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Losing something you cherish while manic or rapid cycling.

Smgirl0825

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Posted: Sun Mar 02, 2008 2:53 pm

Has there ever been something you cherish because of what you do when you are in a manic or a rapid cycling episode?
Yesterday in the morning, I was totally manic and I posted some stuff in the chatterbox.I got banned for it. And I haven't done anything else before. I didn't even a warning or explanation OR if how long. Well I cherish my account, since I have no life whatsoever and it took me a long time to get the things I have. And that set me off to rapid cycling, I even bit my mom in her hand when she gave me my pills. It really blows and its knocked me off my somewhat normal behavior streak I had. crying

Posted: Thu Jul 24, 2008 9:40 pm

I've lost physical objects... misplaced things while on crazy cleaning sprees.
Then been unable to find them later.

Then been quite upset.

I've also been in fights. Almost resulting in lost friendships.

Love SCUBA Steve

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Rein Shadowin

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Posted: Sat Jan 16, 2010 6:13 am

I play the flute, and I really enjoyed it.
Well if I have it when Im manic, its gets damaged from me getting iriatated , like the keys get messed up or i put dents in it. Then when Im low again I hate myself for it.
Right now I have no flute, and I just sit and band class and watch everyone play while I contemplate my suicide :/

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