erm yes.
this is about me, i think.
alright basics first.
name - Emilia or Bernie. depends which mood i'm in.
age - 17
gender - my body thinks im female, apparently
i hail from sydney, australia. im 6th gen australian, which is rather boring.. i want a culture.. :[
um im rather tall... 175 cm.
ive got a dyke haircut just to confuse people, which is hella fun. [btw my boyfriend looks totally gay too. so yes we get a lot of confused stares from people] :p
anywho. um well i dress somewhat goth, but really it depends on my mood. today i was a hippie. yesterday i was an emo-looking spongebob fan.
im very immature, especially during sugar highs or in manic episodes [which are really fun].. and no, i dont have bipolar. my antidepressants make me go manic for about half an hour ever night.
and yes, as obvious by the antidepressants, im not all there in the head, as some might say. im not ashamed of my illness, as i know i can overcome it as i am beating it day by day.
i was hospitalised earlier this year for severe self harm... im not pround of that but i see it as a victory over myself now that ive been able to quit cutting. i see my thousands of scars as battle scars, proof that i can succeed in an intense struggle with myself.
i am currently engaged to the most wonderful boy ive known. yes i know im 17 but im positive its real. i'm not a twilight fan, but my fiance reminds me exactly of edward, but better.
xd and the last thing for today. talents. or how about just talent. cos i only have one. i can draw/paint rather well, i think
redface [check out my art thread in the music/art subforum ^^]. i guess im kinda intelligent too... but i dont count that as a talent. according to the facebook iq test :p my IQ's 138
but then who listens to those silly tests.
not like it matters anyway.
uhm well i think thats it. sorry its so boring to read :
im too tired to think atm......
[or think up good excuses]
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