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Some Lesser Demon Vice Captain
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 Posted: Tue Jan 04, 2005 11:59 am
Hahahaha, well...I'm manic right now, but its only fair.
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Posted: Tue Jan 04, 2005 1:57 pm
I guess that means no one is depressed. Good!
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Some Lesser Demon Vice Captain
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Posted: Tue Jan 04, 2005 2:15 pm
Technospaceman I guess that means no one is depressed. Good! I'm not depressed much, but when I am, if I can get online, I'll be here.
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Posted: Tue Jan 04, 2005 5:18 pm
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Posted: Thu Jan 13, 2005 10:49 am
I randomly got deperessive last night, after talking to an ex and realizing that he is useless to me, and that i dont care about him in any way.
Its kind of like having usless memmories.
He didnt leave an impact, and he didnt make any difference in my life.
He was just... there.
I find it so awkward.
Either way, I kind of just wish he would disapear from my memories.
Hes wasting useless brain space.
mad
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Posted: Thu Jan 13, 2005 2:25 pm
I tend to retreat and stay on the sofa.
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Posted: Thu Jan 13, 2005 2:27 pm
I write a suicide note or draw morbid stuff. I cycle so fast, I've cycled by the time I'm done.
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Posted: Thu Jan 13, 2005 4:02 pm
You can always IM me if you want. I'm around.
And... off-topic... my name's Rachel too.
Hope you can cycle soon.
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Posted: Thu Jan 13, 2005 4:18 pm
Right after I went psychotic and massively SI-ish and suicidal, my sociology teacher brought up the worst subject. It was about a week after, and I still wasn't back on the meds fully. She talked about Kurt Cobain's suicide, than got into suicide, and SI, and how they were abnormal. I kept looking at the scabs on the back of my hand, and the bandages I'd hid with my wristband. I wanted to leave. I didn't want to hear that right then. It made it worse. She wouldn't let us out. By the time the 90-minute class was over, I had to pry my hand off the seat bar, and I couldn't open it for 15 minutes, till I ran cold water over it. That's how hard I gripped the seat.
That teacher was a complete b***h. No sensitivity.
[/rant (sorry)]
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Posted: Thu Jan 13, 2005 4:22 pm
When I still did SI, in health class, the teach brought up the subject of suicide and depression. He was totally off, I had to go after class and correct him, I made him listen.
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Posted: Thu Jan 13, 2005 4:25 pm
Last time I did it, I was psychotic and hallucinating, trying to make the visions go away.
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Posted: Thu Jan 13, 2005 4:33 pm
That sucks, last time I did it was on new years eve, its my resolution to not do it again.
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Posted: Thu Jan 13, 2005 4:34 pm
I_am_a_girl_in_RL Aww, that sucks. Yeah, last time I did it was 11:50 new years eve, its my resolution to never ever do it again. Oh, heh, that one was because my mom was spazing at me.
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Posted: Thu Jan 13, 2005 4:43 pm
I_am_a_girl_in_RL Yeah...I'm doing really well though, because before then, I had gone a little longer than a month, and before that, a few weeks, so now, I don't even wear a rubber elastic in case, its like training wheels.
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Posted: Thu Jan 13, 2005 4:56 pm
I_am_a_girl_in_RL h3rsh3y I_am_a_girl_in_RL Yeah...I'm doing really well though, because before then, I had gone a little longer than a month, and before that, a few weeks, so now, I don't even wear a rubber elastic in case, its like training wheels. Sticking you're feet in snow helps too, alson your hands..... kills like a motha fuka
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