I never would have guessed thaht there would be so many curve balls thrown our way *heen-san and mine* so soon after getting married... but it is true. In fact, with all that has been happening I havent even been able to sit down and have a real conversation with him...
So here it is...
1. I know that I have been out of work for over a week now, related to my health, and I know that's a lot on your shoulders to have to worry about. I appreciate that you have been able to be there for me, going to the dr's appts and the long hours of tests to finally know what is going on, it means a lot to me. crying I know we said in our vows "in sickness and in health" I just wasnt foreseeing on having to use that one yet.
2. I am sorry for being such a B---h!! scream its not really me its the pain, the stress, and most of all the fear.
3. I am truly sorry from the bottom of my heart, and I am hoping that after this am - meeting with the surgeon, we will have some direction, so I will be able to feel confident about making intellectual, knowledge based decisions. 3nodding
Until then, unfortunately I will try, but yep, here I am....
Love you ever so much,
heart Sweets
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