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Ducky, u should prolly get something started here and do the mod thing... mmm... mojito... went to the island today and worked on laying brick in the firepit. did good days work and it only took 3 to 4 hours. lisa and nicole went with and helped haul the bricks from the car to the site, for which i am eternally grateful, and then ditched to go geocaching while i did the hard work of fitting everything together. lots of shoveling... next step it to try it out and make sure that the bricks dont explode under intense heat, can anyone say bonfire? oh yeah! have a Ton of rocks that i need to figure out where to put and plenty of work for jason to enjoy doing (says its really theripudic. ive been saying the same thing for ages, thank god someone else has verified this!). owner of other property came and cleaned up, guy gone and all looks clear but still want a large group before venturing into the dark unknown of that damn camper... tents gone, so is fencing. YAY!!! need to level out the left over dirt from working on the firepit. been up since 10 last night and its currently 7 pm so its been interesting and im supprised i was able to get so much done... havent seen u for a while ducky we need to get together some time. i still have tuesday and wednesday off this week if u think of something we can do... ttyl dude...

whats a good 18+ topic?
any suggestions? XD

D: you kinky boy you ;D

haha, I love you drooo.

5-28-08
Do I have split personalities? Sometimes I wonder… my male and feminine halves get so intertwined it’s a wonder that I was never actually bi. When im masculine I feel protective and competitive, enjoying every challenge that comes my way that deals with skill, speed, or timing. Anything will do. When I’m feminine I feel coy, flirty, and cute… when I do something cute, like nikomimi, or cuddling with mr. fluphin’s bunny I see myself as a girl, I see this cute little blond girl and I no that its me… has my angel only been the feminine part of me all along? Why do I have two genders? Do I have two people inside of me merged into one being? I am moody and hurt easily, I am protective and supportive, I am fun loving and carefree, I am weighted down by the problems of the world, I have lots of friends but no one that understands me, I am a mystery even unto myself. Deep thinking and understanding come to me fleetingly, and being introspective comes naturally. Others I can understand completely from one minute then the next everything is confusion… I have so many conflicts, I don’t know who I am, I don’t know what I am, I don’t know how to access the parts of me I need! I wish to understand what goes on with everything and everyone around me with the clarity I know I can have, I have had. I wish to be strong and sure of myself, not pathetically doubting everything I do and believing I will fail before I even try. I want to put those that are important to me first ahead of myself but I cant even get off my a** to do anything. I know the person I wish to be is somewhere inside but where!? I am lost. I don’t know who I am and I cant figure out how to sort out these two people inside of me! What am i? who am i? how did this happen? What is going on!!!??... I am so hopeless…

woot woot 18+ guild! oh yeah!!!!! so what does everyone want to talk about!?

lol hi leo XD