What should I be feeling?
Should I be hurt?
Should I feel anger?
Should I be lost?
Should I give up, lay down, and die?
What should I ******** do, can you tell me?
I know that my heart aches, that my soul seems to be withering.
My strength seems taxed.
My senses are dim, my light has seemed to have disappeared.
In this Darkness, I cannot see a thing, for there is nothing to see.
No light, no hope, no joy, no love to be felt or had.
I do not wish to continue on,yet I must.
There is no one, as of yet, that can take my place.
Too many people need my strength, my support.
I honestly do not know why I even try, but when someone comes to me for help I cannot turn them away,and I cannot seem to do anything other than help them.
Sometimes it is very annoying and it sucks, but I will help them because they are my friends.
