I'll be praying for you, girl. I also feel the same way when it comes asking for help to others. People just trust me enough as to share their problems with me, and I can't do anything but help them as best as I can... yet it's difficult for me to ask for help when I'm the one needing it.
Make of prayer a vital part of your life, and hold to the teachings of the Scriptures. Remember what it says: "Come near to God and He will come near to you" (James 4: cool . We can only be close to God by being close to Him, and we can only be far from God by being far from Him. The more we focus on Him, and the more time we spend with Him, the nearer He will be to us.
And just one last verse: "The one who sows to please his sinful nature, from that nature will reap destruction; the one who sows to please the Spirit, from the Spirit will reap eternal life" (Galatians 6: cool .
God bless you. 3nodding