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 Posted: Tue Jul 22, 2008 7:30 pm
so i dyed my hair blue
(i blame my husband and my anime obsession.)..and i have no idea how i feel about it still..i've been messing around with it all day. Even playing with make up
(and I mastered the leopard eye shadow thingy. mwhaha)
but yea.. i figured id post pictures and stuff and yall could tell me how you feel about it.
i felt kind of bad at the tanning place..i scared the owner >.<
and one showing off the leopard eye make up..i wanted to show it off lol
i half feel like...i shouldn't be this..colorful for lack of a better term cause i'm a mom. It's like all the other babies are gunna make fun of my daughter cause of me and that makes me nervous lol i know i know its silly...
Kate loves my hair , she totally digs all the colors and junk. (atleast i think so...its so hard to tell what a nearly six month old is thinking lol )
but i'm an artist by trade so its kind of normal to be this eccentric. My husband loves it...and my friends like it..i just...I struggle constantly with the "mom thing to do"..i hate that whole concept i hate it I HATE it...
and i hate the wives here on base...sorry thats a whole other story >.<
gah its so bright! >.< I should have stuck with tips and a streek here and there.
I know why i do this though, i can't controll how i look at the moment cause I just had a baby so my body is all out of wack.
so in order to still express myself i dye my hair and do funky make up.
though the make up is nothing new, i always did that.....but....i really dono how i feel about the all over look.
oh and yes, for those who were wondering. My hair is cut like yuna from final fantasy cause her hair rocks. ^.^
ahem, and im sorry this kind of turned into a blubbering rant about my self esteem issues lol
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Posted: Tue Jul 22, 2008 10:22 pm
First off I like it. I wish I could dye my hair but it's too dark and I don't want to bleach it first to color it.
Love the leopard eye shadow thingy!!
I could never wear the shirt that you have in the first pictures because my husband would get jealous. It's hard enough to keep his hands off. lol
Coloring hair in no way makes you a bad mom and it sucks that we have to deal with others preconceived ideas of how a mom is suppose to look.
Don't feel sorry about any issues you post because that is what we are here for!!
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Mystress_Gin Vice Captain
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Posted: Wed Jul 23, 2008 4:45 pm
omg I like clover have hair too dark to die...LOL I tried to die it burgandy once and it came out even darker if that is possible... and don't worry about the mom thing and what a mom is supposed to look like.... I say if someone can handle the way I look tough s**t for them...LOL
but seriously it looks good on ya... and for the eye makeup... that totally rocks.. I wish I could do that.... mrgreen
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Posted: Thu Jul 24, 2008 10:45 pm
aw thanks girls...its nice to know that i can rant and ramble some where..im usually a very keep to myself person cause i don't think people wanna hear it.
anywho
bleaching hurts...really hurts if you do your whole head. I don't recommend it. However i wanted to try being totally white headed for a while and have my braid purple or something..that's how i ended up with having the ability to have bleached hair.
I used to just bleach the bottem of my hair and then my bangs...
like...here this is what i used to have. before i chopped it off like yuna
but when kate got here, it was to long for me to deal with.
and i always wanted a funky hair cut..so luckily i had a final fantasy video game box and i took that in with me.
That sucks that you couldn't have a shirt like that! haha i think its hilarious..sure it might look like a 16 year old but..i died laughing when i saw it.
since i've gotten a bit bigger than i used to be all my insecurities that i had before have like amplifide.
I knew i was always pretty ..but..i've always struggled with never being good enough and social anxiety problems.. I blame my parents. (lol ofcourse i blame my parents..thats who we always blame right?)
anyways before miss kate got here, i had insacurities about my apparence. Thats why I drifted into the dork realm of fashion during my teenage years. It was easier to be an odd ball than trying to be preppy..if that makes any sense. Sides when i dressed preppy i ended up being a snot nosed slutty brat for some odd reason .... stare
anyways i had social anxiety problems then but i always pushed through them. its just harder now for some reason....and its harder and harder to be myself with out thinking . Though ill get through it..i always do. i've been through harder times then just being a tad on the bit side lol.
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Mystress_Gin Vice Captain
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Posted: Fri Jul 25, 2008 2:57 am
That is what we are here for... to support each other in our moments of insecurity and to let out what is bugging us without being judged...
I say keep on being you and don't let anyone tell you who you have to be or how you have to dress...
Have a great day!! mrgreen
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Posted: Fri Jul 25, 2008 3:06 pm
I had a period of time right after I got married that I was very insecure and felt like I couldn't be around anyone without my husband to be there for support. I had also gained 30 lbs in a month because of my PCO but I didn't know at the time that is what I had.
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