Welcome to Gaia! ::

well I began my wiccan training when i was ten after having a strange dream about me dancing naked around a huge pentagram under the full moon i tried to tell my mother but she freaked out and had me go to counciling the next week after that i finally found a good dianic mentor named Andrew lau who explained the three fold law as well as the wiccan rede he also gave me my first pentagram which reminded me of the dream but as i was holding it not only did i see my dream but a strange looking sign like Japanese text only different Andrew asked if i was ok when i asked him why he asked he's said he thought i was zoning out and it was kinda weird the next day after my fifteenth birth day my mother took my pentagram away from me and had it burned by my catholic step father in front of me saying they never wanted me to see andrew again or have anything to do with wicca which in doing that sent me into depression since then I've been writing like crazy in my journals especially in my dream journal and when ever i get happy i start chanting Ecko Ecko Asarak Ecko Ecko Zamilak Ecko Ecko Karnana Ecko Ecko Diana and people look at me weird i just got an arranged marriage and got married and he doesnt like the fact that ive made an alter in the closet or that im writing in one particular journal about wicca he tells me that im doing devils work but my heart says otherwise i tried to stop to make him happy but i keep having dreams about it and it still calls to me and on top of that i start howling instead of crying is that weird

Okay.


So you just jumped from being 10 to being 15...



I don't think that's any form of wiccan chant...


Isn't 15 a bit too young? That's the sign of someone who's a bit too much into fantasy.

There isn't anything 'special' or supernatural to being a witch. Anyone can be a witch.

I'd suggest finding that counsellor again and setting up another appointment...

it just seems really,lie-ish. sorry hun.

blessed be,
serena~

haha! thank you!