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 Posted: Wed Feb 20, 2008 10:48 am
everyone please post your introductions here, come on, dont be shy
hello, my name is elyon.
i am 14 years old
i am female.
i am bisexual.
i am a recovering cutter.
i once was anorexic, and once bulimic. now if i don't eat i actually get sick. strong emotions also make me sick.
i am religious, in my own way but i see many faults of organized religion. i believe in the earth, and the sky, and an unnamed god. i believe that there are many gods and goddesses, but i do not pretend to know there names or dispositions. i like to study world religions and i am very superstitious, and believe heavily in the supernatural and what i guess would be called 'magic'. not in the sense of floating candles or anything dumb like that, just a power within certain people, an energy to set them apart.
i try to be a vegetarian, but because of my health are unable. so instead, i don't eat four legged animals. once a month i do sometimes, because i need the iron.
i am an aspiring chef, and am okay at cooking.
i live with my father, and take care of him.
i have problems with my bones, there weaker than they should be. my back and fingers sometimes hurt very badly, or it can be just a dull ache. really anywhere in my body, at random times, ill have pain in my bones, hot water makes me feel better, though.
i have three goals in like which i wish to accomplish by age 32. i want to be a chef, a wife, and a mother, in that order. if i have that, i can die happy. i never wanted anything like other people, anything dramatic or grand, i want a very simple like, filled with simple, trivial problems. its a family i never had when i was younger and i want to live like that some day. parents who love each other, children. i know its not a perfect scene, they will be fights, problems, the children will end up hating me, i love it. its all i want.
i love cats, very much. i sharpen my nails to points and wear a neko-mini(cat ears). i meow, hiss, and purr, in normal speech without even thinking and friends sometimes call me kitty or kat.
i love naruto. and a lot of other manga/anime. i am in love with ancient japan, a world i will never see.
i am obsessive with music. its just..how i see the world, and how i connect to it. i sing, write music, and i can passively play any instrument i touch, and i never take lessons.i listen to wide varieties of music, and 100% guaranteed, i always have a song in my head, you can test me on it, i really do.
i like to write, and draw, though i am good at nether. but i love the world of william blake, h.c. love craft, and edgar allen poe. they are a few of my favorite writers/poets/artists.
i am taken by one i loath to call a ''boy'' as i prefer to say god. or werewolf. . what ever fits your fiddle. nerd at times, and perhaps i can settle it at the term teenager. he is beautiful. everything i could ever want, and more than i deserve. known as Surolath on gaia.
that was very long, i'm sorry.
bottom line i am crazy.
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Posted: Sun Mar 16, 2008 9:40 pm
"I don't know what I want,So don't ask me,'Cause I'm still trying to figure it out." Hello. My name is Danielle. I am a female and I am fifteen years old. I am bisexual [But I believe everyone is]. I am about 5'7" and my hair is a very dark blonde. My eyes are green and I wear glasses. I live in the USA.
I am a cutter. Well, I'm not sure I can really say that. I have cut. More than just a couple of times. But it's been a while. The reason that I haven't done it is because I worry about people seeing. I don't want people I care about to see cuts and feel differently about me. But I do want to cut.
I drink. Not a lot. And I've never been drunk. But that's only because I've never been given the opportunity. I drink whenever I get the chance.
I smoke weed. Not a lot. But whenever I get the chance.
I take medication for depression and anxiety. I think it's helping. I feel happier since taking it. But it doesn't stop my self-destructive behavior.
I am very into BDSM. Bondage, discipline, dominance, submission, sadism and masochism.
I can't function without soda these days. It's quite sad, really. Oh well.
If I don't have music for too long, I will honestly freak out. I need music. I know everyone says that. But, really, it's true.
My heart is currently broken.
So, yeah. That's a bit about me and my ways.
That felt really good to type. =]
Sorry about the longness. <3 "Even though I'm not the only one who feels the way I do."
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Posted: Tue Mar 18, 2008 2:42 pm
Hello.
I'm Girly. Only the awesome people on Gaia know my real name, so please don't ask. If I want you to know, believe me, you'll know.
I am a fifteen year old, heterosexual female. However, I am not looking for anyone.
I am very loyal to my friends, and will try to help them in any way I can. Just as I will try to help the members of AnABellaSi as much as possible. I'm only a PM away, and if you need me, I'll be there. However, there is only so much I can do. I hope I'll be of some assistence. If you respect me, I'll respect you, no matter who you are.
I am an atheist.
I love to write and listen to music. (Mom always yells at me because my headphones are too loud. DX )
I love to swim.
And I hope to get to know you all.
Please, do not try to change me.
You'll fail.
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Posted: Mon Mar 31, 2008 8:35 pm
It Doesn't Make Any Sense, That's Why I Trust It.
I'm Involved Now.   {> My name is Karly.
I'm a fifteen year old female who is bisexual, but currently in a heterosexual relationship that will remain that way until I die and past.
Don't screw with my peeps, you'll get burned, so if you wanna get close to me just read my profile or just PM me, I lovelovelove to talk, even if it's about random s**t.
I swear a lot, and I'm almost constantly listening to music.
I'm oober creative, I love to draw and write.
I am a sorceress, and happy to be one, so deal.
^-^ <}    You Jump I Jump, Right?
I'll Never Let Go, I'll Never Let Go.
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Posted: Thu Apr 10, 2008 1:05 pm
*sigh* I feel soooo old. Hmm, what can I say about myself...
I am 20 (21 in June)
I am straight, but have kissed a guy or two.
I am currently single.
My choice in music is Metal, and some jazz, blues, classical.
Video-games are a big part of my life.
I love to read, watch movies, cook, sleep.
I am a smoker, and I drink every so often.
I am a "need solid proof" type of person. If you try to pass something off as fact, provide me with proof "i.e. why FF VI is better than FF VII"
I am a lover of math, as numbers are tangible and concrete.
I like to start sentences with "I".
I am a very deep thinker, and have many opinions/theories on many different subjects.
I am very open minded.
I am very "nerdy" at times.
That is really all I can think of. Basically, if you want to know something about me, just ask.
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Posted: Thu May 08, 2008 8:19 pm
Well... Hello then. I guess I'll start off with a few basic things then get a bit more indepth.
My name... Well, I've got various names, but you can call me Stef. That's my typical nickname. Or Stefan. Either or works, I guess.
I'm fourteen, as of March 18th. I never get excited about birthdays.
I enjoy playing videogames, getting on the computer, reading, writing, singing, listening to music, drawing, and making failed attempts to learn guitar. I just can't seem to do it.
I guess if I had any heroes in this world they would be Bob Seger, Kim, Ary, and my teacher, Collier.
If I'm ever- for lack of better word- pissy to any of you, I'm sorry. I doubt I will be, as my constant anger rarely shows, but... If it does, I don't mean anything by it. Most likely, it'll be directed toward someone none of you know.
I'm straight, pretty much completely, and there are few men that I actually think deserve to live. No offense to anyone else, but for the most part, I hate people.
I'm typically not self-destructive, smashing things, burning things, stabbing things, shooting things, yelling, usually not inflicting harm to my body.
There have been a few times where I've come close to killing someone, I'd rather not bring those up. There was a time when I put, stupid, I know, a loaded crossbow to my head, but didn't have the courage to pull the trigger. When I'm depressed people often think I'm angry, and I'm always rather morbid. I laugh when the people I don't like are hurt, and tend to do things my own way. Even though I have friends, I go at things alone, almost all the time. I own three swords and have a lot of knives, two BB guns, a crossbow, and a black powder rifle, as well as a spear. I rarely use the spear or the guns, though, and often just look at the knives, wishing I could use them without repercussions. I've made more than one suicide attempt, but something always pulled me back before I could carry it out.
I've had my heart stop for three minutes before, in which time I thought I was in Hell. Before my mom could actually call 911, my heart started beating again.
I'm an outcast at school, as people tend to hate me. They base me off my appearances, and no matter how nice I am to them, they spit on me. I don't think many of them deserve to live.
When a girl has pulled me in, I'm willing to sacrifice anything for them, even if they don't realize it. They might think of me as a freak, they could stab me, and I wouldn't care as long as they're happy.
I'm able to see things from other's points of view very often, as I've most likely been through that point of view. I don't care who's what sexual orientation as long as they aren't trying to force it on me. I think my locker partner might be homosexually curious, and I hate him. Not for that, but because he's stupid. I'm typically called "Crusher" for bad reasons.
When I threaten someone, they most always take it seriously, and back down. They can talk their tough s**t, spit on the floor, crack their knuckles, whatever. I've got my common sense and I'm a black belt. They don't stand a chance.
I know various spot in the body that will either paralyze, kill, or subdue my opponent, some of which are obvious.
If you want to know anything else, just ask I guess. There's really too much to put into a post that won't take an entire page up.
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Posted: Fri May 09, 2008 6:53 am
A few of you know me alredy, those of you who don't, most likely don't want to know me either. If for some reason you do want to know more about me, message me.
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Posted: Sat May 10, 2008 8:12 am
Um... I'm not really an exciting guy, and I have nearly nothing to post... I'll try, anyway.
Hi. I'm Dan. Or Danny. Or Daniel. Or Nukayu. Anyone is fine.
I'm turning fifteen on June 13th, and I am about... Five foot seven.
Now, I'm a kind of big guy, weighing a hefty two hundred and forty or so pounds...
I like to read, surf the net, read, play video games, read, and daydream.
I never finish anything. I'm just a lazy person...
I'm kinda smart, but lack in all common sense.
I'm currently heterosexual, and I don't think I'm changing.
I wear glasses.
Um... I got nothing else to report. Heheh...
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Posted: Tue Jun 10, 2008 12:24 pm
I'm Fallyn, I'm 21 years old still living with my parents. I'm a Junior in college and I'm hoping to graduate in a year and a half then I'm planning on getting married.
I don't belong anywhere that I go, I am in BDSM just started it recently with my boyfriend who is now my Master.
Anyway, I am looking to fit in somewhere, so far I haven't found any place yet.
I am a cutter I and I really don't care about peoples opinions of me since everyone that knows me assumes I'm a horrible person anyway.
I have had a few friends that all left me within the span of 4 months so now I have 1 real friend and thats my boyfriend.
I'm sorry if this is really lame but I have no one to talk to at the moment and I'm on a downward depression slope.
I considering cutting right now actually, but meh I don't know yet. one thing though, I don't cut for attention.
well, I have dark brown almost black hair with brown eyes.
oh! and I'm straight, orientation wise
well I guess thats it.
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