I have a pattern of falling for few boys, but when I did, they always ended up being gay. And not even openly gay. Like, closet gay and decided to tell me.
It happened on about 6 crushes, and then I fell in love with two boys and they both came out to me on the exact same night, only a few hours seperated.
My heart tore into a billion pieces.
I have since then healed and the two boys are both my bestest friends, and my taste for women grew.
I was very close to lesbianism, but then a boy I knew asked me out, and I told him about my sexuality, but I would try dating him.
I knew he was bi, so I asked him if he was going to leave me to become gay, and he said no.
Well two nights ago, he did.
I was heart-broken.
So the very next morning I told my mother I was a lesbian.
And I guess I have always known. Even when my ex boyfriends and I would be together, if they tried to kiss me, I found my body pulling away, but when I had a girlfriend, I would pull her in closer to me.
Among many other signs.
So I guess there is no question here... Just an interesting pattern in my life.
It happened on about 6 crushes, and then I fell in love with two boys and they both came out to me on the exact same night, only a few hours seperated.
My heart tore into a billion pieces.
I have since then healed and the two boys are both my bestest friends, and my taste for women grew.
I was very close to lesbianism, but then a boy I knew asked me out, and I told him about my sexuality, but I would try dating him.
I knew he was bi, so I asked him if he was going to leave me to become gay, and he said no.
Well two nights ago, he did.
I was heart-broken.
So the very next morning I told my mother I was a lesbian.
And I guess I have always known. Even when my ex boyfriends and I would be together, if they tried to kiss me, I found my body pulling away, but when I had a girlfriend, I would pull her in closer to me.
Among many other signs.
So I guess there is no question here... Just an interesting pattern in my life.
