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 Posted: Thu Sep 04, 2008 10:55 am
I have written a few poems in the past and feel I need to share them with whomever is willing to read them.
Each poem I will be posting, has been written at some point in my life where I've felt like I had no way out.
These are very dear to me, so I ask you to not make fun or criticize my work.
If you have any questions, feel free to PM me or post in here.
Thank you for taking the time to read these.
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Posted: Thu Sep 04, 2008 10:57 am
Dad
You turned your back
On mom and me
You packed your bags and left
I was five
Sad and scared
Worried I caused the fight
Twelve years have past
And I resent you now
For all the pain you've caused us
We've made it it dad
Just mom and me
With no help or support from you
We keep on living in the past
And that's no life for us
We know it's better
we know it's right
You pretend I don't exist
You might have been there when i was small
But that's the past
And this is now
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Posted: Thu Sep 04, 2008 10:58 am
My Only Sin
I stare into the mirror,
and all I see is pain.
All the pain I keep inside,
And now I set it free.
This knife I hold in my hand,
Is the only thing I have...
The only thing that keeps me here,
The only thing that keeps me alive.
I close my eyes
I take a breath,
And run it threw my skin.
Watch the blood,
Dripping down.
Is this my only sin?
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Posted: Thu Sep 04, 2008 10:59 am
Deep Within Me
I look up to the heavens
reach out my hands
scream out to the angels
is anyone up there, listening?
can anyone help me understand?
I don't know what's on your agenda
I don't know what's in store
i don't know what you're booking
just hoping it'll be pure
you can see into my heart
you can see into my soul
you can see all my cuts
the bruises
them all
why you afraid
why you ignore
the hints
the feelings
and the heart beats
now I stand in front of the mirror
to face my fears
I know I have you
to guide me
to help me succeed
The faults are pushed away
The prose are brought out to play
So lets live life to the fullest
And never look back to past
Of those days
When I sat alone and cried
This is the new me
welcome
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Posted: Thu Sep 04, 2008 11:00 am
Scars
the road to sanity is weary
the road to happiness is shaky
pain, will I overcome you?
will it take control of me
And take its penalty across my skin
Deep within my heart
Will it stop the blood from flowing threw my veins
Deeper and deeper the pain will go
Where it stops
When will I know
When it does,
Will I die?
Or will I have to fight again tomorrow?
The fight is long
The pain will grow
But will I over come it once again
forever more
For I am the fighter
With the scars on her skin
In her heart
In her soul
To remind me of the battles I have fought
And will fight
For the days are numbered
As the sun and moon will set and rise
The tears on my cheek
Show I’m alive
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Posted: Thu Sep 04, 2008 11:02 am
Cannot
I cannot drink
I cannot smoke
I cannot go out with friends
I cannot smile
I cannot laugh
I can only shead a tear
Does this matter
Will it matter
That you didn't say good-bye
I'll take my life
For you tonight
To prove I was always there
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Posted: Thu Sep 04, 2008 11:03 am
The Warrior
She lays in her bed
Gasping for her breath
IV in her arm
Heart monitor on her chest
With mom and frank by her side
She'll fight a good fight
Won't take any prisoners
She'll be taken up to heaven
In a gold horse driven carriage
She's a fighter
She makes it threw it all
Her strength will carry on with her
Up to heaven
Threw it all
She'll never give up fighting
That's not the woman she is
She'll fight for her life
Until her last breath leaves her body
She'd want us to be strong
And remember she's in a better place
With Albert, Shorty, and Claus
And the rest of her furry friends
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Posted: Thu Sep 04, 2008 11:04 am
Good-Bye
Slit my wrists
Watch me die
Blood will flow
You can't deny
Slow and painful
The knife will cut
Threw my veins
To end this life
Alone and single
No one will miss
The loner
The loser
The failure
The b***h
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Posted: Thu Sep 04, 2008 11:05 am
Threw The Cover Of Rain
When it is raining
You let it all out
All of your tears
Your sorrows
Come out
Deep in your heart
Down in your soul
The black the white
Become fuzzy
Neither wrong or right
They all become gray
A never ending question
A never ending answer
Walking in circles
Never find your way
Alone again
To end your days
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Posted: Thu Sep 04, 2008 11:08 am
Cut
The Blade Was Rusted
But I Didn't Care
I Rolled Up My Sleeve
And Sat On My Bed
I Counted To Three...
Slowly And Shaky
One...I Paused
Two...
I Placed The Blade Against My Wrist
Then Looked Up At The Ceiling
Three...
I Pushed The Blade Down On My Wrist
Pulled It Fast
Then Counted Again
One...
The Tears Are Rolling Down My Cheeks
Two...
My Bodies Shaking
Three...
Push It Down And Pull Again
Dropped The Blade
And Cried Some More
Screaming Cussing
What The Hell Have I Done
The Door Swung Open
Mommy Screamed
Ran To The Phone
And Called The Police
An Ambulance Came
And Found They Were Too Late
I Was Already Dead
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Posted: Sun Nov 09, 2008 6:00 pm
wow is all i can say
each and every one beautiful in its own way
my love is here for you to share
just letting you know how much i care....
jewlzy hon if you need me i will be there
just leave me a message and i will answer when i am here
it doesnt matter what anyone else thinks of your poetry
it comes from the heart and thats all that matters sweety..... heart heart heart heart heart
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Posted: Mon Nov 10, 2008 6:38 pm
thank you Sandy, that means a lot to me heart
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Xx_jewlzy_xX Vice Captain
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