I don't know why this is happening.
I've been seeing things for a few weeks...The name of the month that she left me, the last words she ever said to me, the lame-a^^ excuses that she gave for leaving me and what she did...in short,my ex-girlfriend left a big hole in my heart when she did what she did... I was doing fine, getting over all the memories, the hurt, the anguish....I started to live my life again. I found who i was and what i liked/wanted, i was content.
Now, in light of some recent bad happenings with my family, to put it mildly, i have had those horribal demeaning, suicidal thoughts that i had when she left me. The part of my life with her is dead, and i don't care to remember it anymore. I want to move on, but it's like all the fighting dose is bring back the most terrible thing that ever happened to me....
Any input here? Advice?
~Leo