 'em fall
Let 'em fall
like drifted snow
Let 'em fall
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Posted: Wed Feb 06, 2008 10:37 am
Wings of Change
by Bohemian Dreamer (Erin K.S.)
wings of change
bring new life
beautiful and indescribable
in one fell swoop
as a single feather drops down upon the ground
the rest of the bird sours high
higher and higher
floating, gliding on crisp winds and seamless lines
gaining momentum
its hollow wings receive strength
absorded into the causeway
*this poem is one of internal change and reflection. this poem and others like it are open for interpretation, i think that is the whole meaning and purpose behind poetry. Words tyring to describe the most complicated emotions and feelings. However, some poetry's genius is in fact describing the most common in our lives. feeling the wind upon the face, is experienced by all. There is pure ingenuity is describing that.
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Posted: Wed Feb 06, 2008 9:30 pm
Advice is good
Advice can be bad
Sometimes we listen
And sometimes we wish we had
Others may say it is easy
To do certain things
And there are times when you listen but don't want to hear
Truth can be painful
And obviously true
Considering it is truth and someone is not lying to you.
These things that we call advice may come in different ways
Could come in one sentence
Could come in a phrase
Opinions can be a lot like advice
Some want it and seek it out
While others dismay of it
And think that no one could know better about them but themselves
Those who know what knowledge is know that they know nothing
And seek it out
Those that think they know everything have so much to learn
Yet at times we think we know all
Advice is easier spoken then received
Easier to give then to act upon for oneself
The things that most people call control
Is someone's way of giving you advice and you not realizing
What you have and how your not taking care of it
What you are doing and not realizing it
What you are saying and not thinking that it means something to someone else
A valuable opinion to one and yet you can say the same thing to someone else and due to the fact of them not wanting to listen or hear what you have to say at that moment and feeling so much pain and aggression not knowing what awaits around the next corner .
Wanting them to listen and yet knowing they are not ready
Knowing these things and taking them in stride is the best way to achieve
But yet at the same time knowing that this could be a very tiring process
Wanting to give up on what seems to be a pointless cause
But having faith that they will realize the importance and snap out of it
Wanting this feeling of love
and yet at the same time running in the opposite direction
Wanting this connection and throwing everything you can in its way
Making this other person suffer so much they feel they have no other means to survive then to tell you how much you are hurting them and hoping that this time around it will sink through.
Spending the time with them and them not realizing how much you love them but you have no way to really show them what you feel .
Knowing these feeling that most people call love and yet feeling like this is not something your worthy of feeling.
That it is not meant to happen to you.
This is not the meaning to the end of the so called madness.
Feeling like the meaning of life has been taken away and their is nothing more to achieve.
This thing called happiness you already have and wanting to appreciate it but feeling like you don't deserve it.
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Posted: Sat Feb 16, 2008 8:59 pm
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Posted: Wed Feb 27, 2008 2:53 pm
between my love and my friend
there burns a voilent war
when i try to help
in my face gets slamed the door
vicious words
of malice and hate
oh so it hurts me
but still they dont hesitate
plz no more
i beg so hard
but like an uniportant loser
im thrown out in the yard
yet they drag me
into this pit of hell
forced with options
which wont ever end well
if so they love me
why do i be the one down
they play this upon me
a flood of pain in which i begin to drown
but as i fall apart
i become the one whos lame
like its all my fault
im the one to blame
but futher in i go
they drag and pull
to think i trusted them
im such a fool
to sit and suffer they force me
if this is so so be my fate
but i try to help
they bar my gate
stuck on the outside
all alone im left
but forced in between
to suffer and emotional death
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